I will defeat you, then restore myself to the timeline.
They love each other so much and everyone knows š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
Waaahhh I miss them so much š
Neon Lights PT.3
Summary: After the reader has been avoiding Hazard due to work along with concerts, they finally meet upā¦and they meet a special guest?
The cool night air brushed against your skin as you stood at the edge, the city sprawling before you like a sea of stars, distant and flickering. You inhaled deeply, feeling the weight of the moment in the quiet, as if everything around you had paused to listen.
For the first time in a while, you felt calm, and maybe even a little vulnerable. It was just you and Hazard, standing together in a place that seemed untouched by time. You could feel the heat from his body not far from yours, but it wasnāt intrusive. It was... comforting.
āSoā¦ā he began, his voice breaking the stillness. āWhy do ye always turn me doon when I try to get ye to meet up?ā
You shifted uncomfortably, the question catching you off guard. You had known it was coming, but the words felt heavier than you anticipated. āItās not just because Iām busyā¦" you admitted slowly, turning your gaze back to the city below. "I think I just... donāt do well with people. Especially when were getting close as we areā¦?ā
Hazard watched you with an unreadable expression, his cybernetic hand resting on the railing. āPeople are hardā he said, his voice gentle. āBut sometimes, theyāre worth the risk.ā
You laughed bitterly, the sound hollow in the stillness. āMaybe. But after everything... I just donāt trust easily. Two of my exes used me for fame, and the other... they were never really there for me. Itās hard to even want to try again.ā
There was a long pause. Hazard didnāt say anything right away. He just studied you quietly, and when he spoke, his voice was soft. āYeāre not the problem. Those arseholes who used ye⦠theyāre the ones who missed oot.ā
Your chest tightened at the sincerity in his words. He sounded so sure, and it made you feel... something. Something you hadnāt allowed yourself to feel in a long time. āYou really think that?ā
He nodded, his eyes not leaving yours. āI dae. Yeāve got somethinā special, somethinā they couldnāt see. And thatās their loss.ā
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The city stretched out before you, the world a blur of distant lights. But despite the distance of everything around you, in that moment, you felt close. Vulnerable, even.
Hazard broke the silence after a long pause, his voice low, almost hesitant. āYeāre not the only one with a messed-up past, ye know.ā
You turned to him, surprised by the change in tone. He wasnāt meeting your eyes now. His gaze was fixed on the railing, his fingers absentmindedly tracing the cold metal.
āMy arm, my legs... they werenāt always like thisā he continued, his words slow, deliberate. āI was caught in a collapse during a mission. I didnāt think Iād make it oot. But I did. Just... not the same.ā
Your heart sank, and you instinctively stepped closer, wanting to comfort him. But before you could speak, he held up a hand, shaking his head lightly. āIām noā tellinā ye this for pity. Iām just... tryinā to say that I get it. I know what itās like to feel like yeāre noā enough. To feel like things arenae ever gonna get better.ā
You swallowed, the weight of his words sinking in. āHazard...ā
He cut you off, his voice suddenly more guarded. āBut I got through it. And I think ye can, too youāre much more than ye let on and i think thats what i likeā ADMIRE from ye.ā He turned his head, as if trying to shake off the vulnerability of the moment. āAnyway, let not talk about that, Weāre here, right? Letās just enjoy the view.ā
His attempt at a lighthearted shift was clear, but it didnāt go unnoticed. The way his voice faltered, the slight hesitation in his movementsāit was as if he had almost said something else. Almost.
You watched him carefully, but he quickly straightened up, his usual confident smirk returning. āRight. Enjoy the view.ā
You nodded, though a part of you could feel the shift in the air, a crack in the facade he so often wore. Your heart pounded in your chest as you realized he had almost said something more. Something deeper. But now, there was only the quiet hum of the city, and the feeling that there was something more between the two of youāsomething unspoken but undeniable.
But Just as you were about to speak again, the sound of paws scuffling along the rooftop interrupted you. Hazard looked over his shoulder, a soft smile crossing his face.
