Your Beautiful Smile (Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal X Male Reader Fluff)

All the soundtracks from the HTTYD movies are so amazing. I'm not prone to crying, but every time I listen to THW soundtrack - every SINGLE time - I tear up. It's that moving. I just love these movies so much!!!

The soundtracks are yet another reason these movies are so spectacular.

I'm always here for the one I love (Peter Parker x GN reader comfort)

Pairing: Peter Parker x GN reader

Synopsis: You were doing homeworks, it was just not of the plan of your anxiety but Peter is here to help you

TW: Anxiety, Panic attack, crying, intrusive thoughts, angst, hurt/comfort

Peter being the perfect boyfriend <3

Notes: I know it's hard but remember you are loved and you're all beautiful person <3 take break and drink water :)

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Today was literaly shit. Everything was to much and it came crashing on you after dinner

You were just doing some homeworks for the weekend, that you could see your boyfriend, when some of it start to be more complicated. It was the evening and you were still doing it, alone in your room with just your overworked brain and overwhelmed mind. One of them give you a hard time to do it, the information rotated in your brain but you can't find the answer and it was the crack for your head.

Your vision start to blur and you know that you were crying. Hot tears rolling down your cheeks, hands on your mouth to try stopping the sob to come out and your breath were not normal. You try to calm down but it was not what your mind want when anxiety start to pops in your head and panic runs in your trembling body. You sobs finally come out and you were now a crying mess on your desk'chair.

Your intrusive thoughts invaded you that you didn't hear you phone ring's.

One time...Two time... but still you didn't realise. At the third time, a beep ring at the end and a vocal was heard

Hey Bug ! It's the third time I call you ? Are you okay ?....Ah yes ! I forgot you have an exam next week you're maybe studying, well don't forget to take a break and drink water, you're the best and you can do it ! I See you tomorrow or maybe tonight if I can pass by you without disturbing your work ! I love you bug !

With a lot of difficulties, you did recognised the voice of your lover: Peter Parker and your trembling hands takes the phone. You sight was still blurry and your digits were shaking but you start scrolling on your contact to find his. You hope that it's the right number when you press the call's button

Immediately Peter respond to it and you try to talk, key's word "try"

Bug ?

Your mouth was open but not a single sound come out

Are you okay ?

You let out a sob and with a cracking voice a little "...Pe-te" come out

Love !

"I-I can't"

(Y/N) what's happening ? Talk to me please.

"It's h-hard to...b-breath."

Oh god...Okay bug, try to study your breath okay ? In...and out...In...and out...

You try to do what Peter told you but you anxiety took the best of you and it was still hard for you to calm yourself just a little bit

(Y/N), I'm here okay, stay on the phone with me, I'm coming as fast I can do, you're doing great.

And now you were waiting for Peter who's on the phone praising you and trying to calm you.

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A few minutes later

A knock was heard in your window and with no time, Peter open it and enter in your room and immediately find you in front of your desk and watch you with a pained expression. Slowly he approached your trembling frame, turn your chair and face you with a smile. You don't see him right in time with your hand on your face and you watering eyes but you feel his hand takes yours and put them on your lap. Peter smiled at you but with lightly worried eyes when he heard your ragged breath and start rubbing his thumb on yours to try to calm you. You and the other hand, keep your head low and you didn't want for Peter to see your sobbing and panicking face

Peter: Hey Bug. Might look at me ? I mean I know I'm handsome and all but I looove when I see your magnificent eyes.

You eyes widden a little at his sentence and your lift you head to finally see your boyfriend with a goofy but honest smile.

Peter: Hello there my pretty human. I think it's not the best place to cry isn't it ? Bed is better don't you think?

The soft smile he made went directly in your heart and you can't help it but start sobbing more and let more tears come out from your eyes.

Peter know you and your anxiety so he did what he knows the best: comforting you and making the bad thoughs go away. He slowly wrapped his arms around your shaking body and pulls you on his chest, hands playing with your hair and he rub small circles on your back. Peter went with you on your bed, more precisely him on the bed and you sitting on his laps, placing you both in a comfortable position.

Peter takes one of your hand and lead it in his chest, on his beating heart.

Peter: Try to study your breath Love, everything's okay, I'm here with you so In...and out...

