And I am disheartened; my past’s confused piled-up memories, no way to disentangle them, irritated; some day, to the tangibility of my head’s burdens I will entrust my body, I will entrust my heart.
Not saying anything this evening, nape bared to the wind, looking up at the waving, thick, dark fig tree’s crown. I try as hard as I can to love something I don’t know.
- Nakahara Chūya, “Fig Leaves” from The Poems of Nakahara Chūya
"its not good representation!!" BECAUSE YOU DONT TAKE A MINUTE TO THINK ABOUT IT AND ANALYZE IT YOU DONT EVEN TRY TO
bsd fandoms pmo so bad bc a character will literally be SA'd and its so obvious but they dont care. junichirou was literally SA'd by naomi, yet ppl say "but he didnt stop her" DID YOU KNOW THAT PPL WHO GET SA'd OFTEN DONT EVEN RLLY TRY TO PREVENT IT BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY A TRAUMATZIING EVENT. THEY GET SCARED TO PREVENT IT. SAME WITH THE DAZAI AND THE NURSE SCENE. "i wish i was the nurse!!" "i cant believe dazai fucked a nurse for a phone!!" NO????? IF A NURSE DOES SMTH SEXUAL WITH A PATIENT, THATS ILLEGAL!! PLUS, DAZAI HAD SOME SORT OF MEDICINE IN HIS SYSTEM IF IM NOT MISTAKEN SINCE HE WAS LITERALLY THE IN HOSPITAL SO THAT MADE IT EASIER FOR HIM TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF!!!!! THE NURSE SA'D HIM!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏
lucy is homeofobic
Would it be wrong to say atsulucy pmo? 😇
NOT RLLY. I KIND OF LIKE IT?? IDK ITS NOT MY FAVORITE BUT I JS CANT BRING MYSELF TO RLLY LOVE IT...
maybe its bc its a....h-heterosexual...ship...😢🥀😭
HOLY SHIT WAIT UR RIGHT..
Would it be wrong to say atsulucy pmo? 😇
NOT RLLY. I KIND OF LIKE IT?? IDK ITS NOT MY FAVORITE BUT I JS CANT BRING MYSELF TO RLLY LOVE IT...
maybe its bc its a....h-heterosexual...ship...😢🥀😭
this is why i hate fahggots
bro i like bsd wan but i'll never understand why dazai deadass started giving kunikida backshots. what was the thought process they had when adding this scene in there and if hes not giving him backshots then what the hell is he doing🥀
made yet another unnecessary oc.
its a zombie.
i have too many ocs idk what to do with them🥀
i was gonna use this art as my pfp on here , but i don ' t want to anymore :p
( again , @ in the picture is my twt ) (however i never posted this on twitter/x so idk why i added my @)
i do this all the time what the fuck do you mean its a disorder
i just got new pants for my birthday (pajama pantss) and they already have two big holes in them on both sides of the fabric dawg what happened 😭🙏
(also drawn human heart but its not that good)
beast dazai
dangerously yours mentioned🥀 (rudolph rlly reminds me of beastdazai..)
put myself through agonizing pain (not rlly) just to make this drawing ppl better like it
my mom told me that about 20 years ago my grandma would go to the casino every weekend with her sisters and she would leave my dad and his siblings by themselves (they were like 8-11) and on those weekends when my mom would go visit my dad she would ask "wheres your mom?" and my dad would say "shes gambling again" and when my mom and dad when to the casino together they went there free bc my grandma had won so many points 💀