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i ship her w louisa...(another character...theyre my silly lesbians💗 t4t theyre both transfem in my eyes)

Would it be wrong to say atsulucy pmo? 😇

NOT RLLY. I KIND OF LIKE IT?? IDK ITS NOT MY FAVORITE BUT I JS CANT BRING MYSELF TO RLLY LOVE IT...

maybe its bc its a....h-heterosexual...ship...😢🥀😭

How do u feel abt tgirl gumi? :3

YESYESYESYEYAYEYAYES EYESYEYSYESYEYSYESYEYSYEYSYSYESSSSSSSSSSS

this is why i hate fahggots

bro i like bsd wan but i'll never understand why dazai deadass started giving kunikida backshots. what was the thought process they had when adding this scene in there and if hes not giving him backshots then what the hell is he doing🥀

i love alex g songs they make me feel comforted ykwim

headphones at 10% 🥀

does anybody else like...pay rlly close attention to how ppl type? i'll notice the way people type at certain hours of the day, the emojis they use, their use of punctuation or lower case and upper case letters, and js all that other stuff. but when they start typing in a slightly different way whenever they talk to me, i get worried. i get scared that maybe they dont like me anymore. i'll compare how they type now to how they typed a few weeks ago and notice the difference, i'll compare how they talk to me and how they talk to other people and notice the difference. if they regularly use emojis or smth and they stop using emojis and they use more lowercase letters than usual, i get scared. did i do smth that bothered them? r they just tired? did my responses make them feel uncomfortable? did smth else happen? maybe theyre upset for a different reason. idk but i js really overthink it

"bro the way u eat isnt normal i think you have binge eating disor-"

Me because not having proper friends until 6th grade did actually affect my ability to talk to others

"we need more SA representation " but then when we do get representation ppl dont take it seriously..

bsd fandoms pmo so bad bc a character will literally be SA'd and its so obvious but they dont care. junichirou was literally SA'd by naomi, yet ppl say "but he didnt stop her" DID YOU KNOW THAT PPL WHO GET SA'd OFTEN DONT EVEN RLLY TRY TO PREVENT IT BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY A TRAUMATZIING EVENT. THEY GET SCARED TO PREVENT IT. SAME WITH THE DAZAI AND THE NURSE SCENE. "i wish i was the nurse!!" "i cant believe dazai fucked a nurse for a phone!!" NO????? IF A NURSE DOES SMTH SEXUAL WITH A PATIENT, THATS ILLEGAL!! PLUS, DAZAI HAD SOME SORT OF MEDICINE IN HIS SYSTEM IF IM NOT MISTAKEN SINCE HE WAS LITERALLY THE IN HOSPITAL SO THAT MADE IT EASIER FOR HIM TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF!!!!! THE NURSE SA'D HIM!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏

And I am disheartened; my past’s confused piled-up memories, no way to disentangle them, irritated; some day, to the tangibility of my head’s burdens I will entrust my body, I will entrust my heart.

Not saying anything this evening, nape bared to the wind, looking up at the waving, thick, dark fig tree’s crown. I try as hard as I can to love something I don’t know.

- Nakahara Chūya, “Fig Leaves” from The Poems of Nakahara Chūya