heeeyyy im saying this bcccc why not but to all my moots, I would fucking looove to be besties but I'm to shy to fill ur ask box soooo if I randomly start doing that I'm picking up my courage <3
Do you like enemies to lovers because its cool or do you like enemies to lovers because you see yourself as unlovable/unworthy of love so you like the idea of someone seeing the worst in you right away but still falling in love with you anyways
hey so ow
James,
I thought I had done right by you, you know? I hated myself for the pain I caused you but I was willing to bear that memory alone if it meant that you could live your life without the burden of the time you spent with me. It had worked for some time and if I could control it, it would work forever. You would never think of anything more than Sirius’ Death Eater brother when you heard the name Regulus Black. I’m sorry, James, I’m so sorry.
Part of me always knew that I would die young. Whenever I tried to picture the future, I could never see myself with one. I always have to be right, don’t I? Except I was so wrong about so many things. I was wrong about the Dark Lord and you were right. I discovered something evil, James—something beyond what any of us could comprehend. He could never be defeated as long as this evil existed and I have to die to make sure we can get rid of it. I have to die and if you’re reading this, if you remember me, baby, then I’m already gone.
I know it’s not fair. I’ve done things you’ll never forgive me for, and things I don’t forgive myself for, either. I hope you don’t love me again but I know you. I know you can’t stop yourself and I wanted to give you something. I love you, too, and I never stopped. I face death in the hope that you live the life you deserve. If the Dark Lord goes away, you can have everything you wanted, James. I hope your son grows up safe and loved, free of this war, and that you’ll be there with him every step of the way. I won’t say I regret obliviating you but I am sorry that it came to that. I’m sorry about so much that I fear this piece of parchment will sizzle and waste away if I tried to pour it all on it. I’m sorry that you remember now. I couldn’t stop it. I had to die, and I am dead now.
I didn’t live very long, after all, but I want you to know that in whatever time I did get, you gave me love that was bigger than me. The kind that people never seem to find, and I was the fool who gave it up for two years of misery and eventual death.
The what ifs of our situation are hauntingly beautiful but I hope your reality will be even more so. I want nothing but the best for you, with or without me.
Yours always,
R.A.B.
not be cackling over here
Evan: (Huffs and runs a hand across his face) I don't know what to do Reg! He keeps flirting with me like it's nothing, but..
Regulus: (Puts his book down and looks at Evan fully) But you want it to be something?
Evan: (Sighs) Exactly...
Regulus: (Props his head on his hand) Flirt back then
Evan: (Evan looks at him incredulously) You're fucking with me
Regulus: (Returns the look) Nope, now go
Evan: . . . . . .
Evan: (Groaned and begrudgingly stood) Fine, but I'm blaming you if this goes to shit
Regulus: (Smirked and followed Evan to the common room) We'll see about that
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Barty: (Smirks mischievously as Evan walks in with Reg following) Fuck, Ev, you're looking hot in those clothes
Evan: (With a straight face) Boiling actually, s'why I wouldn't mind if you took them off of me
Barty: (Goes bright red and tries to respond with equal flirtatiousness but fails miserably so he just sips his drink shakily)
Dorcas: (Grins and chuckles softly) Merlin, Ev, I think you've broken Barty
Evan: (Smirks ever so slightly) Hmm, I bet I could fix him in one night with me
Barty: (Chokes on his drink and goes a darker shade of red if possible)
Regulus: (Walks past Evan and whispers as he goes) Told you so
he would..
regulus black would be that one mf who could speak your native language better than you
HA good luck to my future self when I go to sleep bc I just had 2 ice creams and 7 juice boxessss bitch
"youre hesitating, love" but its James to regulus as he walks down the aisle
ngl when they make him possessive and jealous I start giggling
I love when people make James mean. Like yes there's my arrogant, cocky, self absorbed son of a bitch. my darling boy. I love him.
Please don't leave me alone, bc then my thoughts will take over and best believe I will carry thru with them intrusive ones
AND MAKE IT FREE TOO I DIDNT ASK TO BE A GIRL NOR START MENSTRUATING AT 12
NO I AM SORRY IT IS 2025 PUT PADS AND TAMPONS IN ALL YOUR GODDAMN PUBLIC BATHROOMS
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere-- Chappell Roan my beloved
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