"Alright, enough of all this heavy stuff" he said, pushing off from the railing. āIāve got someoneā Iāve been meaning to show ye.ā
You raised an eyebrow, about to ask what he meant, but before you could, a small, fluffy blur bounded around the corner and rushed toward you. The little dogās tail wagged furiously as it jumped up to greet you, barely able to contain its excitement.
"Meet Massie" Hazard said with a chuckle, stepping aside as the dog pranced over.
Massie, with her scruffy coat of black and brown fur, looked up at you with big, eager eyes. You crouched down, a smile forming on your face as the dog sniffed at you excitedly, her small frame bouncing around your legs.
"Whoa, hey there!" you laughed, reaching down to pet her. Massieās happy yips filled the air, and you couldnāt help but feel lighter as the dog licked your hand, looking up at you with pure joy.
āSheās a bit of a handfulā Hazard admitted, watching you interact with Massie. āBut sheās good company. Keeps me grounded.ā
You looked up at Hazard, grinning. āI can see that. Sheās adorable.ā
āYeah, sheās been with me for a whileā Hazard said, a softer tone slipping into his voice. āI got her after everything happened. Sheās been the one thing that never judged meājust... kept me company when I needed it most.ā
Massie, oblivious to the deeper meaning behind Hazardās words, wiggled in your lap as you scratched behind her ears. āSheās definitely good at thatā you said, feeling the warmth of the moment settle over you.
āYāknowā Hazard added, his voice low, āMaybe this is what I needed, too. Somethinā simple. Nothinā complicated.ā
You nodded, your fingers still gently brushing Massieās fur. āI think I needed this too.ā
As Massie snuggled in closer, her playful energy filling the space between you, you realized that the night had shifted in ways you hadnāt expected. You were no longer standing on the edge of something unsure. You were here, in this moment, with Hazard, and for the first time in a long while, you didnāt feel alone.
You met his eyes, a small smile tugging at the corner of your lips. āI think I could get used to this.ā
Hazard raised an eyebrow, a playful glint in his eyes. āJust watch out. Massieāll steal your heart before ye know it.ā
You laughed, Massieās tail thumping against your leg. āIām starting to see that.ā
And with that, the quiet comfort of the night settled around you, the hum of the city below and Massieās soft panting the only sounds. Hazardās presence was steady beside you, and for the first time, it felt like maybeājust maybeāthis could be the start of something new. Something worth waiting for.
It was almost too much to process, but for once, you didnāt feel like running.
Not yet.
In which Genji has to prove who you belong to.
tags (this part): protective! genji, possessive! genji, genji x reader, check next part for more tags
a/n: hi loves! i'm posting this in two parts as the POVs are slightly different. I'm also still writing part 2 as I want it to be absolutely perfect for you all, and I'm partially debating if I even want to post part 2 lol anyway!! i hope you all enjoy this!!
Genji is not somebody that loses control of his emotions. He always has them locked down. Itās one of the reasons he is so good at what he does. Heās able to turn himself off in a way that most people canāt. But it is also the reason that he is so damn frustrated. Thereās one thing he canāt turn off, one person that demolishes his ability to control his emotions. You.Ā
The two of you have known each other for quite some time now. Itās hard to avoid somebody when you both live at Overwatch Headquarters. The building may be big, but the two of you always seemed to find each other. Youād had a fair amount of talks together, then one day you shocked him by inviting him to a movie night you were throwing with a couple of the other agents. He can still remember that night.
āHave you seen this one before?ā You ask Genji, readjusting in your bean bag. Heās in the one next to you and glances over, his eyes taking in your entire form. The movie night was held in the training room, the floor to ceiling windows casting your frame in moonlight.Ā
āNah, I donāt watch too many movies these days,ā Genji replies. His eyes flutter to the screen where some horror movie plays.Ā
āHow are you so calm? This is scary!ā You say, pulling the blanket in your lap up higher. Genji doesnāt miss the way you lean a little closer to him now than you did while watching the first movie, which was a comedy. Part of Genji wants to say that heās seen things, experienced things, scarier than anything that could be shown on a screen, but he canāt bring himself to dampen your mood. You are always so bright, and he doesnāt want to taint that.Ā
āI donāt-ā he starts to say, but is cut off by a shrill noise from the screen. The killer jumps through a window and pins another victim, the jumpscare nearly making Genji jump in his seat. It takes a minute for his brain to realize it, but he feels your soft hair on his shoulder, and your ragged breaths against his neck. One of your hands is wrapped around his arm, clutching onto him. His hands twitch with the urge to hold you tighter, to run away any fear.
