Heyyo

Hi, draconess-tania! I know very well that you're the boss, and at the same time, you're not required to accept my two requests, if you want to pick one of two, no problem! Why I did two requests? Let me tell you that... my brain doesn't work very well when it's about MCL/Eldarya ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ There I go: 1) 1, 11 and 12 with Rayan / 2) 1, 11 and 12 with Lance. Good Saturday! O/

I don’t know why, but your ask had this very funny and calming feeling, I love you 🥺❤️ also, don’t worry you will get both! I start with Lance, and you will get Rayan later (sowwy). I have already done 2 of these, I’ll link them

1. cuddling

Lance doesn’t like being all touchy in public, but that doesn’t mean he minds it in private as well

he likes hugging generally, the warmth of another person is an unusual but comforting feeling. he sometimes feels like this is something to be ashamed of, so it used to be Guardian who initiated the hugs and cuddles

after he finds out she actually enjoys these (in the arms of their beloved is a safe heaven for both of them), he’s more “brave” about these, but still in private or when not many people are around

it’s not that he doesn’t want to show off, he just doesn’t want Guardian to get into uncomfortable situations because someone sees the two of them. she reassures Lance that she doesn’t care what others think, but he still prefers to play it safe

also, hugs and cuddles are only an option when his armour is off. Guardian probably told him once that cuddling him in that feels like she’s hugging a rock

11. bathing / showering

12. first time

random addition that I just remembered:

the best thing in MCL was that little demo game with Chinomimi, Nath and that elephant sculpture. I played it like. 20000 times a day, I loved it. I was ashamed that a game with such a title got my attention, I didn't dare to sign up at that time, but I went back every day to play that little demo

removing it was worse than removing the three LIs from HSL, change my mind

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

Dear stranger who was just wandering around the internet and arrived here. My name is Tania and I absolutely love reading books. I made this blog to repost content I find, but occasionally I will also post something original (it would be easier if I knew how to write, draw or edit properly). I am a good listener (or let's say reader) so if you have anything on your mind, feel free to message me! I think that's all for now. To be honest, I don't know how I am supposed to start a tumblr page, but I think I did it well. Have a nice day xoxo

Bodyguard (Kim x Leo)

yes, this is absolutely not the second day of December.... I have commitment issues, I'm sorry 😭 this definitely isn't my best work, but I wanted to let it out anyways, as I didn't have a really good idea in particular for this prompt

Dykecember day 2: bodyguard

Words: 696

When Crowstorm blew up overnight, all members were happy with their newfound success. 

Initially. 

However, they soon realized that fame is not without consequences: they had to change their daily routines, pay special attention to what they do in public, and deal with fans who were not familiar with the meaning of the word ‘privacy’. 

Castiel first considered it hilarious, then annoying. Then, he received (at his home!) a letter with a little vial for him to send back ‘a lock of his hair and a drop of his tear’ – the ingredients for some kind of love spell. This was the point when they decided that people will overstep their boundaries more and more often, so they need to protect themselves. 

Leo was the one to experience this kind of ‘love’ physically. She wanted to run some errands, when a group of teenagers suddenly appeared around her. They asked for selfies with her, and one boy wanted to put his arm on her waist, but ‘accidentally’ lowered it. 

Leo hired a bodyguard that afternoon.

---

"Sooo, this is it." 

Leo gestured around in her apartment, not really knowing what to add. The young woman standing in front of her (who insisted on simply being called ‘Kim’) started walking around, inspecting the doors, the windows, even the view of the street and neighbouring houses. 

“You’re taking this very seriously, I can see. Did you have to protect someone really important in the past?” 

“Oh, sure.” Kim stopped her examination to turn around, facing Leo. “I’ve worked for ministers, CEOs, and people whose title I can’t even tell you. Don’t worry, I will do my best to protect you. No one will die again under my watch.” 

“...again??” 

Leo was about to ask more, but she caught Kim’s smile while she turned back again. The rocker couldn’t help but laugh – despite Kim’s initial silence, she was starting to like her newfound bodyguard. 

“Well, that’s the least I expect. I can’t pay you if I’m dead. And hey, maybe you will even find me funny. Might motivate you to keep me alive.” 

“Oh, you need to work harder than that to make me laugh.” 

--- 

It turned out, she didn’t need to work harder. Whenever it was just the two of them, in a private setting (which happened more and more often as time went on), they behaved like ages old friends. Leo was an endless source of adventurous and fascinating stories, while Kim kept Leo grounded and motivated in more ways than one. 