His voice was smooth and the sound of his heartbeat was a very good thing for you to follow. You were still crying but with the help of your boyfriend, you start to calm down and feel your anxiety go away. The whole time, Peter was praised you with "I'm proud of you" or "I'm here, you're doing a great job" and comforting you with his famous jokes and word of affirmation and adoration. When he heard your breath was normal and just sob was let out, Peter hold you close and his grip tighten around you and he press a kiss on your forehead.

Peter: Do you feel better?

You don't trust your voice so you jus nod and snuggle more into Peter's neck. With all the emotion, you were literaly tired, when was the time when you sleep well ? You didn't care because of Peter's warming body which is very relaxing and his smooth scent, your body stop trying to stay awake and slowly start falling asleep. He kiss your forehead, then your cheeks and peck your lips with the cutest smile he ever had.

Peter: I love you so much bug. I know it's hard sometime when everythings is down and you think you can't do anything but it's not the truth. You already made so much effort and amazing things, I'm so proud of you, I love you more than anything and I'm always here for you Love, you're stuck with me now

He made a beautiful smile and with the best you could, you smile at him in return.

(Y/N): I-I love y-you too Pete, thank y-you.

Peter: No problem, I'm always here for the one I love.

In the end of his sentence, you body gave in and you're now sleeping. Carefully to not wake up you, Peter lay down on the bed and place you on the other side. Still engulfed in his arms, Peter spoon you and pull your body close to his, he lightly kiss your hair and rub your waist with all the love he felt for you.

Peter: Goodnight Bug, sleep well.

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The morning

You woke up with the smell of hot chocolate and pancakes and when you open your eyes, you find Peter doing something on your desk and the where come from the good scent of food. Peter see you awake and smile at you.

Peter: Good morning Love.

(Y/N): Good morning Spidey.

Peter: I made breakfast for you and I finished your homeworks, if you want, when you're ready, I'll explain how to do it. But not now because you need to eat, drink water and rest.

(Y/N): Okay but first join me because I want to cuddle with you.

Peter: How can I refuse to my beautiful partner ? I'm coming bug.

And in no time, Peter's arms are around you and both of your body are so close that you can feel the warmth of your respective body.

Peter: I kiss love kiss you (Y/N) (L/N).

(Y/N): I love you more Peter Parker.

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And that's the end.

Hope you will like it and remember english is not my first language :)

Thank you so much for liking my first story too.

The amount of love I have for the HTTYD franchise is ridiculous

It terrified me (Ryusui Nanami x GN reader fluff)

Request: Nope

Pairing: Ryusui Nanami x GN reader fluff

Synopsys: Being sick because you overworked yourself is not what you had in mind for today but it brings something very nice too with a certain captain.

Tw: angsty, bit of hust comfort, talk about being sick but nothing bad

Note: My phone died during my holiday and I bought a notebook to write this so I know that it's not the best. I hope you will like it :) I love Dr. Stone and the new season was amazing, can't wait for the next one !!

Ryusui never felt fear, he was the greediest man alive ! Why does he need to feel fear ? Even during the petrification, he was not afraid for his futur. But he met you and he fall hard. When Senku and the other "woke" him up and his eyes met yours...Ryusui knew he desires you.

Before the petrification, you were a student in marine biology and you were friend with Senku, Taiju and Yuzuhira. After your depetrification, you tried your best to help everyone with your science and knowledge. But you missed studying what you love so when the decision to build a ship was made, you were more than thrilled to start the constuction. You too, when Ryusui was depetrified, find him attractive rapidly after your eyes contact.

With his passion for sailling and yours for marine biology, the txo of you bounded quickly and in between your stories in the sea and helping Senku with the ship, everyone notice the simple flirt with each other.

You liked Ryusui and was not a surprise when you realized it. Maybe he was the greediest man but he was kind (especially with Suika), always wanted to help and Ryusui was determided thanks to his desire for everythings (plus he was handsome which didn't help your crush on him).

But builiding the ship was more important so you put mind and body literally on it to distract yourself. You redoubled your efforts and worked even harder when the sonar was ready to be used making you forget sometimes to eat or sleep. Senku was a little bit concerned for your health: being sick in the Stone World was not easy even with the sulfa drug. After a sort of little talk and a lot of apology from you, things became normal again. However, a few weeks later, you started again, neglejecting your health with too much work. Your skin your skin looked paler and paler and your eyebags became more visible. Ryusui was worried sick for you and was always here asking you if you were okay but you always brushed it off by saying thats it's just a cold, that it wil pass and to not worry about you.

