I Feel So Fucking Guilty Why Can I Never Do Anything Right

Mixing alcohol with meds will never not feel good

I have the feeling i lowkey got subtly called schizophrenic

I think aknowledging i need help is a big step.

Will i accept it tho? Who fucking knows

Putting this here in case Forest decides to spy what i have to say again

Do not do any of the stuff i talk about guys

Grieving the man i could've easily been if only my brain would've developped normally<<<<<

No jonah you can't smoke weed we don't OWN weed

Alcohol is cool but have you ever had a feeling of control over yourself? Me neither, pass the bottle

Why do feelings hurt so bad

They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.

I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen

I don't really think i deserve all of this love, still trying to fight with my brain