Silly

Random ass abstract painting WIP I’m doing 2 familiarise myself with oil paints

and dear god do I hate it

Guh. Back from the dead

Weird guy

also hey can we talk about violent psychosis for a sec. cause i really appreciate all the talk surrounding psychosis positivity and stuff but a lot of it is "we're not all violent! sometimes hallucinations can be positive!" like sorry mine are not. im scary psychotic.

im "cant have anything that even remotely could be used as a weapon in the house" psychotic. im "if i miss my meds one day i have to go to the hospital for homicidal and suicidal thoughts that literally aren't my own thoughts but theyre controlling my actions" psychotic. im "im seeing horrors you cant even imagine to the point where i dont exist in the same world as you anymore" psychotic.

im not going to hurt you, i just need help. when im rocking in the corner talking to myself at 3am, remember that i am in a state of terror. im afraid for my life. i either genuinely believe everything is trying to kill me, and i only know one way to deal with it; or something is telling me to be violent or else it will kill me; or i have dissociated so hard that i autopilot myself to violence to try and wake myself up.

some of us are violent, and that's okay, because it has to be, because it's the truth. just get us help.

hell yea man flip that mushroom !!!!!

renaissance in the 21st century

this is named wife.png in my files

comic

I am actually hella curious what languages do you speak :o

Polish, English and I can read in Cyrillic (absolutely useless since I can only read the letters not understand the words)

you can trick yourself into practicing your drawing by inventing a character that you absolutely cannot resist putting into situations.

quick shitpost i promise i draw better than this normally