Somedays later, you were with Taiju and Suika picking up plants and fruits, you knew it was not a good idea with your blurry vision and your tiredness but like always, you wanted to help. The sun was high and you felt weird

Suika: Are you okay Y/n ? You seem a bit lost...

Y/n: Yeah don't worry, I'm fin-

Suddenly a light headed feeling came over you and your vision worsened.

Suika: Y/n ?

Y/n: Don't worry, I just need a break, the heat's not helping.

Your head began to hurt really badly and the dizzy feeling wouldn't go away. Suika was worried now and before she could call Taiju, you fainted. Taiju, who heard the sound of your fall, ran over your uncunscious body and tried to "woke you up".

Taiju: Y/n ! Y/N !!

*in the Ishigami village*

Taiju: SENKUU !!

Everyone in the village turned their heads when they heard the panicked scream of their friend. Taiju were carrying you bridal style ,with Suika who were crying not far behind and ran quickly toward his geen haired friend. Senku was with the others Wise Commanders talking about all their unfinished tasks when Taiju arrived in front of them in a hurry with you in his arms, still uncunscious. Every eyes widened seeing in what state you were and quickly went over him.

Gen: What happened ?

Taiju: I don't know! They were with Suika and then they were on the floor unresponsive !

Suika arrived with Kohaku and after taking breathes to calm herself, she began telling what happened with a little bit more details.

Senku: Bring them to the laboratory. Now.

All of your friends followed Taiju toward the labo where he laid you on the bed and left you with Senku's science.

However, one person didn't follow, Ryusui couldn't move or speak, allof his body was shaking and his mind was blank. The only thing he could see was you, unresponsive and unconscious in the arms of Taiju...A shiver rolled down his spine and he knex: Ryusui never felt fear until now. The tought of loosing you terrified him and he hated it...He was so lost in his mind that he didn't feel Francois's presence and Suika taking his hand until she squeezd it.

Suika: Don't worry, the will be fine...They said in themsleves.

Francois: I have to agree with Miss Suika. Y/n is strong and it's not that that will stop them to follow their dream of navigation.

It gave him a little bit of hope and Ryusui squeezed back Suika's embrace and nodded to his chef.

Ryusui: Yeah, thank you.

Suika gave him a kind smile before she let him go to the lab with the others

Chrome: So it's not like Ruru's illness ? Because if it is, we need to give them the medecine.

Senku: No need. They just have an high fever because they overworked themselves. Y/n need to rest , take more care of their health and stop overso everything idiot.

Kohaku: So they will be fine ?

Senku: Didn't you listen Lioness ? Yes they're going to be fine.

Kohaku: I'm not a lioness !!

Gen: Okay, maybe we need to leave dear Y/n rest but leaving them alone might be not a great idea...What if their condition worsens ? Someone need to be with them.

Every person in the room knew what Gen was doing and decided to play along.

Chrome: Yeah good idea but with Senku we need to do some...science stuffs.

Chrome's acting was not the best and they all knew that. So they all gave one by one arguments and reasons to why they can't watch you to cover it.

Gen: And you dear Ryusui ? You're the only one who is not occupied. You could be with Y/n !

Everyone nodded their heads before hurrying out, leaving Ryusui and you alone without him saying anything. He was not dumb, knowing the mentalist, Gen saw right through him and knew about the desire he has for you. Ryusui sighed with a smilebefore entering more in the lab to take care of you the best he can.

*Night time*

Your eyes fluttered open, trying to adjust to the small light of a candle. You tried to get yourself into a sitting position but stopped quickly and laid down again immediately because of a terrible headache. You let out a grunt of pain before bringing your hand on your forehead.

Ryusui: Y/n ! You're finally awake ! How are you feeling ? Do you need anything?

You didn't know at first that Ryusui was there with you, to lost to even know were you where...Closing you eyes again, you turn your head to face him and open them to see a soft but worried smile on his face.

Y/n: What happened? Why I am in the lab ?

Ryusui: Well, you overworked yourself to the point of sickness and exhaustion so when you were with Taiju and Suika picking up plants, you fainted and Taiju took you here.

You let the information sunk in your head,making a note to yourself to thanks Taiju and Suika tomorrow.

Y/n: And why are you here ? Not that I don't appreciate it ! But Senku or maybe Chrome would have been the one I expect when I wake up sick.

Ryusui: You're doubting my medecine skills ?!

Y/n: You're a sailor !!

Ryusui: And ??

