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Ceci, your tags scare me

@vanillaamoursucrethings @marycecilyy I’m not even sorry

also hello everyone who haven't given up on me and unfollowed, I'm still alive!

life is shit but eh I stopped trying to do something against it. I started writing two headcanons yesterday, they should come soon, and then followed by the third chapter of Broken Heart Can Beat Again ;)

sorry for the hiatus again

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

MY CANDY LOVE

last updated: 28th December 2024

FANFICTIONS

Nathaniel:

drive away (uncontinued)

broken hearts can beat again (on AO3 - uncontinued)

HEADCANONS

Armin:

sleeping; pregnancy / birth

bathing / showering; soft spot / weakness

Castiel:

crying; sleeping

cuddling; kissing; touching; what turns him on

pregnancy / birth; domestic life; being a father

Lysander:

awkward moment; pregnancy / birth

Nathaniel:

injured; first time

soft spot / weakness

bathing / showering; touching NSFW

Rayan:

cuddling; bathing / showering; first time

other headcanons:

living together with the HSL boys

living together with the UL / LL LIs

chaos in the skateboard park (Iris, Kim, Armin, Castiel)

what happens after the marriage proposals

wildwest au (bandit!Castiel & sheriff!Nathaniel)

ONE-SHOTS

Amber:

this wasn't the first time

first kiss

Castiel:

“alone with your thoughts”

“I’ll be home for Christmas”

Kentin:

dared to kiss a stranger

Priya:

human / vampire

Rayan:

snowed in

the perfect gift

other one-shots:

Valentine's Day event 2022 - continuation NSFW

moving out

bodyguard (Kim x Leo)

3. and 12. for Nathaniel and Candy

thank you for your ask! with the second one, I'll try to be as not NSFW-y as I can, though it's about their first time together so it'll be kinda hard 😅🤭

3. injured

Nathaniel's work is not a harmless job, sometimes he gets hurt, but he would always try to make it appear less important than it is, acting annoyed when Candy tries to help him

this is only the outside though, inside he would be scared for Candy (”what would she do without me?”), and despite acting like a tough guy, he wouldn't jeopardise the healing process

however, if it's Candy who is hurt, his brain is set on 110% protective mode. a nurse was rude? he'd make sure they never come close her room again. Candy feels a little sad? her favourite snacks are already on the table, the TV on, Nath hugging her and making sure she's okay

if Candy was hurt because of Nathaniel (eg. she was kidnapped as a way of blackmailing him), then poor boy would absolutely feel down, and it would be very hard for him to move on and stop blaming himself

and we know what he thinks about children.... so it might not make sense to talk about what he's like as a father, but still. similar to what happens to Candy, if his child is hurt, then Nath is there like superman. he might not make the best choices as he is blindly fixated on solving the problem, but in the end it would all be okay

12. first time

(my Candy had another LI in HSL, so I'll write this like it's in UL)

surely, Nathaniel would both look forward to their first time together and dread it. he was together with girls who were just his company for that night, he wouldn't want Candy to think she's like that for him

don't expect roses and candles though; it will most likely happen when they are at Nath's place, doing literally anything

it's so easy to make Nathaniel want Candy. a kiss that was a little longer than planned, that fitting top she wore, the fact that he hadn't have time for that lately and he's needy....

depending on how experienced Candy is, their positions can change. I'm about 98% sure Nath wouldn't be against being submissive, even though it's usually him who's dominant

as the first time together is usually special, it's based on mutual trust and all that, it wouldn't be too kinky or long. one night spent together, mostly in each other's arms, that's perfect for a first

the next day, neither of them feels regret. Nath is a bit scared that Candy does, but she soon reassures him and they spend the morning together, celebrating their relationship that reached a new level

send me headcanon prompts!

Okay so, I go to my blog to find a picture I posted earlier and the “This Tumblr may contain sensitive media” page showed up, even tho I posted nothing that can be counted  as sensitive media???? I tried to contact Tumblr about this, but I can’t find where I can do it, so now I will wait for some time and hope 🤞 I really don’t know what to do

I have this feeling, that Alexy comes back but like, not completely (he doesn't have a body or something like that -> he speaks as Armin's reflection in the end) and uh idk, that’s just what I thought about

I haven’t heard about either things you mentioned, I’m sorry, I guess I have a pretty specific taste in books/movies/etc 😅

@draconess-tania

#IS THE ENDING WHAT I THINK IT IS???

Not sure, what do you think it is 😂

I was inspired by Pet Semetary (the wording) and Twin Peaks (if you know you know) but the trope itself is pretty common.

thank you flag bestie, I'm writing all these right next to their Portuguese counterparts that I've learnt from @marycecilyy @otomes-and-tears 😌

@draconess-tania wanted me to teach her Italian swear words

Fellow italian followers, if there are any, feel free to correct me or add something!

this will be sooooo embarrassing

Cazzo! - Fuck!

Fottiti/Vaffanculo - Fuck you/off

Bastardo - Bastard [this one was pretty easy to guess]

Testa di cazzo - Dickhead

Troia/Puttana/Baldracca [the 2nd one is from a dialect] - Whore/Bitch

Figlio di puttana - Son of a bitch

... aaand that's it. I don't remember other curses atm ooof-

What I think of you? Well, I think that you are an amazing person and a fantastic friend.

Also, your writing absolutely slaps!

ouwmm, thanks Bee 🥺😔 I’m happy to call you my friend! as I’ve said before

I love you! *mwah* you’re my favourite Tegan stan, and you’d still be my favourite if I knew a hundred other ones

@vanillaamoursucrethings @marycecilyy I’m not even sorry