INSOMNIA

Reading tags or comments is literally the best part of the day!

I may not draw that much, or post that much, but I refresh my notifications few times an hour in hope that someone awknowledged my existance by throwing in few nice words, which I feel like I don't really deserve, concidering how many actually talented and inspiring artists are out there.

Sorry for the sudden negative, and to the op of this post!

It's Just a total thank you to everyone who ever interacted on my page, I really value and read EVERY word. every one of them. it kinda keeps me going

I love everyone.

Oh god I will DEFENETLY private this in few days out of emberassment. What has gotten into me ew too many feelings

No one owes artists anything.

But existence is lonely and sometime you throw hours and hours of effort into a void, on the slim chance it will say something back.

Chara.

IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hiii!!! You mentioned in your reblog "jersey boy", while talking about fanfics including mullet Stan and old ford. Can I PLEASE get a link? I need fanfics with them. please. You'll save a life if you do, or if you have any other interesting reccomendaitons [excited][excited][excited]

HOLY shit I have waited for this day for my entire life YES absolutely here are a few I love with my heart and soul, the first one is mullet stan & old ford, the rest are mostly just good fic recs with brief descriptions, title, author, & word count guestimations.

I typically read longer, multi chapter works, but there are a few on here that are one shots, or are so close to being one shots that I consider them that in my head. for the most part (in this fandom at least) I don't read anything that's below 5k unless someone really twists my arm into it, so these are mostly going to be decently large time commitments but very, very good stories.

this is mullet stan & old ford, but also old stan & nearly-paranoid ford pines: (Stan Overboard, itS_JuSt_a_thought, approaching 100k I think?) https://archiveofourown.org/works/59722483/chapters/152329459

sea grunks, absolutely gut wrenching. I've gone back and reread the end a minimum of four times: (Fisherman's Knot, scribefindegil, just over 100k) https://archiveofourown.org/works/6179098/chapters/14157307

gravity falls retelling but the best version of it I've ever seen. this fic is a commitment, but this fic is worth it. it will take up more space in your head than you're likely going to want to give it: (Knowing Me, Knowing You, f_imaginings, hit 1,000,000+ words the day after christmas. I would know, I was there. wonderful little (Big) christmas gift.) https://archiveofourown.org/works/9529949/chapters/21548483

paranoid ford & mullet stan. what could go wrong? (so, so much.): (Monster Hearts, gen_is_gone, 50k~ & there's another part when you finish getting destroyed by this one) https://archiveofourown.org/works/61267219/chapters/156583162

am obligatory jersey boy by fordtato mention: https://archiveofourown.org/works/6885211/chapters/15708244

mullet stan & paranoid ford battling the devil (their communication issuses) this is also the best time loop fic I've ever read, and I read Knowing Me, Knowing You, in a week. that is to say I read a lot and I read often. so to be the best time loop fic I've ever read, is really, really hard feat to accomplish. that being said, this fic did do that so: (Déjà Vu, interlude, I don't remember this one being very long, but it is a gut punch) https://archiveofourown.org/works/27586903/chapters/67484779

actually destructive I'll just let you know that now: (Bait & Switch, underwater_owl, multi chapter, there's a series for it on AO3 with NSFW sections that aren't in the work & an additional part that is in progress) https://archiveofourown.org/works/58728250/chapters/149654767

baby stan twins. they make me want to bawl so hard: (The Effigy and the Inferno, Pokimoko, multi chapter, not super long) https://archiveofourown.org/works/60958624/chapters/155724274

have you ever considered the ship of theseus. what if the ship of theseus was a man. does that idea make you want to hurl? I'm a big fan of when people drive a stake right through the heart of stanford pines. really big fan of that: (To Make This Man of Me, mikripetra, one shot) https://archiveofourown.org/works/62754457

what if the stan twins met in the multiverse and shared a drink? surely that wouldn't hurt. surely not: (What's Almost Familiar, Fangirlwriting, one shot) https://archiveofourown.org/works/58904062

I know a lot of these are not mullet stan & old ford (there's one! please don't kill me! if you know of any others PLEASE let me know I would love to see them.) but these are some of my personal favourites. I'm a sucker for a story with a good sibling dynamic in it, so buckle up, grab your tissues and settle in for probably over a weeks worth of fic recs, if you read anything like I do.

also I am so sorry if I've managed to screw up the formating on this, I am on my phone OR if the captions contain a level of inaccuracy to them, this is a collection I have curated since the start of august and I've never compiled them like this before so I am working on some moderately old memories. forgive me in advance for any errors.

anyway, please take these, share them with your friends, leave the authors a whole hell of a lot of love because they are fantastic and I don't think they'll ever know just how much time I spend thinking about their fics.

You cannot give up just yet. Get up.

Yuri beam GO

Visiting gravity falls for their birthday. Grunkles still looking great as ever, which is pretty surprising and nice (they won't last for too long now.)

I find unimaginable comfort in "Mental spiral years" Ford and you'll never know it.

Getting tortured and skinned from your mindstate by someone you deemed to believe, trust and love with your whole heart? listened to everything he said and got tricked into doing everything because of you desiring love and admiration at least from someone? All those mental problems? Family issues? All that bullying? Being at fault for your sibling being out of the house? Having dreams you never really got to accomplish? Deemed as a failure even though you were the best?

Yeah hoe same, let's hang out sometimes

It was my birthday! Turned 17 :)))

Day went unfortunately, but happy birthday to me 🫡🤫

Here have me and my gfs OCs

Stanley, ford and lil billy au based on concept of Ponyo.

Yes, billy would have his triangle form at the start and then change into more humanoid one after tasting fords blood (lil guys clueless and never talks, happy to just hang around with those two.

His parents are searching for him.)

Something I drew a while ago while being sleep deprived tbh, still am but I wanna look deeper into this!

Well... Yeah, why not?