The captain made a false hurt expression to be dramatic, making you chuckle. You let out another grunt of pain because of your laugh which alerted Ryusui who quickly replaced the cold clothes on your forehead and neck that fell when you "sit up". Your checks which were already red because of your fever, reddened more because of (or thanks to) the proximity between the two of you.

His touches were gentle but you noticed that his hands were shaking slightly. Your eyes widened a little when you saw, right after, the worried frown on his face. You never saw him this scared,not even in the storm. He was always so confident (and greedy) that being the reason of his fear made you feel a bit guilty. A weird yet comfortable silence was in the room before you took Ryusui's hand to stop him.

Y/n: What's going on? I can tell that you're not okay.

Ryusui didn't respond immediately and a more saddened expression came on his handsome eyes. He was struggling to find the right answer and in the same time to maybe express his feelings for you. With this misadventure, the blond haired man knew that he needed to tell you before it's too late.

Ryusui: I...I was terrified. When I saw you unconscious in the arms of our friend my heart skipped a beat and not a good one. You were not moving, only your chest was and it seemed like you were on the verge of death. I couldn't move, fear overtook my body when everyone went to the lab to help Senku. I thought that we were loosing you, that I was loosing you and it terrified me...

Y/n: You didn't loose me Ryusui, I'm here and alive. Okay I'm not in my best shape but I'm not dead.

To accentuate your point, you out his hand on your (rapid) beating heart. You were now blushing hard and when he looked at you, you saw a faint redness on his checks making him more beautiful and less sad.

Ryusui: There also something else I need to tell you. It's maybe not the right time but it's very important.

You nodded your head for him to continue.

Ryusui: I love you Y/n, a lot. The thought of living without you scare me but not saying my desire for you before it's to late is scarier ! I love you since the first eye contact and days after days my desire grew.

All of your face was deep crimson red now, thanks to his confession, with a happy and soft smile on your lips. Squeezing his hand which was still on your heart, Ryusui looked at with hope squeezing your hand back.

Y/n: I...I desire you too Ryusui, since the first day and forever.

Your shaky confession made his eyes widened but a big smile appeared on his lips. Ryusui laughed of relief with his iconic laugh making you joining him with your own soft laugh to not hurt your throat or head again, still feeling sick.

The comfortable silence made you yawn so you slowly closed your eyes feeling rather tired.

Ryusui: When everything will be over. I will like take you on a date.

You smiled for yourself, still with you closed eyes.

Y/n: Yeah, I will like that if you do.

It was his turn to smile

Ryusui: I want to kiss you

You were already fast asleep when he said it so with a found look, Ryusui softly kissed your hand (still locked with his), listening to each breath you take, comforting himself that you're alive and now his.

*the next morning*

Everyone were relieved to see you in a better shape than yesterday and this time, Senku made it clear that you are not leaving your bed for 3 days even if you told him that you were ready to help again.

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Thank you again for reading this fic ! I hope that you liked it !

Sorry for my grammar errors

English is not my first language:)

It's so cute omg !!!

Pietro Maximoff x GN Reader

Request : Hi !Can I request a Pietro Maximoff (atj) x Gn reader ? It’s the morning after a sexy time and it’s just a loving and cuddly morning with a lot of hugs ?If you decide to write it and if it’s not making you uncomfortable, please take your time to create it :) (your fics are amazing !)Thank you !

Type : Fluff, with a bit of spice

Relationship : Getting together

Summary : In the morning Pietro reveals his romantic side with breakfast in bed and cuddles

Warnings : So Fluffy you’ll throw up, pancakes

The avengers all live together in the compound and obviously Pietro survived Ultron

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Your eyes slowly opens, letting rays of sunshine blind you softly, squinting your eyes you pull the blanket over your head, moaning a complain.

As your awaken under the covers, memories of the night before come back to you. Pietro and you pressed up against one another, both moaning in pleasure and hips thrusting harshly. Nightly activities that had last for hours before you both collapsed onto your bed, breathless, falling asleep almost instantly.

As you remember it all, your hands run up your body, checking that yes, indeed, you were still naked under the covers of  your bed. Your cheeks began to heat up, leaving you with a hidden red face.

Suddenly, you feel Pietro move by your side. You must have woken him up you thought, though you still hoped it wasn’t your complains that got him out of his peaceful sleep but instead the sun coming through the windows. You knew he hated to be woken up early and you feared he’d get mad if it was your fault, your body tenses up, but all you hear is  a quiet laugh coming from him. Then the covers get lifted up from your face, delicately and Pietro’s blue eyes meet yours. You join him, both of you laughing loudly.