You start laughing softly, your face still buried in his neck. The soft sound and your touch brings goosebumps to his skin, and he longs to touch you. He gives in to that urge, just slightly, and places his hand atop yours. He squeezes it softly and he swears he hears a hitch in your breath, but you pull away.Ā
āIām sorry,ā you say, and Genji smiles, even if you canāt see it under the fabric mask he has on. Your cheeks are flushed pink, either from embarrassment or fear, and it makes Genjiās heart flip.Ā
That was a couple months ago, and Genjiās feelings shifted as time passed. He started longing for time spent with you. Itās the same now, but different. That longing transformed into a hunger, deep and insatiable. One he can feel in his bones, in his very soul, when he sees you. At first, he wrote it off as just being sexual desire, just a need, but he realized quickly that it was much more than that. Carnal urges were nothing compared to the hunger he had, still has, for you.Ā
Now, he has to watch as another agent flirts with you. Your bright smile and soft laugh shine through the large room, and Genjiās jaw ticks. That is a smile that should be his. Cassidy sits in the chair next to Genji and tries to ask him something, but Genji canāt focus on the conversation. Cassidy turns to follow Genjiās gaze, then sighs and shoots back the last of his whiskey.Ā
āYou knew there was going to be flirting here tonight, Genji,ā Cassidy says. Itās true. The sponsor evening was planned a long time ago, and while it is not meant for the agents, they are required to attend and often go home with each other. Itās one of the few times theyāre all in the same area and able to openly socialize like this.Ā
āIf he touches them one more time,Ā Iāll knock his teeth out,ā Genji says through gritted teeth when the agent runs his hand down your arm. If he remembers correctly, the agent is named Gale.Ā
āYeah, Iām sure that would go over well,ā Cassidy grunts as he calls the bartender over for a refill. āWhy donāt you just talk to them?āĀ
āItās not that simple,ā Genji shakes his head. He adjusts the suit heās wearing until the shurikens tucked under his sleeve rattle.Ā
āNo? And why is that?ā Cassidy asks. He takes another sip from his now refilled glass. Genjiās eyes flick to the bar, debating ordering himself a drink.Ā
āOne-sided shit never works,ā Genji says and Cassidy barks out a harsh laugh.Ā
āOne-sided? Youāre so dense,ā Cassidy starts. He turns and glances at you and then back again. āTheyāve been stealing glances at you all night, even while talking with Gale.āĀ
āNo-ā Genji starts, his eyes darting to you. You are watching him, and a soft smile appears on your face when the two of you lock eyes. His heart dips at that smile, which is somehow completely different than the one you had been giving Gale. The two of you only keep eye contact for a few more seconds, then Gale steps in front of your gaze.Ā
āI thought somebody as observant as you would have noticed, Genji,ā Cassidy says with a laugh. It appears that when it comes to you, Genji is different in every way. Heās utterly see-through and painfully dense, apparently.Ā
āFuck you, Cassidy,ā Genji says, ignoring the clear stab, and stands from his stool. Cassidy responds with a deep chuckle, then goes back to his whiskey. Genji starts to cross the large space, ignoring the few eyes watching him as he goes.Heās done watching you, not making a move. Done seeing others flirt with you. Done trying to be selfless. Youāre his. You have been since that night in bean bags, even if neither of you knew it at the time.Ā
No more, little angel. Youāre mine, and itās time everybody knows that.
O. P
Because in this profile we love the stubborn Optimus Prime. (~ ̄³ ̄)~ā„ļø
@jessica-cooper Thank you so much for these amazing drawing of my guardians (and their lovers)! They are beautiful, and one of them might be the header for a future chapter of Forbidden!