One day, Kim decided to check out the Instagram page of Leo. This is not something that she hasn’t done before, but she still liked to scroll there from time to time. Leo’s page (as all other members’ as well, of course) was filled with posts about their upcoming album. They worked on it for a really long time, and it was supposed to be released in two months. 

Among the sneak peaks of the album’s cover and (muted) recordings from their studio sessions, a different post caught Kim’s eye: Leo and an unknown woman kissing. 

Kim sat up straight. How did she not notice this before? 

It was posted not long after they first announced the album. It was probably part of the campaign for it, but Kim couldn’t help but feel a little sting in her chest. 

Was she jealous? 

---

When she met Leo, a couple days later, Kim had already made up her mind. What she said on her first day was clearly a joke, but developing feelings for the one she’s supposed to protect could cause serious problems for them. 

When Leo opened her door, Kim didn’t hesitate. 

“This is the last time you see me as your bodyguard. I want to end my contract.” 

Leo didn’t answer at first. She was shocked. 

“Is everything alright?” 

“I-” Kim sighed, then shook her head. “I want to protect you, but I’ve realised that I have feelings for you that aren’t right. I will always be here for you if you need me, but I don’t think I should be your bodyguard anymore.” 

With that, she turned around, not giving Leo the chance to reply. 

Dykecember challenge

Get ready guys, something horrible’s coming your way

I just finished this and I love it! I think this is the one where I worked the most because I had to modify every character. I don’t know if I can tag this for that event from discord but I will do it anyway. 

I think Helene and Alan look the best in this, in rest it’s decent. I couldn’t do much about the lighting, especially on Alice, because she wears really bright clothes. Speaking of clothes, I let some like in the original illustration because I really like them and because I go lazy at the end. And a thing that made my day bad is that I just found out that Nevra has some really poorly done illustrations, like, I was searching for eyes (eye more) and mouth and I couldn’t find much. Oh, and if you wonder why he has the New Era look, why not?

I still have some things that I want to post for halloween, so stay tuned!

my day was very hectic and I couldn’t write as much as I wanted 😔 I think I’ll post one or two headcanons later today, but I still haven’t studied at all

I’m sorry, I’ll try to hurry

it's totally okay if you can't write for all characters!

I struggled a lot with Lance as well but I was like "meh, I got this request, I'll write it, let's just see what comes out of it". and you can end up loving the character (hehe, me) or hating them even more lol, but then you can at least say you tried!

if you feel like it, you can even make a list of characters you "recommend" people to request stuff from you with, so 1. you can practice writing without the headache ("OH MY GOD WHY DO I HAVE TO WRITE DOWN YOU'RE KISSING WITH MC, I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU"), 2. your readers get more quality stuff as well!

(also, the "must write" list is a good idea, maybe setting *slight* deadlines can help out with it as well - nothing too serious though, because you might feel like you're "failing" or something if you can't fulfil it, or at least that's what I do lol. but something like "I want to write x headcanons this summer", I think that's doable! I'm trying this myself as well right now hahaha)

I need to do a “must write” list of things that I would like to write just so I can get to them after I someday (at somepoint, whenever, please please brain) finish all the Valentine’s day requests that nobody remembers anymore that I need to finish, but I do, and ppl think now I’m full of shit, just because apparently I’m unable to write anything romantic with Hyun. 

2017 - 2018 - 2018 - 2019 - 2020

For 2020 I didn’t the board with a drawing from every month to show my growing, but I wanted to do something else related with my grow and I always wanted to do something like this, so I am doing it kkkkk 

Neshaa is the character that since when I started was my personal challenge and, at the same time, my main source of proud. It’s through her that anyone can see my grow, see my struggle, my mistakes and my screamly changes. She’s like that mark that I hit again and again at least once in a year, in a way that May, who came far after, couldn’t. 

2020 was the year when I stopped drawing, I felt stuck, I still feel stuck… but I stopped and I’ve decided that 2021 I would go back, I would start again. But to start again, I needed to look back a little bit and find value once again in the artist that I always wanted to be. 

I hope 2021 I mark another step through her too. And this post is a reminder to myself that even if I started from low, from the bottom, I need to just keep climbing, I will not see the changes at first, but the longer I keep going, soon they will come into view and I will know. Just like I know when I put all of those together and side to side.  

also, about my fanfiction on AO3, I got a little overwhelmed by school lately, but I didn't forget about it!

when I had time, I made plans for it, and according to my current plans it will have 5 chapters all in all. a little short, I know, but I don't want to twist it too much, I thought about something simple initially as well

the next chapter should come this weekend, but I'll write here when I upload it anyway