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We are being killed
We are being slaughtered
We are being torn apart
We are being buried alive
We are being buried
We are being displaced
We are starving
We are being detained
We are being tortured
We are being burned
Whoever watches everything from above will never be affected by what's below.
We are the ones whose heads are being cut off.
We die slowly and no one moves a finger. here
bit of a vent cuz i can say whatever i want, cuz i have free will and you do too which means you dont gotta read it if ya dont wanna. this is cuz i need to voice it, itll be good for me
i got work this weekend and im dreading it, love what i do(i work at the super 8 hotel in my town as housekeeping) dont get me wrong and im only a few weeks in and i only work every other weekend so i need to give myself a break but its tiring. my feet hurt and are numb by the time im done(work hours are 9am to whenever you finish all youre rooms), im not fast enough either. i only ever have 11-12 room and i always have like 7-8 left after lunch at 12-12:25, the other people there help me when they all finish and its embarrassing. like ik theyve all been there longer than me and are better but is just...i dunno it just overwhelms me that im not fast enough. i do everything else perfectly and the head house keeper says that all the time shes always telling me how good im doing and how proud she is and is just makes me feel worse about the fact that im not fast enough. i do my best to be as quick as possible, i drink a monster every time and i dont take bathroom breaks until lunch, im even thinking of straight up skipping lunch all together just so i get done in time. i cant quit cuz my sibling just did(wasnt for them) and i dont want them to think that thats why. its also the only way i can pay for stuff on my own, i have to be financially independent cuz i aint very trustin of my mom. i just....i dunno what to do cuz last time i left i cried cuz i was just so overwhelmed. but thats all, i love it and im good at it so i duuno whats wrong with me. i just think my like autism or smth is "flaring up" cuz its a new thing and its really changed my schedule, but other than that i dunno whats up with me
torture myself or torture myself? tough choice
flirting by asking if you wanna see my autopsy scars
The fearmongering around medical transition for transmascs will never not be upsetting to me.
“you’re gonna look ugly as a man” “but you’re such a pretty girl, don’t change that” Wrong. You will look different after T, but you will look happy. You will probably grow hair and gain weight and look pretty different, and none of that is bad or makes you less desirable. You are going to look like you and that’s all that matters.
“T makes you angry” “you’re gonna be a scary man i won’t feel safe around you” Wrong. Testosterone does not “make” you angry. Messing with your hormones will mess with your emotions for sure, but you will not immediately become some scary predator when you start T. Being a man/masculine does not make you a threat, a predator, or inherently angry. That’s radfem shit.
“bottom growth is gross” “no one will want you with bottom growth” Wrong. Bottom growth is cool and a LOT of guys end up loving theirs a lot more than they thought they would. For a lot of people it is a desirable trait, there are people who find bottom growth hot and attractive. And! If you’re sure you don’t want it there’s things you can do to work around that, just talk to your provider.
“bottom surgery is super painful and not worth it” First off, call it phalloplasty, because that’s what you’re talking about. Second, yes it’s painful, it’s surgery. There are risks to it and complications can happen, but that’s true of any surgery. Phallo might not be for you, but it is life saving care for other folks. It is beautiful and should be talked about as life saving care and not as some afterthought thing that no one actually does.
Being transmasculine is a beautiful thing. Transitioning medically is not something every trans person wants, but if you notice yourself holding back for the reasons i’ve listed above (or similar) maybe reconsider.
My partners friend went missing if you all could signal boost this!
the biggest scam tumblr pulls is all the people who come here convinced they want to be tumblr famous
People I met for a few moments that live in my head forever.
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