A Cayde-6 model image of Cayde leaning up against a couple rocks out in the Wilds.Ā Poor guy looks lonely.Ā Think Iāll go sit with him. ā¤ļø
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Headcanons Genji
I believe that in the blackwatch period he would be very insecure about his new body, and really thought that you would stop liking him because of it.
But for his happiness and yours, you liked and accepted him the way he was.
You didn't care if genji was a cyborg, you loved that about him
now after blackwatch i believe after he found zenyatta he would be a little more confident of himself
He started enjoying his new body and not caring about insecurities
Your relationship is incredible.
He is quite playful when you are alone.
He's a middle ground when it comes to PDA(I don't really know what that term means.)
In public he likes to have his hands in yours and put his hand on your waist or something.
as he is a cyborg, he cannot kiss you directly from the mouth, usually you kiss his metal part
Sometimes he takes the metal part off his face so you can kiss him, but not every time that happens.
He likes his relationship with zenyatta, he loves seeing the two people he likes having a great relationship.
Sometimes you will meditate with genji and zenyatta.
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Yoo,hello guys don't forget to drink water and take a shower,luv you guys,xoxo.
- heās a VERY clingy boifriend - but boi this manchild loves you - lotS OF HUGS \o/ - he loooooooves hugging and having you in his arms ą¼¼ 㤠ā_ā ą¼½ć¤ - the way he looks at you like youāre the most beautiful chicken or bowl ramen in the world (āæāāæā) - romantic dates at the ramen shop with candles - dumbass almost setting himself on fire leaning over the candles to kiss you - slapping him in the middle of the night cause heās snoring too loud - raising up Sundance and Colonel together #parentinggoals - fighting over which food to get cause he always wants ramen - him giving you his cape when youāre freezing omg (ź į“ ź) - long walks on the beach Nessus holding hands - VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY PROTECTIVE when enemies are near - he lets you shoot and practice with his Ace Of Spades - him cheering like a fanboy when you kill enemies - him grabbing and kissing you after successful kills or missions - warning people who escort you on a mission that if youāre getting hurt, heāll kill them himself!!1 - him being super duper angry when you get hurt on a mission!!!!!1 - have I mentioned VERY PROTECTIVE already? - treating each others injuries - calling you his girl, his queen (āÆĀ°ā”°ļ¼āÆļøµ ā»āā» - him treating you like a princess to the point where it gets annoying - getting him out of trouble all the time (like a vex teleporter lol) - being used to it that he sometimes comes home with an arm or leg less - his winks so sexy they could make you pregnant damnnnnn ( Ķ”~ ĶŹ ͔°) - being jealous when he sees other guardians flirting with you - he once threatened a guy complimenting your armor (ąø Ķ Ā° ĶŁĶ Ķ”Ā°)ąø - driving you in his sparrow whenever you want to - ādirty dancingā like Patrick Swayze and Jennifer Grey - lots of piggyback rides and being carried bridal style - him constantly complaining that he never got his tank - smackin ya booty in public ( ͔°ā ā Ķā āŹā ā ͔°) - fucking you everywhere. even in the tower, at the farm, or the hangar - pointing his sexy ass finger guns at you ̿̿ Ģæ'Ģæā\̵Ķ̿̿\Š·= ( ā ĶĶŹā) =ε/̵Ķ̿̿/āĢæāĢæ Ģæ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ - him humming songs or telling you stories to make you fall asleep - taking selfies with him and him complaining that his āhairā doesnāt look good - smelling gunsmoke when you hug him - playful fights and 24/7 prank wars - him being nervous and very bad at public speeches and always looking for your face in the crowd for support (fuck me up thatās so fucking cute) - āhold my drinkā before he does something stupid - he takes every chance to embarrass you but in a cute way - always laughing when heās around - cause heās not only hot, heās funny too - even more laughing when he makes a stupid comment and Zavala and Ikora look into the camera like āin the officeā - him hiding behind you when Zavala is mad at him - stumbling home drunk after a few drinks having sloppy BOOM CHICKA WAH WAH ā§ļ½„ļ¾: *ā§ļ½„ļ¾ā”*( Ķ”ĖĢ“ Ķ ŹĢ« Ķ”ĖĢ“ )*ā”dļ¾ā§*:dļ¾ā§ - āas long as I have a horn you have a place to sitā ;)))) - calling him Cayden cause it gets on his nerves - you being the only one who he trusts talking about Ace T_T - kissing and touching his beautiful, beautiful horn (the one on his head) - heās just super happy when you hang around <33333 - making beautiful exo babies cause everything is possible - YOUāRE ALLOWED TO PUT YOUR ROCK ON HIS MAP - him literally taking a bullet for you - to put it shortly, dating this exo is magnificent. get one
So, I tried my best with this one, I hope you enjoy it. sorry if its a little OOC. i love crow but he's a character I've not had much exposure to. its also not been massively proof read but either way I hope you all enjoy! (I've yet to add the links to the lore books but when its not 11pm I will!)
