Flowers Around My Yard.

I just wanted to show you what I made today. I know it's not aesthetic but I want to create a little reminder that we can't find joy in the small things in this up coming year of stress while also motivating myself to actually eat. I'm recovering from a eating disorder and I want to be able to look back at my progress and be proud of how far I've come.

It's salt and pepper chicken with black berry sauce and honey yeast rolls. Paired with orange tea.

March 3th

I had canned chili that smelled and tastes like dog food paired with some diet coke. Had a chocolate chip cookie for a snack and had sparkling water for breakfast.

I also had a splitting migraine the whole day.

I bake like a potato in the sun but I made it back in one piece. It was a good walk.

I apologize for the late post but this is what I've eaten over the week.

A small bowl of noodles with some spaghetti sauce, I made some homemade chicken noodle soup with egg noodle and leftover ramen, A bowl of oatmeal seasoned with allspice and cloves, Egg noodle with meatballs and spaghetti sauce, Some candy I bought from the local store, broccoli, carrots and steamed egg with parsley and lemon water. And lastly homemade beef soup with egg noodles and potatoes.

If you want to know how to make anything you see just left me know. I will gladly share any recipes you want.

White tailed deer. All photos are mine and were taken at a respectful distance. Remember that predators will leave if you're too much work but prey animals will end you for looking at them wrong.

A white tailed doe with her fawn and yearling.

I absolutely loved watching them grow over the years. Unfortunately the young buck in this photo was struck by truck and passed.

February 18th.

I had cereal. Half a hot pocket and spinach salad. Some soup I made and peaches for dessert. Then for snack. I had a grain bar and raspberry lemonade.

I just wanted to wish everyone a happy Valentine's day. Even if you don't have a Valentine this year, you're still wonderfully beautiful in your own way.

Thank you for the supportive messages. They mean the world to me.

Your body deserves care, rest and love.

Your body deserves care, rest and love.

Your body deserves care, rest and love.

Your body deserves care, rest and love.

Your body deserves care, rest and love!! Let's not forget how much our body fights for to keep us alive everyday, even when we're abusing and neglecting it. Even when we punish ourselves, our body is still there and alive; breathing and continuing to live. Because what it wants is not punishment, but to keep going on, survive & live.

I made pancakes, ham and steamed eggs for breakfast. I walk to my local store and bought a dollar sparkling water. And finally I can home and make some white bread.

I also met the cutest German Shepherd/Husky mutt; his name was Buddy

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Some of my absolute favorite photos.