having an imagination like mine is a wonder and a curse. i feel so much and create so much but most of what it chooses to do is create an alternate reality for me to hide in. a world where i get everything i want and i have become everything i have ever wanted to be and i am beautiful and witty and smart and impressive and sparkling. but the funniest part of all is that i suffer there too. sometimes even more than i do here. but the difference is that, in my head, someone is there to hold me.
When you’re young you just want to be older, and then later you wish you could go back to being a kid.
-Before I fall by Lauren Oliver
The recurring butterfly motifs and gargoyle statues in Qala are everything
adonis, tr. by khaled mattawa
right! now I have your attention
we have a discord server and I swear to God that a) it's a vibe and b) THIS LINK WILL NOT EXPIRE I PROMISE I FIGURED IT OUT FINALLY
https://discord.gg/JQewbYeMx6
you should join if you like the starless sea or love the starless sea or have thoughts about the starless sea or are obsessed with the starless sea!
We share fanfic and fanart and headcanons and make up au ideas together! We play Minecraft in a super cool server! We have movie nights every Sunday and there's pretty much always music going on in vc! We do story time and read each other tss (sometimes in French or Italian!) or tss fanfic! We get daily pupdates on one of our members' puppies! We put Dorian in Outfits and Situations! We have a great time!
Join for us, join for your TSS blorbos, join for us <3
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Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.
- Henry David Thoreau
the secret history changed my brain chemisty
whether it was for the better or the worse, we will never truly know
Most recent obsession: the Qala soundtrack
We think we are alone. We think we are so special. We are deeply mistaken.
-Bunny by Mona Awad