21, he/they, ace- not very interesting and rarely post(let alone anything good)
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Rewatched Firebringer and damn, Zazz and J-mills are married , fuck off with your "facts"
"Cause you are the part of me that makes me better wherever I go... so I will try not to cry, but no one needs to say goodbye---!"
"BACK TO WITCHES AND WIZARDS AND MAGICAL BEASTS!
TO GOBLINS AND GHOSTS AND TO MAGICAL FEASTS!
ITS ALL THAT I LOVE, AND ITS ALL THAT I NEED; AT HOGWARTS, HOGWARTS!
BACK TO SPELLS AND ENCHANTMENTS,TO POTIONS AND FRIENDS,
TO GRYFFINDOR, HUFFLEPUFF, RAVENCLAW, SLTHERIN!
BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE OUR STORY BEGINS!
AT HOGWARTS
HOGWARTS!"
So I made two -very unoriginal- characters named Dev and Angie.
Angie is an angel that's perpetually tired and couldn't give less of a fuck about following rules and just kinda, randomly does miracles for no fucking reason other then they felt like it.
And then Dev is a demon that's always pissed, but that's because they're a stickler for rules and wants to get their wings back by teaming up with Angie.
Cue hijinks.
I love it when I doodle-vomit because it makes me draw really simply which leads to some easily drawn OCs and really nice, if quick, doodles that look really good.
It's kinda like how, if you have to do something quickly, you get really sloppy but really focused, too. Which means: you only add what needs to be added.
When you don't draw for about a week, you end up just doodle-vomiting all over your paper. Which is how a lot of my many OCs came to be, ngl.
I really really really wanna be the person that always says "goodbye" before you leave and "I love you" before you can hang up on me.
Because I really really really wanna be someone that likes me.
And I really really really like people that get exited over little things and attached to fleeting things and in love with wild things.
So I really really really wanna be just like that.
But it's really really hard
When it makes me really really tired
And really really sad
And really really really craving some quiet.
But I'll still do it.
Because I really really really wanna learn to be somebody that likes me a lot.
Dude. Get out of the sink, you have a bed.
Dude?
Dude
Some uhh, mcfucking doots of myself being lazy Enjoy, ya fucks
Me lzy AF
He looks so comfy for an animal that's sleeping on a bookcase.
When me and my sister's(I'm the youngest) were little, our mom loved to tickle us and the only way to make her stop was to hit her somehow, (preferably hard enough leave a bruise since she'd avoid you long enough for you to run to the nearest room with a door and lock yourself in)
Now, whenever anyone touches me, ever, I have to fight the urge to beat the shit out them.
I am completely aware that that's fucked up.
My reaction, not what my mom did.
Although I fucking hate being touched and I especially cannot fucking stand being tickled.
Who needs fight, flight, or freeze when you can just want to kill anyone you accidentally brushes you as they pass by??? - my brain
Finally redownloaded Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp, since I've already gotten back into playing New Leaf😁🐢
I still panic
When you come back
Each time
I think
You're going to do it
Again
And I panic
Because you'll blame me
And I'm scared
That you'll be right
This time
I wish
I didn't think of you
Anymore
And I hope
That I stop
Thinking
Of that night
Because I'm so scared
That you'll do it
Again
And I won't be able
To stop you
That way I did
Last time
Because
It wasn't my fault
And I hate it when
You blame me
For not coming back
When I'm scared
That it'll happen again
If I came back
Like how you want me too
I'm scared
That you wont
Come back anymore
A and I'd rather
Have you hate me
From a distance
As someone
I don't feel
Responsible for
Anymore
Because
You make it my fault
And I
Convence myself
That you're right
And I
Forget
That you're not
Scared of the same
Things as I am
Because you love to blame me
And was never really my fault
Stop scaring me
I'm not coming back
I don't want that night
To happen again
So stop
Making it my fault
I left all this
Behind me
And I gave up
When
There was nothing
I could do
For you anymore
I'm sorry
I'm not enough
And
I'm sorry
That
I
Never
Was
Aaaaaaaah, I used up 4 pages of my journal last next while feeling shitty.
Regrrrrreeeeeettt thaaaaaaat sooooo muuuuuccchhhhh, uggggghhhhhhhhhhh
Whatever,, though, because scribbling mimicked scratching, so I did that instead, scribbling, I mean.
The cutest sleeping face on Earth. Hes sleeping on books but he seems comfy enough.
No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
It wasn't my fault
It wasn't my fault
It wasn't my fault
I'm sorry
Some goodish pictures of a v handsome boi, whom I love💕
My dad and I have been listening to Slade and Quiet Riot with my 2 year old nephew.
Elijah(my nephew) just FELL ASLEEP while listening to "Bang Your Head(Metal Health)".
Eli, dude, how the fuck???
I love him,,,,,,,,,,,,sm💕 Like,,,,,,he's just so beautiful and I love
I didn't want to get rid of the stretch so instead I struggled with using lineart pens and markers on fucking wax paper. Never again.
Earlier today I had an appointment with a psychiatrist that works for my therapist. The appointment lasted 2 hours, at the end of which he gave me a prescription for Prozac, which I've decided to start tomorrow.
I know from experience that dying your hair with kool-aid is great if you want really bright hair until the end of time sooo... I've been thinking about dyeing my hair a rainbow, which would be awesome and I really wanna do it!
TL;DR: I'm going to start Prozac tomorrow and I wanna dye my hair a rainbow using kool-aid.
Pidgeon Florhavien, Daisy Corivia, and Simon Arachnie; The Info Trio! Pidge is a total sci-fi nerd that loves aliens, Daisy is a bit of a slut but shes really sweet, and Simon just never has any fucks to give. All are my OCs, and I love them(even though they’re all total disasters, lol)
Allistar, my son, my boi, is getting some fukin lineart! Not crazy happy with it, but still happy!🐢
She is so fucking cute and she /bakes/.
Like holy shit, she's so cute, I want her and Takeo-kun to get married and be happy forever because they deserve it, goddamn it!
Just kidding, the first session of teen group is tomorrow and I wanna make some friendos
Thanks to @brozkiie for the A++ name! Ily!
Ummm... New oc, as if I don't already have too many, lol He seems like a total bitch but is actually just a mouthy, little, spoiled brat that could destroy your entire life if he wanted to(as if that's better than just being a bitch). Anyways, I love him. Does anyone have any name ideas? Anything snake- or royal-like should work.