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Ebony Dark’ness, you will always be famous to me

19 is such an unromantic age for spring. in winter it’s all well and good, it serves like an overcoat and scarf. it coats all embarrassment about who you are in a thick layer of frost and ennui- so what if i’m boring. winter serves as a modifier to the shame of being boring while young. it’s winter, i’m 19, light my cigarette about it. but in spring? and, god forbid, summer? it seems almost chaste, as a number. to be 18 in summer was monumental, a symbol of incredible, defining freedom, a maidenhead and a maiden voyage all at once, even if i knew as i was 18 that it was humiliating to be 18. but 19? in spring? that winter ennui is remaining even now that the frosts are melting. how horrifically embarrassing it is to be 19 in spring! hustler and virgin all in one. i don’t even like good music.

NEW CHAPTER

haters are mad that I can find a way to jack off to Nine Inch Nails lyrics alone 

i love bra’ad so much because in all the dnd i’ve played/watched/etc no character has ever captured gay panic so effectively.

while we’re talking about Charlie’s propensity for gay roleplay, here’s one of my favorite Br’aad moments.

come get y’all soup-

new chapter of the orphanage au is up in honor of me escaping containment in finals

so true fr

happy first of june everyone :-)

writing (bad start) american psycho (plot twist) fanfic (familiar ending)

i wanna talk about the fated what are ur thoughts on br’aad and cedric and also what are your thoughts on the complications of br’aaxi with oriana in the picture.

hey guys who wants to talk abt the fated, send me anything I miss them, asks r open. headcanons, silly thoughts, even writing requests if I get the time and motivation to work on em. I'll even explain things if you havent watched like literaly ask anything. I'm like halfway fixated on them and I need to think abt them