“Good morning my love” He whispers, an obvious grin on his face.

“Hm.. Good morning Pietro” You let out, barely audible.

“Waking up’s hard isn’t” He mocks you, ironic, coming from him.

“Hm Hm very much so, I’m still tired from the night” You tease him.

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Your back hits the wall harshly, sending shivers through your whole body. You let out a brief moan at the collision but quickly enough Pietro’s mouth meets yours, almost desperately, his tongue exploring your the interior of your mouth smoothly, leaving you both breathless. His hands are holding your waist with a tight grip while yours are behind his neck, gripping his hair, holding on for dear life.

“Hm, wait, Pietro, babe, I need to get my pass out to open my door…” You manage to stutter and your bodies separate much to your dislike.

Pietro simply stands there, already picturing you naked as his eyes don’t leave your body a single second. You quickly reach into your pocket, get your card out and unlock your door with a little beep sound. Instantly as your door opens Pietro grabs your legs to lift you up and you now have your legs around his legs and your hands are back behind his neck looking for stability.

“Those are some strong muscles you have there” You laugh.

“You like it babe?”He answered to your remark.

“Very much” You whisper with a grin.

Finally close to your bed he lays you down with care, place a quick kiss onto your lips before going to close your door.

“Let’s get in started Y/N” He says as he approaches you again. A big smile forming on his lips.

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His head flops back into the bed frame with a little thud, a huge smile had formed on his lips. His arms are crossed behind his head, exposing his naked bust. Sending you shivers, and a flashback of last night; you with your head buried in his chest, moaning his name.

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“Oh my god Pietro! Faster! Please!” Your loud moans echoing in the room. As Pietro grunts on top of you.

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With a new desire for contact again, you throw your arm over his stomach and lay your head on his chest. His body temperature is still very high though naked and it warms your very own naked structure.

“Last night was great, and I mean, really, really great Y/N” Pietro says as his left arm comes down to find yours. His fingers starting to draw figures on your skin. Your eyes closes back from the pleasure.

“Hm yes, I had lots of… fun.”Your voice was still unsteady.

Pietro laughs sweetly before placing a kiss on your head, one of his hands finds its way to your hair and he starts petting it. You relax into his touch, and to give him some affection as well, your hand on his chest begins to caress his side slowly and your lover lets out a deep sigh of pleasure. You two love birds stay laid together that way for a long time, enjoying the feeling of each other’s skin, breathing in the other’s smell, and you listening to his heartbeat that had a very calm rhythm. But time got back to you as your stomach growled, you were hungry.

“Someone’s hungry!” Pietro remarks.

“Hm yeah, actually I’d kill for some food right now”You realise as you speak that you were in fact very hungry since you haven’t eaten since yesterday and it was now 10am.

As ou finish your sentence, you feel Pietro removing himself from under you with care.

“Alright, you stay there I’ll make us breakfast”He somewhat orders.

Not leaving you time to answer, he speeds his way into clothes and then out of the room. You were now all by yourself in your room, left naked in your bed. Naked… You realise now is a good time to put your clothes back, nothing complicated, just sweats, after all you didn’t have anything planned today so why dress up. Up and wandering around in your room, your gaze lends on your mirror and you can’t help but blush as you spot hickeys colouring your neck and collarbone. You feel like screaming from joy right now, last night was one of the best in your life and you’ll be sure to never forget it. After a few minutes you decide to go back into bed and wait for Pietro there. You didn’t have to wait too long as your lover came back, holding a plate full of pancakes in one hand and two cups of hot chocolate in the other.

“Hey Y/N darling, I know you missed me but I’m back now don’t worry” He says, smiling.

“I did miss you actually Pietro” You smile back at him.

You move a bit to the side of the bed and straightening the covers so the speedster can put the breakfast down on the bed. After he makes sure everything is standing straight and won’t fall over and dirty the covers, his eyes lift up and meet yours, his smiles instantly grow wider.

“Can I kiss you again?” He asks.

You simply nod in response. Your lips meet sweetly, the kiss was very tender with no sexual innuendos behind it. His hand moves up to your cheek cupping your head in a loving manner. And the both of you keep kissing the other again and again until another growl is heard coming from your stomach making you both laugh.

“Okay let’s eat now”You decide.

