OH MY BIRDS IS THAT A GOOD OMENS REFERENCE⁉️⁉️⁉️

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Things I'm gonna do in my WR!

first thing I'm doing is making waffles with fresh raspberries and homemade whipped cream

Go swinging for hours over my lake

read by my campfire with my cat asleep in my lap and my dog at my side

take long walks through the forest and foraging for mushrooms and herbs

paint landscapes and portraits of pretty people I see in the village

take LONG naps in my comfy bed

(TW) eat without having to throw up

swim in the lake!! (it's so clean and there aren't any dangerous bacteria, thank the birds)

SING. SING ALL DAY. SING ALL NIGHT.

wear pretty floral sun dresses with sun hats made by me

play my instruments!!

cuddle with my pets for HOURS

READ!!!

enjoy the absolute beautiful weather

live. just live.

teehee bye-bye ;}

(TW:venting)

I’m so tired, like so dead tired right now

I’ve gotten sick 3 times in the last 3 months, barely gotten any rest from it because my family somehow always throws endless tasks at me whenever I end up sick, and I’m not allowed to miss school either so I never end up fully recovering

I’ve had 35-40 nose bleeds in the span of 3 weeks, now I have to go to an ENT specialist to find out if I have to get cauterized, which is extremely painful

I keep having my own personal doubts about myself and my own insecurities, like whether I’m good enough, or if me friends actually care for me, etc

I don’t like going deep into my personal life, especially with my family, it’s a very complicated life with them but I love them so dearly that I feel so guilty whenever I feel upset with them

it’s so loud here, every little sound and movement ticks me off, I have an endless migraine and I’m sick of the school nurses looking at me with pity or thinking I’m lying to get out of class

and I’m so fucking sick and tired and being treated like I’m stupid. I’m in all honor classes, I learned how to be a therapist for my family when I was younger than fucking 5, I basically raised my older brother, I work so hard. And then people treat me like I’m stupid in the areas I’m actually working and doing well in, like I don’t know anything. Like I’m a stupid little girl in their eyes and I hate it.

when I finally shut down and tell people how I feel, they laugh and think I’m overreacting or that it doesn’t matter, that everything will be okay

and not everything has been okay, but I’m so thankful for the things that are. I’m thankful for my best friends, my absolutely amazing boyfriend, and family even though they have their problems, my school and my education, my hope in my health getting better, and especially shifting. There are so many good things going on in my life but when I get like this all I can focus on are the bad and negative and the pain and hurt.

I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, I just want to go home, I want to be with my found family, I miss my mom, I miss my waiting room, I miss my pets, I miss them so bad

I almost shifted today, I took a nap and the second before my alarm went off to go to theater I saw my waiting room and almost started balling tears.

that moment made me realize how much I need to be home right now, I need to rest, I need to breathe.

to whomever took the time to read this, I appreciate you for hearing me. I don’t get to express my emotions much, but I appreciate you

take care of yourself, and whomever you are, I love you, you deserve love, and if you feel like how I’m feeling right now, you deserve it all the more <3

Thank you, and good night <3

I randomly had the idea of ymbrynes with their bird feathers in their hair (Miss Peregrine would have peregrine falcon feathers in her hair, Miss Crow would have crow feathers in her hair, etc) and thought I'd share since you're a ymbryne in your dr. thoughts? :)

OH MY BIRDS YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!!!

We normally use our feathers as quills actually! So a lot of studying ymbrynes will keep a feather tucked in her hair or behind her ear for safe keeping, you never know when you’ll suddenly need to sign important documents or need to poke a distracting student ;)

For myself, it’s a little different

as a Phoenix ymbryne, the feathers that fall off of me while in bird form will turn to ash when I come back to my (full) human form! It doesn’t count if I have my wings out still, which I can retract as a human, but once any bird features are gone, so are the feathers, they kinda just poof into dust!

eeek thank you so much for asking and sharing that! I love talking about this stuff, I just never post anything because I don’t know how to bring it up 🥲

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I literally want the most unconventional pets ever, I legit don’t understand my obsession with unrealistic pets, like I would love these little guys roaming around the house and giving them all the love in the world

I also put all their names in :>

(all images are from Pinterest‼️‼️‼️)

eek!!!

which oddly specific colour palette are you? tagged by the lovely @creamflix to do this quiz!

no pressure to do this but i'm tagging: @kisstoru @omitea @hiraethwa @dulcento @itachiiwrites ❤️

Based off of your mphfpc dr , what do you think everyone’s Hogwarts house would be?

Eeek!!! I love this question! Thank you for asking :D

Miss Peregrine - most definitely a Ravenclaw (most ymbrynes are, or Hufflepuff)

Bentham - Ravenclaw

Caul - Slytherin

Jacob - Gryffindor

Ricky - Slytherin

Noor - Gryffindor

Lilly - Hufflepuff

Millard - Ravenclaw

Emma - Gryffindor

Enoch - Slytherin

Horace - Ravenclaw

Claire - Hufflepuff

Olive - Hufflepuff

Bronwyn - Hufflepuff

Sharon - Slytherin

Addison - Ravenclaw

Eleanor (myself) - Hufflepuff

These are the main people who came to mind but if you have any specific people you would want to know I'd be happy to answer!

Angst early in the morning? Sign me up!

TW: talk of death, coping skills, grief, difficulty

The immediate life after Victor died:

We were all in shock, especially Wyn, and that resulted in us being completely nonverbal for about a month and a half. All that was heard in our home were wails and sniffling, and I would often wake up to Wyn, Olive, and Claire curled up to me on my bed with my cats.

It was awful.

Everyone wore mourning clothes for 3-4 years after, but Miss P still wears them in respect, and also the fact I know she hasn't gotten over it. I don't think any of us have

I remember Fiona and Hugh taking care of his side of the garden and bringing him fresh flowers to his room each day

Enoch had passed out multiple times a week of exhaustion from overusing his peculiarity, everyone, especially Bronwyn, begged him to revive Vic for even just a moment.

Horace sewed Victor a 7-day wardrobe completely by himself, and Miss P would change his clothes each day (while she sobbed, seeing her like that broke me, I would hold her tightly to help)

Olive and Claire wouldn't leave each other's side, every moment they spent together because of the fear they had of losing more family

Millard made an entire biography on Victor's life and keeps it by Vic's bedside table

Emma was very aggressive, she would burn down trees and scream a lot (outside of the house), part of her was having a difficult time knowing the truth of their lives and the loss of our dear friend

Miss P wouldn't allow me to run errands for her outside the loop for a while after that, she was completely terrified of losing anyone else

She became so overprotective that she would scan the house all hours of the day & night, as an ymbryne it is common to only have 2 hours of sleep, but even she was pushing it to 30 minutes.

I would consistently try to use my feathers to save him, I was so distraught that I would end up turning back to dust once a week from using all of my feathers. By the 10th time I had "dusted" (I use this term for when I turn into ash as a pheonix and then revive after another 24 hours) Miss P begged me to stop because it was starting to hurt me even more

What brought me to creating this post was the dream I had last night; it was during the 3-4 years we had spent mourning, in the dream I awoke next to Victor lying in his bed, I was bent over myself, clutching feathers, when Bronwyn and Enoch came in to carry me off to my bed, and then I woke up from the dream crying.

I don't know what to post about

I'm kind of in a slump because of school stuff and theater, I'm tired but I have the motivation to write, but I have no idea what to write about

Comment or ask whatever you want to know, please keep it appropriate and related to my usual posts (shifting, MPHFPC, dr's)

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