I'm Sorry About That Anon, Sweetie, If I Knew That Someone Wouldn't Get The JOKE I Wouldn't Have Done

I just logged in before going to sleep, and saw at least 10 mermay posts on my dash <3 immediate serotonin

is mermay still a thing?

genuinely curious, since uhhh it's already the 2nd of May and I haven't seen any mermaids yet, but I was kind of looking towards to it :c I even thought about joining, but idk what will happen about that one

or maybe I just looked in the wrong corners of the internet... hmm

(also, I think I can remember there were prompts like "storm" and stuff. but now that I think about it, I haven't seen prompt lists this year either.... damn I really hope this didn't die out, I liked it lots)

“Alone with your thoughts” (Candy x Castiel)

Word count: 620

Candy’s P. O. V.

I was suffocating. The noise made my heart beat to the music’s rhythm and chased all coherent thoughts out of my mind. The crowd, all those unknown bodies pressed to mine, made me feel trapped inside with no way out.

The stage lights and the pyrotechnics made it hard for me to see, but I knew very well who I was looking for. He wasn’t be among the crowd, no, with so little time left before his concert he wouldn’t risk getting held up by fans, but I also knew for a fact that he wasn’t in the resting-area with his bandmates. And I was right. I found him in a little corridor, leaning against the wall for support while browsing on his phone. He didn't notice me right away as the loud music made the clash of my heels unhearable.

"Oh my gosh! Can I get an autograph?" I screamed in a fake, high-pitched voice. His head immediately shot up, with a look of terror on his face. When he recognized me he let out a hearty laugh.

"I guess I deserve this, huh?" He grabbed me by the waist to pull me closer to him and planted a kiss on my nose.

"Nah, just helping you practice. This is all you're going to hear when you're gone." I tried to sound cheerful, but he sensed how nervous I was. There was no point in hiding my feelings from him when he knew me so well.

He kissed me on my lips now. "Don't worry love. You're all I think about even on the other side of the world."

Now, he's gone. I was extremely proud of him for being able to go on a tour, but I was also bitter because I couldn't go with him. When both of us had time we talked about our days, but mine were usually empty without him. Actually, I was spoiled; re-organising the band took a lot of time so they didn't have any big parties until now. I was used to him being home, with me, telling me all those sweet little nothings. When I told him about this he said he's sorry we're apart at the moment, but I knew what I was getting myself into. I didn't have the heart to tell him no, I didn't know his work would come with being far from each other like this. I could bear with the physical distance, but this was killing me.

The day I waited for so much came of course, with me standing on my tiptoes at the airport to find him. It strangely reminded me of the last concert he had in town, when his hair was the only thing I could recognize him about from afar. I saw some people who I'd run into at the studio many times, but he was nowhere to be found. Fear started to capture my heart, poisoning my mind with worse and worse theories about where he might be. And then the other memories came back from that night.

The noise. Instead of the loud, upbeat music human noise filled the airport. Children laughing, lost people asking for directions, the speaker announcing something every once in a while. The crowd. Everywhere I looked travelers, families, businesspeople were strolling confidently, knowing where they are headed. My exact opposite. I looked around frantically again, then slumped down on a nearby bench, placing my head in my hands. Just as I got seated I felt an arm snake around me, soon joined by its pair while someone pressed their forehead to mine.

"I'm right here" I heard him say. "I'm sorry for being gone and leaving you alone, alone with your thoughts."

yes, you are

Simping for Castiel since 2014

I'll never stop.

hehe

3. and 12. for Nathaniel and Candy

thank you for your ask! with the second one, I'll try to be as not NSFW-y as I can, though it's about their first time together so it'll be kinda hard 😅🤭

3. injured

Nathaniel's work is not a harmless job, sometimes he gets hurt, but he would always try to make it appear less important than it is, acting annoyed when Candy tries to help him

this is only the outside though, inside he would be scared for Candy (”what would she do without me?”), and despite acting like a tough guy, he wouldn't jeopardise the healing process

however, if it's Candy who is hurt, his brain is set on 110% protective mode. a nurse was rude? he'd make sure they never come close her room again. Candy feels a little sad? her favourite snacks are already on the table, the TV on, Nath hugging her and making sure she's okay

if Candy was hurt because of Nathaniel (eg. she was kidnapped as a way of blackmailing him), then poor boy would absolutely feel down, and it would be very hard for him to move on and stop blaming himself

and we know what he thinks about children.... so it might not make sense to talk about what he's like as a father, but still. similar to what happens to Candy, if his child is hurt, then Nath is there like superman. he might not make the best choices as he is blindly fixated on solving the problem, but in the end it would all be okay

