Why Does Forest Keep Hiding My Blades (rethoric Question)

I love love love nicotine

Is this what guilt feels like. Why. Why does it hurt so bad. Why does it feel like drowning

Okay my brain is interpreting loving myself in a weird way but whatever keeps me going ig

We are NOT splitting a guy about it

Making crepes cause apparently suicide is wrong 😑

They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.

I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen

I wish syshopping was real so that i could chose some random problematic system to hop into and then kill myself

"i have a feeling you don't have multiple personalities" MF SCIENCE IS BASED ON FACTS NOT FEELINGS

Ntm mpd isn't even the right name anymore

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Not sure how much longer i can keep on going

I think aknowledging i need help is a big step.

Will i accept it tho? Who fucking knows