At A Tech Rehearsal Rn, Going Through Old Fic Folders To Pass Time, And I Found That Like Two Years Ago

they have universal healthcare on afterforge

Br'aad got his top surgery done at ye olde Claires, Redd got his done by a sketchy guy in some random back alley, and Mountain did his himself

and Velrisa transitioned normally

br’aad vengolor is a manic pixie dream girl in the sense that i think if he had prolonged exposure to any particularly evil character who did not want to kill him he could probably fix them.

btw you cannot tell me fated split up after the campaign i dont give a fuck what grizzlyplays says. it didnt actually end anyway. i do what i want

this is also why they’re so gayjts like a les miserables thing

The Bizly trope is GRIEF and a deeply internalised self-hatred.

There is either s gaping wound in their chest where a loved one was violently torn from their heart. OR a belief that they are something undeserving of love because destruction is all that they leave in their wake.

Volatile, lonely people in a world of glass that cuts deep.

kevin’s doing well by the way i did his laundry yesterday and he has a phone now. hope things continue to go well for him

im gonna start a charity that will pair every “i hate small talk, tell me something deep” man with a homeless or elderly person who doesn’t often get a chance to talk with people. them mfs do not mess around. today a man told me that i had received 11 thousand blessings in the span of my lifetime without knowing my fucking name. and do you wanna know what? kevin was right. i have.

my bone to pick with the fated campaign (along with all of the better things to be mad about) is that it’s canonically like 1770 according to J*red.

My Good Bitch. what do YOU think the 1770s looked like. Because I think you just picked an era at random and landed on the end of ROCOCO. which is not how anyone was fucking dressed in that dumbass campaign.

who wanna read a play i wrote its real sad and horrible and i wrote it in six hours and it’s perfect and divine

this crosses my blog today of all days,,,, as i begin my annual autumn rewatch….

Rewatching jrwi the fated cause it's been a few years. I miss the absolute chaos that was the first video.

bro i didnt expect to find u on tumblr but omggg ur fics are so great!!! i remember first reading little green apples and it fr had me in a chokehold i HAD to read it all in one night!!! romance literally isnt generally my first pick for reading but the plot, worldbuilding, and imagery was just so vivid and rich, it kept my interest until i actually got invested into the romance :D also ngl that fic was prolly the first time ive ever seen polyamory depicted in such a sweet and thoughtful way

but gawddd finally reading the ending of OP&J was so satisfying and i rlly enjoyed seeing ur writing style develop throughout the years!!

anyways all this to say u have a real one of a kind writing skill, idk what ur gonna write next but i rlly hope u have fun with it :D

oh my god this is so nice?????? i’m so glad you enjoyed them both!!!!!! honestly the biggest draw for me when i was writing green apples was trying to figure out symbolism details, and balancing metaphors and stuff? (im such a sucker for symbolism and im so glad i got to write it all because it super helped me progress ngl)

i wrote green apples after i wrote op&j, and it was my first ever romance, so the whole plot/worldbuilding over romance thing makes sense- that’s how i approached it too!

i seem to have a thing for spree writing, because i tossed OP&J out in the span of a month (may 2021) but it took me ages to edit it (and consequently, my editing reflected the change in my style lol)

but all this rambling to say: i am so glad you liked it!!! i am so glad you enjoyed them both and i hope whatever comes next you enjoy that too!!! thank you so much for the ask!!! (and all the compliments :)))))) )

i got two genres of comment responses on my fics it seems

“thabk u smm!!!! imm so glad u liked! ty-ty 4 the kudos!”

and

“anger is more comfortable than fear, in that way, because it washes away all insecurity; becoming a boiling, red-hot tide. ‘i am right and you are wrong’ is comforting to say, especially for children, who rarely get to be right in a world of grown-ups… that i’m-right-you’re-wrong sentiment quickly becomes: “i am better and you are lesser. i am normal and you are the freak. i deserve more, and you deserve less.” and the kids act that way with impunity, because their guardians never provide correction to that instinct and behavior path… because they’re just as scared.”