12. first time

(my Candy had another LI in HSL, so I'll write this like it's in UL)

surely, Nathaniel would both look forward to their first time together and dread it. he was together with girls who were just his company for that night, he wouldn't want Candy to think she's like that for him

don't expect roses and candles though; it will most likely happen when they are at Nath's place, doing literally anything

it's so easy to make Nathaniel want Candy. a kiss that was a little longer than planned, that fitting top she wore, the fact that he hadn't have time for that lately and he's needy....

depending on how experienced Candy is, their positions can change. I'm about 98% sure Nath wouldn't be against being submissive, even though it's usually him who's dominant

as the first time together is usually special, it's based on mutual trust and all that, it wouldn't be too kinky or long. one night spent together, mostly in each other's arms, that's perfect for a first

the next day, neither of them feels regret. Nath is a bit scared that Candy does, but she soon reassures him and they spend the morning together, celebrating their relationship that reached a new level

send me headcanon prompts!

I really like how it’s put together, so I’m gonna use it as well

As school started for me, I won’t be able to check Tumblr as much and be active here, so I won’t write all of these daily, but I encourage you to send me MCL couples with a prompt (or more if you’d like to) and I’m gonna write them!

Kinktober

I know it’s early, but I wanted to leave here the list I’ll be using for my submissions to Kinktober 2020. I put together the numbers that I thought would be interesting to write about and edited this pic. Feel free to use!!!!

I’ll decide myself the pairings and prompts, but if you’d like to see something especific, NSFW or not, you can commision me here!

I’ll write for the following fandoms:

- My Candy Love

- Eldarya

- Mystic Messenger

- The Arcana

Not request. I just want you to know that because of your blog Lance is now my fave man in eldarya and I want my Gardienne to have kids with him. Yeah here I am

...😳

I- wow. this means a lot anon, really

despite Lance not being my LI, someone still started to love him because of my blog? damn, that feels really good

also, don’t worry, you are not the only one wanting a future with him 🤭 Lance stans have been waiting for long, even though I don’t understand you guys, you deserve a proper arc with your LI

first of all, happy new year everyone!

I wanted to say this much earlier, though I don't even know if there's much point in me announcing anything. from having almost 200 followers and being active on a daily basis, I went to my current state where no one even reads what I post, but I need to let it out

many things happened in 2021. I know it wasn't an easy years for anyone, so I'm not saying this as an excuse. I have no excuse for isolating myself completely from Tumblr on some days, and not writing anything even on my "good" ones either

I only wanted to say that I'm not giving this account up. I'm slowly but surely catching up on Eldarya, and MCL seems to come back to life with the announcement of this Alternate Life (and who knows, I'm very much looking towards other fandoms as well.....), so I'll still be here

my first priority is finally answering those thousand-years-old requests I got while being absent, and then I'll try the angst writing challenge again (I had many exams + family stuff + I managed to get sick in December, so that's why I couldn't continue after the first day). any kind of kind or reassuring comment will be appreciated, but of course no one is forced :)

have a great 2022, may everyone find their peace again

Eldarya - Hungarian server / Eldarya - magyar szerver

EN:

On Friday (07 / 05), the following message was posted on the Hungarian forum:

Hello Guardians, First of all, we are infinitely glad to meet you again in the world of Eldarya! You must know that it was not easy to start again after the March fire. We share in the bitterness caused by the destroyed data, as this is as serious a loss for Beemoov as it is for the players - we have all lost years of results. We hope that the measures put in place for your compensation will at least partially bring back the exciting moments you experienced in old Eldarya. However, in addition to the joy of seeing you again, before the latest special release, we have another sad news: Beemoov also seems to have suffered irreparable loss, unfortunately we are unable to translate the 26 episodes of The Origins, no matter how much we want to. Based on the number of players returning to the Hungarian side, it seems that we can no longer provide the Hungarian translation of the New Era and special releases / events. The fate of the Hungarian version of Eldarya has not yet been finally decided, in the meantime we would like to ask for your patience and we trust your understanding.