Follows a sweet scene of you and Pietro eating breakfast, alternating between comfortable silences and laughs, with loving side-glances being throw every now and then. When you’re finished eating, Pietro quickly run and put everything away before coming back and going back to bed with you.

“So I was thinking…”He starts.

“Oh you were”You joke.

“Shush Y/N this is important”He laughs.

“Right, go on”You simply say looking at him with a bit of concern.

“So I was thinking… that I really like you, and after last night I can now state that you like me back”He looks at you and you nod “so… I was wondering if you would… be in a relationship with me?”To relax the mood he wiggles his eyebrows as he says the last part.

“Yes, yes I definitely would Pietro”You nod frantically.

“YES! that’s nice, cool, great” He seems really excited and relieved.

Your head slowly finds it’s way back to his chest.

“It’s really cool”You whisper to yourself.

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A/N: There you go, thank you for requesting.

I tried something new with the flasbacks, let me know what you think.

!Reminder that english is not my first language, be kind in the comments!

Masterlist

Mcu:

TASM!Peter Parker x reader: 

You're sick Love : Male reader, fluff

I'm always here for the one I love : Gn reader, angst hurt/comfort

Clint Barton/ Hawkeye x reader:

Well I see a handsome boy : teen!FTM reader, angst hurt/comfort, dysphoria

Top Gun: Maverick:

Rooster x reader 

Our saviour : Hangster x Gn reader, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff

Hangman x reader 

 Our saviour : Hangster x Gn reader, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff

Celebrity :

Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal x reader

A Zaddy ?: Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal x male reader, spicy fluff

Your beautiful smile: Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal x male reader, fluff

Timothée Chalamet X reader

Actors on Actors: Platonic Timothée Chalamet x Gn reader, fluff

Anime :

Dr Stone :

It terrified me: Ryusui Nanami x GN reader, fluff, love confession, a bit angsty

Solo Leveling :

It's not your fault: Baek Yoonho x Gn reader, hurt/comfort

Omg, we're two idiots: Baek Yoonho x Gn reader, fluff

Bands :

Bad Omens :

So, what's your name?: Platonic Bad Omens x trans FTM reader, fluff/comfort, a little bit of angst

So what's your name? (Platonic Bad Omens X trans man Reader fluff/comfort)

Request: Nope

Pairing: Platonic Bad Omens x trans man reader

Synopsis: You came out as trans FTM to your friends, the Bad Omens boys.

Tw: brief mention of self-harm, self-loathing and dysphoria

Notes: You are all amazing and loved <3

Thank you @louis-the-french-one for beta reading this fanfic.

(picture found on Pinterest, not mine)

Today was the day you had decided to come out as a trans man to Bad Omens. You were friends with Folio and when he joined the band, he kind of dragged you with him for the adventure because: “everyone will love you and you are important for the group” he had said, to which you shrugged but you still went with it. You didn’t know that this decision would lead you to meet those who would become your best friends.

You helped with the merch selling during tours and would help Matt as much as you could so as to not feel like you were doing nothing. It made your relationship with the different boys grow a lot and you will be forever grateful. With Folio, nothing has changed, you two stayed best friends and will forever. There are still funny banters and playful teasing between you two, but you know that you can go to him if anything happens. His smile, as always, lights up your day. With the others, you had slowly gained their friendship and trust, you would often watch anime with Noah and would give each other recommendations; it slowly became a routine after shows or simply when in the house you all share. You bounded with Nicholas through his cats. You saw a photo of them one day, and as an animal lover, couldn’t help but to marvel at them, which later led to you showing pictures of your family pet to him and him more photo of his to you, the conversation flowing naturally between you and him. You were a bit intimidated by Jolly at first, but it quickly went away when you two talked about your respective home countries; you found his calm nature grounding.

So, you know that everything will be fine, they’re your friends, it is not a big deal, they’re not going to hate you, right? Of course, it is a big deal! You don’t come out as a transgender man like you say hello! You started overthinking again, and your mind found itself flooded with ‘What ifs’ of every bad scenario you could think about. Lost inside your own mind, you didn’t hear the different footsteps approaching you and someone sitting next to you on the sofa. You came to your senses when a hand was waved in front of your face, Folio’s. You jumped a little and turned around to be faced with Folio’s concerned expression.

“Dude, are you okay?”

“Yup, why?”

“You were zoning out for a solid minute when we arrived and you didn’t answer when I called your name.”

