Okay So, I Go To My Blog To Find A Picture I Posted Earlier And The “This Tumblr May Contain Sensitive

The Issue with Tumblr user myladie

So, I don’t know if any of you have noticed, but, @myladie has been rampantly reposting artwork without permission and credit. I’ve noticed them doing this with @loonylein and @saku-chann

There is a TON of evidence of this on their blog. She has been warned by loonylein and told that this is not right and she continues to do it. So, if you see her repost your artwork without credit and permission, please report her!

Not request. I just want you to know that because of your blog Lance is now my fave man in eldarya and I want my Gardienne to have kids with him. Yeah here I am

...😳

I- wow. this means a lot anon, really

despite Lance not being my LI, someone still started to love him because of my blog? damn, that feels really good

also, don’t worry, you are not the only one wanting a future with him 🤭 Lance stans have been waiting for long, even though I don’t understand you guys, you deserve a proper arc with your LI

First kiss (Candy x Amber)

I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^

Dykecember day 1: first kiss

Words: 1474

Candy's P. O. V.

My phone buzzed with a new notification.

why didn't you pick up? are you in class?

Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.

I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.

So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.

That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...

It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.

How does hate turn to love?

Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.

I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.

My phone buzzed again.

hello?? anyone there?

The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...

This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!

I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.

I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:

yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after

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"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."

"Wow, that was quick. Well, I don’t have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."

What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.

Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.

"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."

"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "

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She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasn’t the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.

"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know he’s not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"

I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I don’t think Nath would be mad…"

Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.

"You know what, I don’t want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but he’s not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "I’m sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."

I couldn’t help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didn’t know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.

"Soo… what are you going to do once you graduate? There’s not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."

"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."

It was Amber’s turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.

"I get that, I didn’t plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."

Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.

"I’m not speaking from experience of course, but I’m sure it’s normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, it’s never easy in real life."

I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didn’t even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.

"Yeah, I can second that. It’s never easy in real life…"

Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.

I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasn’t only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasn’t sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.

Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didn’t pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nath’s past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasn’t alone with it.

Dykecember challenge

˹you are not the mistakes you have made˼

Currently I'm suffering from My Candy Love addiction. As you can see, Nathaniel is my favourite 😍

I- I meant it for my latest writing, are you guys okay??

Get ready guys, something horrible’s coming your way

ANON ASK TIME

🍎: favorite food

🌦: favorite weather/season

🌎: dream travel destination

🐻: favorite animal

🐶🐱: dog or cat person

☀️🌙: morning or night person

🌠: zodiac sign

👤: MBTI personality type

🔮: Hogwarts house

👁: what do you look like

🎶: top 5 songs you listen to at the moment

✝️: religious or not

💿: top 5 favorite movies and/or movie genres

👻: do you believe in ghosts

👽: do you believe in aliens

👕: what’s your style

⏰: top 3 favorite pastimes

👅: top 5 kinks/turn ons

🍀: do you have good luck, bad luck, no luck at all, or do you make your own

🛍: favorite store(s) [online//physical]

🧸: your main/favorite toy growing up, why

🚬: bad habit you want to break

🎮: the greatest time you had playing a video game

👹: 6 things someone would put in a pentagram to summon you

😱: biggest fears

😡: top 5 pet peeves in a romantic partner

😍: top 5 virtues in a romantic partner

🤓: a subject/topic you could completely, 200%, without hesitation, nerd out about

⏳: would you travel forward or backwards in time and why

📖: 1 fictional character you’d love to bring to life

💤: weirdest dream you’ve ever had

🔁: favorite tradition

🏆: things you collect, why

🎧: song that describes your best friend(s)

🏖: favorite vacation destination

🛸: if aliens abducted you, what would you tell them about Earth

🍼: one of your favorite childhood memories

🎄: favorite holiday, why

🤖: how do you feel about walking, talking, critically thinking A.I.s ?

