Girlfriend And Whitty Stuff

Chemistry got me doodling things

Doodle i did on Monday of good ole me x Scarecrow. I have another self shipping drawing I did in chemistry coincidentally so i may post dat.

Because I did it in school, I’m drawn in my school uniform for smol detail. Mm yes I love scary men who could cause me great fear(literally) and are mentally-ill, they make me blush and smile like an idiot while I’m writing my notes.

Scarecrow would probably be disappointed if I ever drew this during Chemistry, no worries because I’m still listening in that class and I do know what I am doing. Also he would be disappointed too if I drew in Psychology which I never would (unless we got a sub)

I’m sorry I just love these two. Drawing by me and my friend Sprout!

We HC Whitty would get slightly scared that his finger is stuck but GF is like “there’s nothing to worry about” and get his finger out easily

Also Agoti and his crack tongue we aren’t gonna ignore that(by my other friend)

Shoutout to Whitty for being the superior romantic f/o

Granted, Whitty has actually been my f/o for a year but it’s close to 2 years! And he has been on my side ever since without faltering. Heads up I’m gonna infodump about this!!

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You know those Undertale fans, who as they become older, accidentally get back into the fandom and simp for any of the skeletons all over again and stay there usually fixating on x reader fanfics with any of the sans/papyrus? Yea I was one of them, however what I didn’t know, is that it wasn’t going to last long.

I really thought I was like everyone else and Papyrus was the one for me because for the longest time, whenever I simped for fictional characters, I never actually shipped them with ME/MYSELF even when reading fanfics. The only time that I ever felt that way was with Marvin the Martian or any crushes from around 2017 but that just kinda stopped?? And then whenever I simped for characters it was just putting an oc with them.

Around early 2021, like during online class, I started to ship Papyrus with ocs and then with my selfinserts and then MYSELF like how Alligatia level of myself. I truly thought I loved Papyrus (specifically Swapfell) and then. Oh no, FNF CAME AROUND. I had interacted a few times, later on made my fnf x undertale crossover and then it was finally around the time of the end of the school year that I self shipped with Whitty.

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Look where we are now. I’m now demigirlflux nonbinary and aceflux and have a Whitty plushie.

What I’m saying is Whitty is my biggest comfort character and will always be my top f/o right beside GF who was actually the first FNF character I simped for and loved.

I also made this because of a trend and credit to Taco Meme on YT for that funny ass MMD.

This shitpost aged differently now that I actually have the Wizard of Oz Scarecrow as one of my f/os

Scareygators in a nutshell

Im sorry for what I’ve made.

This started with me wanting to make a shitpost edit of my fursona because they look exactly like Allie from Where’s my water (my childhood btw) and then lead to me making a haha funny Jonathan looks like the scarecrow from Wizard of Oz

Boom this monstrosity

Me when I wanna yap about my oc x Bill Cipher cause I have a whole lot of dynamics, lore, and angst with comfort Ive been thinking about with them. Ive been shipping them since 2016 and now they became my comfort pairing.

I also thought about them in different Gravity Falls aus (mainly Reverse Falls and Monster Falls) but in my own interpretation. Gosh I really gotta post complete artworks of them cause I gotta talk and ramble about them to others.

Ok, now you GOTTA do a drawing of you with a bunch of marks from Ivy's big, pillowy lips on your face! Now that I know you like the idea too

I should!! When I get the motivation I definitely shall X3

Thanku so mych or the best idea anon! You have a lovely day/night/evening. <33

I love your interpretation of him! So based fr.

I feel like Jonathan would grow up to be a psychologist and make his own theories involving fear, he probably does work in Arkham Asylum but not too fond of Huge Strange’s methods (I live for Huge Strange slander)

Hilariously I do have an au where GBG Jonathan isnt a villain but still highly interested in fear.

Off topic of Gotham by Gaslight, I also hc Jonathan as biracial (half white and half native american)

Anyone got any rogues hc for the Gotham by Gaslight universe specifically?

I desperately need to read others view on GNG Jonathan Crane/Scarecrow or even anyone else. I really love that it takes place in the Victorian era and I wanna see how the time-period could affect each others backstories!!