xoxo
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
At first crow is a bit hesitant with affection. What if he did it wrong? What if he was too much? What if you realised you didnāt like him? This led to a rather frustrating lack of communication with crow hesitant to initiate affection and you pulling back slightly thinking his lack of affection was in response to being overwhelmed by your own actions. After it reaches its peak you both sit down and clear the air. Crow gets things off his chest and realises you more than welcome any affection he wants to give.
At first its secretive, shy. More cuddles and kisses when youāre both relaxing in your apartment. Heāll makes you tea or coffee on cold mornings before heading out, draw you baths when you get back covered in dirt, sweat and something he frankly darenāt ask about. His affection is soft and warm.
Eventually heāll feel comfortable enough to show a little more affection outside your little slice of privacy. His Pinky will find yours, linking them as you listen to one of Osirisās lectures, heāll place a hand on the small of your back, thumb making soft soothing circles.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
His mind is in two sorts. One side shies away, best case scenario guardians would be polite, but he could see the slight contempt for him in their eyes, especially the hunters. The other side, the side desperate for connection with someone, anyone, wants to reach out to you. Its this side that wins when you and crow are paired up on a routine patrol in the dreaming city to some more dangerous areas infested with taken. When he isnāt treated to the usual harshness, the malicious and reluctant compliance with being paired with him, he relaxes a little. Glints incessant chatter in his ear about how nice you were and how he should ask to do something with you in the tower, or talk to you more, or even just smile at you a little more.
To his surprise after the patrol, you offer to take him out to the ramen joint and, after getting over his surprise, he agrees and it blossoms from there.
Youāre both very close, attached at the hip and rarely going on missions and patrols without one another. Heās a very protective and considerate friend. Zavala, Osiris, and a few others had shown him forgiveness and understanding but none like you. You truly cared. Heās the first to speak up if he feels the vanguard are putting too much on you and taking advantage of your willingness to help.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
This touch starved man is desperate for anything he can get.
Crows first touch from a guardian was a female titan who had spotted him as he took his first steps into the world of guardians. She proceeded to snap his collar bone and crush his pelvis with a flaming hammer and left him to die there from internal haemorrhaging. After that he decided to cover his face and very rarely sought out the touch of other guardians.
Then came you.
he trusted you enough to sleep near you, let you touch him, knowing you wouldnāt hurt him. You would sit by the campfire, leant against one another, and slowly sink into a peaceful albite short slumber.
After you and crow get closer as friends and something more, you would both find solace in each otherās arms, whether it was after a particularly harrowing mission, loss of a friend or simply a bad day full of minor inconveniences.
After you start dating, heās so cuddly. In your apartment, heās all over you. Cooking? heās there behind you, arms round your waist. Laundry? Same deal. In bed? You donāt need that weighted blanket anymore, you have an awoken male shaped pillow on top of you. Heās very fond of how your fingers gently trace the swirls of light on his face as he relaxes into you.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Crow knows the possibility of being able to settle down is slim to none. Theres always a new threat, a new enemy but he can dream.