😴: describe your favorite sleeping position

🤢: the sickest😎 you’ve ever been

🤡: an embarrassing childhood memory

⚰️: scariest way to die

😢: a book or movie that made you cry the most

🤐: a secret you want to know the most about anything in the universe

👊🏻: a celebrity/famous person you want to punch the most

🤝: celebrity/famous person you want to meet and spend a day with the most

🍻: which person in history would you want to have a drink with

💪🏻: superpower you want the most

🗺: where you want to be right now

🔗: reason you joined tumblr

🗣: what accent do you have

🕵🏻: are you a good judge of character

🌅: favorite memory of nature being so damn beautiful

🔍: first thing you see physically on a person

💬: a quote you connect with (favorite or random)

⛵️: a fictional relationship/friendship/pairing you enjoy

🎓: best class and/or teacher you ever had

🌈: RANDOM: whatever you want to ask or say to me ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

*looks at her wips* ayyy... trust me on this, you don't want to see those

instead, take this (don't worry, it's not long, I just wanted to separate the 7 sentences from the rest):

They advanced slowly in the tunnel. The passage was narrow, but high, letting them walk with square shoulders. They often saw smaller openings to the right or left, where riches sparkled with a golden shine, but they were interested in something else. They saw the light before them, more with their inward than physical eyes. As the time went on, they became upset. Did they miss it? Were they perhaps deceived?

But they finally found what they were looking for; a little point in the end of the tunnel, showing freedom. Founding their goal. they slowly sped up. They felt the fresh air in their lungs once again, the warmth of the Sun on their skin. The memories resurfaced in them, determining them even more to escape.

Their efforts weren't in vain; they were soon free. They could see the countless trees below them, reaching the horizon. They were on a rim, standing out from the cliff. The rim was small, with no path leading away, but they didn't care. They had somewhere to start from, and nothing else mattered, even if the road itself wasn't clear. They knew their purpose; it was always before their eyes.

Rules: 7 sentences of a WIP. Tag 7 people

I saw this one floating around and I liked it! also encouraged me a bit to share, which i am kinda scared of, so. here goes:

His [Tobirama’s] heartbeat thundered through his skull as his world was incinerated in white-hot ire; he could barely feel the pain in his jaw from how hard he bit down on his teeth.

Zenji continued. “Now I kinda lost feeling for time in this fucking cell, but it couldn’t have been more than two. So how about this, Tobirama Senju - all I have to do is last a few more days and then my knowledge will be meaningless because-” he leaned forward, wearing a huge, fat grin, “- Y/n’s gonna have left this world, screaming and writhing in agony.”

Tobirama’s heartbeat was through the roof now. His fists clenched so hard, the vial might break in them but he did not move an inch.

“Unless,… you put her out of her misery beforehand.”

TAGGING!!! my beloved followers who love tobirama also?? if you want to (: also @readerinsertfanfiction BECAUSE!!!

"Forcing myself to remember felt like voluntarily rubbing salt in my wounds, especially after all that effort I had put into forgetting everything. And... I had to admit to myself, I missed her a little, behind the hurt I felt. That was a universal truth that didn't bother to go away, always lingering in the back of my mind. I couldn't imagine myself looking past her betrayal, but I knew for sure that living with her absence made it all worse."

second chapter of my fanfic online! I'll keep calling it "my fanfic" because I realised the title I chose sounds dumb. not much happens, mainly just Nath thinking about Candy calling him up, but I swear things are going to start now aahhahha

I know almost a month passed and I'll try to deliver sooner next time, just... y'know, life likes to get in my way

I logged into my old IG account where I made all kind of edits and stuff like that for my former "main" fandoms....

some of the people I interacted with are still active, though time flew over them, maybe they changed completely. some are gone; empty accounts without a pfp, "not active anymore" as a bio, or they even ceased to exist on IG, deleting themselves

I felt such a rush of sadness and regret over something so trivial, and still. I joined Tumblr last year (5. 17.) and I already made more meaningful connections that I ever did, in any fandom I was part of

I guess it's thanks to the difference between Tumblr and IG, and the fact that I got older in the meantime, but it still amazes me that there are people I genuinely call my friends, whom I met here. some of them are literally on the other side of the world (hello Brazilian folks!), and yet they are still closer than many people who are with me physically, but physically only

happy birthday to Rayan! I made this little scrapbook edit along with @vanillaamoursucrethings for this occasion ^^