I’m gonna be honest I only saw the movie and not the comics (and only a pic of some of the rogues in there) so I’m unsure what the differences may be and how drastic they are. But anyway is free to tell me what they think!

the way you draw BTAA Scarecrow is mwah

Aaa thanku so much!! He’s honestly fun to draw, with and without the mask. Albeit the mask is a lil bit hard but it’s satisfying.

Though I ofc can never take the credit for the wonderful maskless design, I did mention in my post the og artist who came up with the look that just fitted the silly guy. Props to @/radicalsaturdays (I didn’t want to mention him in case it was rude)

That is, unless your just talking about how I draw him with his mask. Thanku eitherway!! Sage you are always so nice I swear/pos

TW Vent: about intrusive thoughts and mental health but on a good note at the end

Since yesterday, I actually decided to look into intrusive thoughts and read about them because as of recently I started to realize I do in fact have intrusive thoughts.

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To give some info, I’ve been undiagnosed for all my life, not because I was tested negative but because I never actually went to the doctor to get diagnosed. And let’s just say I had the hispanic childhood so yea I definitely have a lot of things undiagnosed.

And for the longest time, I tried not to label myself as anything because I thought it was very harmful to just say ‘I have this mental illness’ when I’ve never truly been diagnosed. I thought I would just look like I’m being a pick-me for the longest time.

But since then, I found out that being undiagnosed is completely understandable. And that I know me better then anyone and I’m allowed to analyze myself.

I’ve been seeing a lot of videos on my feed pointing out many of my symptoms and signs that I may have ADHD or more. And hilariously so, most of my friends, who either have been diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Autism, have pointed out how I can very much possibly be undiagnosed.

I’m more certain I have undiagnosed Anxiety and ADHD while I’m still unsure about Autism but I need to look more into that.

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Which now brings me to this topic that feels like a nail in the coffin, my unwanted intrusive thoughts.

Obviously I’ve heard of that word due to funny and serious tiktoks but I now found out that is exactly what I’ve been experiencing throughout my WHOLE LIFE. Down to elementary school. And sadly it has only gotten worse as I become a teen.

Whenever I have intrusive thoughts, I always feel disgusted, repulsed, and sickened by the thought of it. I had to live with the guilt that this was me being a sick-minded person and thinking these things were my fault. That it was me being a dirty-minded son of a bitch thinking these things as I constantly tried to push them back.

That was until I found out this was never the case. When I read that article about what intrusive thoughts were and what they weren’t. I cried, I cried in relief and bliss that it was never my fault.

I started looking more into Tiktoks and found that finally being reassured helped me feel so much better. I really needed to know that this was never some fucked up unconscious desires or truth about me but very much the opposite.

I really wanted to talk about this because it had made me feel so much better and just watching those tiktoks make me feel like I wasn’t alone and I cried again.

I know really feel the urge to just have Jonathan reassuring me about my unwanted intrusive thoughts lol.

Vent ends here on a happier note :)

Cherry Bomb FNF Au

Because I really want to drabble on my crack ship idea and I like to think I'm alone and no one can judge me-- I'm gonna drabble about my GF x Whitty au idea.

Basic info I guess:

GF has interacted with Whitty (when he used to have connections with her parents) and they became friends from there.

BF and GF are still close friends

GF protects Whitty from her parents and uses her money to help with his needs like shelter, food, and clothes

GF knows how to ride a motorcycle lol she is unstoppable

Whitty is very close with GF, Carol, Hex, and slightly BF otherwise he is still timid with others

BF is still Pico's Exe and is dating my oc/self insert cause I can lmao and their nickname is Joyfriend or JF

Speaking of nicknames, GF is known as Cherry or Cherry Bomb.

GF dislikes her Parents for what they have done to many peeps but does like to talk about it

That's all I can come up with- Oh have a drawing I did based on this! (might change Whitty’s a bit but that’s all)

Whitty ofc doesn’t belong to me at all and is based on the Whitty Mod and Sock.Clips character! I mean no ill will I just wanna make a sorta closeted comfort au ack