This man canāt cook to save his life. He can make edible meals but cook something and make it taste good on purpose, not so much. He puts effort into other things though, always helping out with the chores when youāve both got the time to do them. Being house proud tends to come second to being a guardian out in the field.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
I honestly canāt see crow leaving you unless you did something heinous that he just canāt forgive. If he did it would be face to face after convincing from Osiris and saint or glint. When he does see you, you have to coax what heās trying to say out of him because heās just that nervous. And if you cry? Thatāll just break him.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Crow is very quick to commit. As soon as he knows that you both have the same feelings for one another and that he can trust you, he will never stray from your side. Unlike Cayde who would promise to marry you when everything dies down, crow is the opposite. Nothing big or lavish and heāll try his best to get a nice ring, but he would want everyone to know and to have that promise and commitment. A small ceremony consisting of very close friends, probably officiated by Mara, Zavala or Osiris takes place in the courtyard at dusk as the sun is setting.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Emotionally, crow is very aware. After years of picking up the subtle glares, veiled threats and reading between the lines crow is very in tuned to other peopleās emotions, especially yours. He knows when your calm face remains so but your fists client and jaw sets that your moments away from punching the next annoyance that passes you, he notices the tiredness in your eyes no matter how hard you try to hide it and he always notices the glassiness in your gaze as you fight back tears. And he always knows how to help. A calming hand, a warm embrace, a hot drink, and a blanket. Heāll never dismiss your feelings.
Physically, crow is equally as gentle. Uldrens hands were tools of death, Deaths of many and he wants to be anything but that. When touching you heās always gentle, he treats you with reverences, like youāre the most precious thing heās held and to him its true.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
This is pretty much covered in the cuddles section. At first, he was a little adverse to touch but after you hug him out of sheer relief he was addicted and realised what he had been missing out.
Crowsā coms had gone down mid mission while the pair of you had been separated during a high-risk mission. No matter what you had tried you couldnāt establish a connection. You reach the exfil point andā¦. nothing. he wasnāt there. You waited and just as you were about to go and look for him, he emerges looking worse for wear, armour muddied, cloak torn a little at the edges and panting. You didnāt give it a second thought you surge forward, wrapping your arms around him, telling him how worried you were. He freezes but with a little encouragement from glint he relaxes and returns the hug.
Crowsā hugs are gentle but firm, holding you close as he buries his face into your hair or the side of your neck. Nine times out of ten you will have to be the one to end the hug or youāll be there a long time.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Crow would be the first to say it. Hed take you somewhere scenic, youād have been dancing round one anotherās feeling for a while. Heās a fumbling mess, what you didnāt see was the 15-minute prep talk he got from glint. When he does say it, itās quiet, heās holding your hands as he finally says the words. His eyes watching you closely waiting for the rejection or the horror thatā¦never comes. When you return the little 3 words, heās letting out a breath heās been holding far too long.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyāre jealous?)
He gets jealous, not a lot but he does. He likes having your attention. Youāre attentive, caring, and sweet, of course he wants to be the one you focus on. He totally doesnāt move your favourite plushie across the room because you cuddled it instead of him that nightā¦. doesnāt matter that he got home after youād fallen asleep, it should have been him. He never voices these things because he knows its unreasonable and this manifests as frustration and frequent berating of himself. When you notice his change in behaviour and ask him, he comes clean about his feelings, he explains how he feels bad about it and is surprised when you comfort him and explain that a little jealousy is normal and okay, as long as he doesnāt let it get out of hand.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Crowās kisses are soft and unhurried. He likes to make the most of every single one. Heās a tad inexperienced, before he got Uldrens memories, he had never kissed another, steering away from taking off his mask. And Uldren wasnāt exactly a magnet for physical affection, so crow hasnāt had much practice. Much to his delight, youāre quick to rectify this.
Crow will kiss you everywhere but heās particularly fond of your wrists, forehead, and nape of your neck when spooning.