As the message states as well, the fate of the Hungarian server isn't decided yet, so we can make Beemoov hear our voices. Translating the The Origins episodes is a different question, they know what they have capacity for, but we can still achieve getting the New Era episodes and events in Hungarian.

Sending support the message below can make Beemoov see that there are many Hungarian players who don't speak English, but they want to play New Era in their mother language nevertheless if it's possible.

Even those who don't speak Hungarian / play Eldarya can help with every single reblog <3

HU:

Pénteken (május 7.) a következő üzenet jelent meg a magyar Eldarya fórumán.

Ahogy az üzenet is írja, egyelőre nincs eldöntve a magyar verzió sorsa, ezért még tudunk tenni azért, hogy a Beemoovnál meghallhassák a hangunkat. A The Origins epizódok lefordítása másik kérdés, nyilván ők tudják, hogy mire van kapacitásuk, mire nincs, de a New Era epizódjait és eseményeit még megpróbálhatjuk elérni, hogy magyarul játszhassuk.

A support-nak az alul lévő sablon üzenetet írva elérhetjük, hogy a cég lássa, hogy sok magyar játékos van, aki nem beszél angolul, és ők is szeretnék a New Era-t az anyanyelvükön játszani, ha van rá egy mód.

A magyarul nem beszélők / Eldaryát nem játszók is tudnak segíteni minden egyes megosztással <3

Subject / Tárgy: Traduction hongroise --- Bonjour, Je me tourne vers vous au sujet de mon compte sur la version hongroise du jeu Eldarya. Je me permets de vous demander de traduire les événements et les épisodes du nouvel opus « New Era » en hongrois. Jouer à ce jeu dans ma langue maternelle me permettrait de m’y attacher davantage et d’avoir une meilleure compréhension. Je vous remercie par avance! Bien cordialement, (name / név)

hello everyone! in December, I will (try to, lol) complete this challenge. I already have some ideas for some of the prompts, but feel free to send me any prompt with the character(s) you'd like to read about!

(I will post everything on the corresponding day, so don't be surprised if you don't get your one-shot immediately :D)

fandoms: My Candy Love, Eldarya

Do you have any other writing challenges?? I saw the comfort/fluff thingy one

I do! I’m a bit short on ideas for writing challenges (I love making them though) so if there’s any specific challenge you’d like, let me know!

Welcome to the 30 day angst writing challenge!

Moving out.

The consequences of a failed attempt of self sacrifice.

The last straw.

“We need to talk”

The suspicious return of an ex.

The reveal of a dark secret.

Addiction.

“You’re so focused on your goals that you left us all behind!”

Goodbye phone call.

“I can’t believe I trusted you”

Fighting before an accident.

Nightmares.

“We’re better off as friends”

Crashing a wedding.

House fire.

“Youre late! You’re always late”

Turning down a proposal.

“You let this happen to him”

Panic attack.

Memory loss.

Brainwashing.

“Stop acting like you don’t matter!”

“You’re not who I thought you were”

Shattered dreams.

Conflict of beliefs / opinions.

Reunited years later after a bad goodbye / break up.

“Just hold me”

Shifting the blame.

Visiting a grave.

“I’ve never hated someone as much as I hate you”

Also see:

Angst Prompts and Oneliners

50 Ways To Say I Hate You

Other writing challenges:

30 day fluff challenge

30 day AU challenge

February Writing challenge

I logged into my old IG account where I made all kind of edits and stuff like that for my former "main" fandoms....

some of the people I interacted with are still active, though time flew over them, maybe they changed completely. some are gone; empty accounts without a pfp, "not active anymore" as a bio, or they even ceased to exist on IG, deleting themselves

I felt such a rush of sadness and regret over something so trivial, and still. I joined Tumblr last year (5. 17.) and I already made more meaningful connections that I ever did, in any fandom I was part of

I guess it's thanks to the difference between Tumblr and IG, and the fact that I got older in the meantime, but it still amazes me that there are people I genuinely call my friends, whom I met here. some of them are literally on the other side of the world (hello Brazilian folks!), and yet they are still closer than many people who are with me physically, but physically only