I find unimaginable comfort in "Mental spiral years" Ford and you'll never know it.
Getting tortured and skinned from your mindstate by someone you deemed to believe, trust and love with your whole heart? listened to everything he said and got tricked into doing everything because of you desiring love and admiration at least from someone? All those mental problems? Family issues? All that bullying? Being at fault for your sibling being out of the house? Having dreams you never really got to accomplish? Deemed as a failure even though you were the best?
Yeah hoe same, let's hang out sometimes
He's just like me fr
"I wish mom would bake me pies instead of my face"
Very old light practice bear with me
My whole personality was built on her character since age of 5 you're welcome
He's shoving us straight in the face what EXACTLY we should request him. Alex I love you
"Twin!Delusion AU" by me and @ridokichan (from our previous post)
(their dynamic in nutshell, basically.)
Besides them being "isolation-induced hallucinations" - This is also partially based on bereavement hallucinations disorder (it is not nessesary for a person to be "passed" to fall under such diagnosis. but considering how on other side of the portal Stan didn't even knew if his brother is alive in there - name still works.)
Realistically speaking - those kind of hallucinations are a response to an overwhelming emotions, a coping mechanism & form of isolation formed desperation.
Stan is so desperate to fix the portal, to get his brother back/fix this mistake that mind will willingly make it seem like everything is alright.
You supress your emotions because you got more important things to focus on? Oh trust me they will find the way out.
Now a question: then why are they in a form of children?
Childhood represents innocence, unconditional love, and a time when they were truly happy together. Subconscious will always choose this form because it literally offers protection, allowing to mentally escape into the past rather than face the unbearable present. After all, Stans character is about partially clinging to the past while Ford was one that wanted to move forward. (i am not talking about Ford holding grudges from the past like a dead dog he is, no)
Seeking comfort in purest and safest version of your brother, one that never looked at you wrong, one that never pulled the curtains on you when you asked for help....... Sounds right to me.
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Me and @ridokichan -s headcanon about "isolation-induced hallucinations" with Stan twins.
First experience with the portal was definitely..... Insufferable. For both of them.
At least someone's looking out after them.
Alex Hirsch it’s been nine months and three days(give or take). Alex Hirsch have you given birth yet? Alex Hirsch update us please.
I have noticed that the pope just died too. Is Bill the new pope? We need answers Hirsch.
Fem!Ford at your service I'm out
HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN UPPPPP I DON'T KNOWWWWWWWWW
THE CLOCK STOPPED TICKING FOREVER AGO
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