Crow adores any kisses you give him, be it lips, cheeks or anywhere else. He wonāt admit that heās very fond of when you kiss a particular spot just under his jaw line that makes him melt.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Crow has a surprising amount of experience with children. Uldren would tell stories to eliksni children, even putting voices on, earning him delighted laughter. Crow misses this, he often tells glit about the times he would tell exciting tales to the children and when Eido suggests him coming to tell the children stories again one day., wellā¦how could he turn down an offer like that, and of course you got an invite.
When heās with the children, sat cross legged on the floor as the many eyes watch him with an alarming amount of attention, its like a new side of him peaks out, a soft and confident demeanour as he does all the sound effects and voices for the young ones who cant supress their giggles. Occasionally your eyes will meet as he tells the tales, and you donāt mis the faint blush that dusts his cheeks.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings are slow and warm and cosy. Wrapped in the blankets and one anotherās embrace. Words are hushed and murmured, quiet giggles and soft smiles as you each fight one another to prevent each other from leaving the warmth of the covers. When you eventually climb out of the bed, crow is making coffee while you cook breakfast before you leave onto perform whatever task the day holds. On occasion alarms will get slumber leading to panicked rushing and mad dashing around the room to get dressed. Once crow face planted the floor trying to put on socks and you laughed so hard you forgot you were late and got a very stern talking to from Zavala and had to put up with crows pouting all day.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights are spent wrapped up on the sofa. If youāve been busy on patrols and missions, then its take out and drinks at home. Glint loves these nights, bouncing between the pair of you and your own ghost as you sit and chat. On nights when the pair of you have a little more energy, walks in the tower and trips to the few restaurants in the last city, trying new food and experiences. Crow loves the long nights sat up talking, its quiet and no one has any expectations of either of you, allowing the pair of you to just be.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Crow knows you likely know his past. Its no secret, most everyone in the tower knew, no doubt at the beginning of your friendship people warned you about him, sent you the same glares, the same spiteful words. Despite this you stick by him, and he finds himself slowly opening up to you. Small stories from Uldrens childhood, moments in the dreaming city, his experiences after being ressed and fears for the future are shared over drinks in the night.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
While crow is a fairly patient guardian, he can be a little brash. NaĆÆve and eager to fight the fight against darkness sometimes he needs to be heled back and reminded of the risks before charging in headfirst. This is even more so if its you the vanguard are discussing throwing into the fight. If youāre sent on a solo mission, heās pacing the tower until youāre back, until he knows youāre safe. Like Cayde, he has your armour, weapons and ship committed to memory in case the worst happens and he has to go out and find you.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
You are everything to this guardian and heās going to try and commit everything to memory. Your favourite food, drinks, how you like your tea and coffee, your routines, birthday, anniversary. Everything he can remember he does, anything heās worried about forgetting, well, glint is more than happy to help.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
When you and crow began to grow closer together as friends, he starts to noticeā¦peculiar things. His heart racing when youāre near, sweaty palms, nervousness. After multiples talks with Osiris, saint and glint he decides maybe he should talk to you. He invites you on a trip to the dreaming city on the promise of showing you his favourite part of the dreaming cityās gardens. That area is, thankfully, devoid of taken or scorn. You both sit in the soft grass surrounded by plants of all colours and the amethyst hue of the surrounding rock formations. He shares some of his most treasured memories until a nudge from glint who gave him an eager whisper about how heās stalling. Eventually through awkward fumbled words and a new hue of blue/purple on his cheeks which you eventually figure out is him blushing, he confesses his feeling to you. And much to his delight, you reciprocate them.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Very protective. Crow has lost far too much, risked far too much to lose you. Crow would go on every mission he could with you and if he couldnāt, you can bet heāll be on coms with you the whole time. Crow would have your 6 no matter what, god help anything that tries to take you from him.
Crow wonāt admit it but he loves when you defend him against the lessening but still there harsh words of guardians who refuse to trust he is no longer Uldren. Seeing you reprimand them, scolding them with words about how caring and sweet and strong he was and how they were wrong for judging him based on a life he now had no control over. He thinks heās slick and that you donāt know he likes it, not realising the dumb grin on his face afterwards gives everything away.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He tries, bless him. But heās not the most experienced with courting. Dates are private affairs rather than big grand gestures. Maybe he got glint to find a recipe to cook your favourite meal ready for you when you get home, picnics somewhere not infested with fallen, cabal or hive and grabbing a meal at a small restaurant. Glint is always eager to help and offering well-meaning but questionable suggestions.