When Folio said “we”, you quickly looked around and saw that everyone was here, looking at you. You run your hand on your face and send them an apologetic smile.

“I’m sorry, I just have a lot going on in my mind.”

“You want to talk about it?” says Noah, sitting on the plush armchair next to you.

You stiffen a bit, which doesn’t go unnoticed by everyone. Folio places a hand on your knee, squeezing softy.

“It’s ok if you don’t want to, no pressure!”

Your fingers started fidgeting, anxiously doubting again if it is really a good idea to tell them now. However, you know that you can’t do it anymore, feeling the itch on your skin every time you hear your deadname, wanting to crawl out of your body because of dysphoria, all the scars…You couldn’t take it anymore, you need to tell your best friends. You breathe in and out trying to calm your nerves and to think about how you are going to tell them.

“I…I actually have something to tell you guys…”

            They all nod their head; Folio’s finger was still tracing random shapes on your knee while Jolly and Nick came to sit closer to you as well on the other sofa. Their presences were not pressing which eased you a bit. Exhaling nervously, you looked down and blurted out:

“I’m a boy.”

You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding. The silence you received from them made you start to overthink again. Did I say it too quickly? Are they gonna accept me? Of course, they’re gonna accept it… and again, and again. Lost in your own thoughts, you were still not facing them. You couldn’t see the kind look in their eyes and the gentle smile on their lips so you ramble anxiously:

“I mean, I’m trans and I’ve always been a boy but I didn’t tell you because I was scared of rejection and I’m sorry because I know that you would never do that but my mind always took over and made me think of all the bad possible outcomes and-“

            Stopping yourself from rambling, you breathed in and out to calm yourself down, and finally found the courage to look at them with a timid stare. Folio sighed and brought you into a side hug, your head finding itself in the crook of his neck.

“You don’t have to apologize you know… it’s a lot to come out and I can speak for everyone in this room when I say that we’re proud of you for it.”

            All the boys nodded their head, agreeing with Folio. Tears were welling up in your eyes but you didn’t want to cry now, you needed to stay strong. Nick quickly came next to you and encircled you with his arms, hugging you tightly.

“And it’s not going to change anything between all of us. You are one of the most amazing persons we’ve met and you’re literally our best friend! We could never hate you; we like you too much for that.”

            Nick smiled softly at you after his little speech which immediately brought out the tears you had been trying to hold back all along. They slowly rolled on your cheeks while you mouthed a ‘thank you’ to all of them. Jolly stood up, went behind the couch and ruffled your hair affectionately, it felt nice, making you lean into this comfortable feeling.

“So, what’s your name?” – Jolly

“Oh yeah, so we don’t deadname you anymore, sorry about that by the way…” – say Folio sheepishly.

            Sitting up, you shook your head at him. You didn’t want them to feel any guilt about this, it was not their fault that you did not tell them sooner, it would not be fair.

“Don’t apologize, you didn’t know so it’s not your fault. I’m not angry or mad or anything. I should have said something sooner.” You sniffed, trying to stop the tears. Noah saw it and quickly left, only to come back with a box of tissues a few seconds later. “My name is Y/N, if you could use it…”

“Of course we are going to use it!” – Nick

“That’s a cool name.” – Jolly

“It suits you.” – Noah

“Let’s welcome you properly! Group hug!” – Folio

            Quickly, you were engulfed by 4 pairs of arms, squeezing the life out of you. Of course, you return it and although you had managed to dry your tears, some rolled again with the support and love you felt in their hug. Yeah, its going to be okay, you don’t have to worry anymore, unless…

“Wait, I need to tell everyone now!” you say, realization in your voice.

“Yeah, but you’re not alone in this now.” Jolly patted your head again after saying it and smirked slightly: “I mean, we could be pretty menacing if someone give you shit about it.”

            Noah nodded his head and you see a determined glint in his eyes which made your laugh.

“I’ll remember that, thank you guys.”

“No problem!”

            After this moment, they did everything they could to help you during tour and in general in your daily life. Supporting you in every step of your transition and cheering when you got your first shot of testosterone. You couldn’t find words to express how grateful you were to be friends with all those amazing people… And indeed, they were pretty menacing when someone gave you shit about your gender.

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Thank you so much for reading this, I really hope that you liked it! :)

Sorry again for my grammar errors, English is not my first language :) and again thanks @louis-the-french-one

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Bob: Roughly thirteen cans of energy drinks.

Rooster: Also, that’s not our car.

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