This Crosses My Blog Today Of All Days,,,, As I Begin My Annual Autumn Rewatch….

this is also why they’re so gayjts like a les miserables thing

The Bizly trope is GRIEF and a deeply internalised self-hatred.

There is either s gaping wound in their chest where a loved one was violently torn from their heart. OR a belief that they are something undeserving of love because destruction is all that they leave in their wake.

Volatile, lonely people in a world of glass that cuts deep.

…….thinking about starting Fated but my god the amount of posts I’ve seen that talks about how many slurs are in there scares me

CALLING ALL GAY PEOPLE AND JRWI BITCHES

thinks about how people talk about pcos and starts doing this

there is such an inherent rage in being queer. not by choice but because other people’s rage is inflicted upon you. and it’s so hard. and i’m so tired. i work twice as hard to achieve half as much decency, which should not be something i can achieve it should be given freely, and no stupid sticker will ever truly encapsulate the immense rage in me, the anger. if i play by the rules and lay down and take it, i betray myself and my community. if i stand against it, i am demonized and harassed and painted as though that is the natural state of a queer person, instead of the truth: i am a response. i am a response to every injustice that has ever been delivered to me. the whole thing is going to make me scream.

heartbreaking: woman in coolest jeans anyone’s ever seen is wearing a back the blue hoodie

want to be clear that if i ever talk about a headcanon and then later discuss a headcanon that is directly contradictory to the first one, that’s because headcanons exist in a quantum state where they are all simultaneously true and not true up until the point where i discuss it in detail, in which case that is the one that is true in that instance. schroedinger’s headcanons

hey does anyone want to bleed out in my arms it has to be weird

HOLY SHITTTTTT

hi sorry this is completely unprovoked but. i have been in love with ur fated art????? if you feel like it i think ur style would work really well for ugarth because i feel like i only see him drawn harshly and i don’t think that’s very him yk???? anyway! love your stuff, thanks for considering. heart emoji. what have you.

hi thank you so much oh my gosh???? i feel so honored!!! i love ugarth i gotta think ab him more. i gave him a shirt and shawl because i hc the wharf to be cold so Layers!!!!!!! hope u enjoy the doodles w/ sylnan :-)

finish my finals? no. i will be writing condemned podcast fanfiction.