Everyday tasks, heās making you tea, running your baths, this man will do anything for you if it makes you smile no matter how boring or laborious.
Gifts include anything from a little something you spotted in the bazar but decided not to buy because your saving glimmer to a new titan mark/warlock bond/ hunter cloak specialised just for you.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Crow is incredibly self-sacrificing and at times self-deprecating. Deep down he still holds himself accountable for Uldrens actions. To repent for his actions, he throws himself into risky missions sometime with little regard for his wellbeing.Ā When heās feeling the effects of nightmares, intrusive thoughts, and the horrors of Uldrens past he pulls away from everyone, choosing solitude rather than expressing to the people close and that care for him that he needs help and heās struggling.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
After being freed from spiderās grasp Osiris gifted him a cloak made by Eva Lavante which quickly becomes one of his treasured possessions which he, almost excessively, makes sure is clean and pristine. He detests being dirty after missions and patrols so regularly showers and when he comes out of the shower smelling of your body wash and shampoo you canāt help but chuckle, his embarrassed mumbles of āit just smells niceā reaching your ears. You make sure to buy plenty of that brand from then on.
He takes care of his own hair, shaving it shorter on the side himself, very carefully with a mirror. Heās very surprised one evening when you approach him and offer to cut it for him. He eyes you suspiciously and on the promise that you wonāt cut it too short or make him bald, he hands you the clippers. Soon itās a regular thing that he lets you help take care of his hair.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
You are crowsā sanctuary. A place away from the nightmares, haunting memories, and fear. Somewhere warm, safe, and calming. You keep him grounded, from running headfirst into trouble. He hasnāt felt whole in a long time, especially after getting back his memories as Uldren but with your help, he slowly feels like heās reclaiming his image, his life, and his future.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Glint ADORES you. I mean adores you. The second glint saw you treating crow as crow and not Uldren, he thought you were brilliant. crow wasnāt amazing at selfcare so seeing you look after his guardian kept glint buzzing. Glint regularly finds place on your shoulder or lap when youāre relaxing with crow and crow thanks you when on rare occasion glints chatting gets a bit much and you take the chatter box into the next room, talk of āthe headless onesāā drifting through the wall, reaching crows ears, and making him chuckle.
One mission crow returns tired and worn out. While heās asleep you notice that thereās a clear rip in his beloved cloak thatās left resting on the chair. When he wakes up to see you, needle in hand, occasionally cursing as the needle pricks your finger. Heās surprised to see you diligently sewing his cloak as glint whispers hushed encouragements. Thatās when crow knew. Thatās when he knew he picked the right person.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldnāt like, either in general or in a partner?)
People who refuse to see him as crow and only see Uldren. He understands to a degree how hard it can be but when people throw Caydes death in his face over and over and over, it grates.
Crow wouldnāt like a partner who didnāt like glint, glints always been encouraging and sweet as well as protective of crow and it works the other way to. If you donāt get on with glint or glint doesnāt like you, itās going to be a hard time getting any closer than friends.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
This guy barely slept. He would take 2-to-3-hour long power naps at best when you first get to know him. Sat in the hanger, hidden amongst the crates cloak acting as a blanket. Leant against you as you read on the sofa, one of your hands in his hair putting him to sleep in seconds.
When you two begin sleeping in the same bed together, heās worried about keeping you up, with nightmares, restless sleep and late nights but when you both lay in bed, his head on your chest and hand in his hair he melts. And for the first time since being resurrected he has a full nightās sleep, no nightmares, no waking up only hours later, no thrashing in his sleep, just blissful rest.
āThe question that has haunted my being has been answered: The future is not fixed. My choices are my own. And yet, how ironic, for I now find I have no choice at all! I am a warrior⦠let the battle be joined.ā
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