they have broken the person that i am
no matter what i do, i'll never be the same
i have only wanted happiness, something that'll last
something that'll prove i'm more than my past
i know that my soul have flown today
and i'm more alone that i'll admit to say
i even have lost that little smile within me
i'm nothing but a worthless broken machinery
i hope someday they would see
the creature we turned me to be
but i know that it's too late now
for the human inside me have taken its last bow.
-D.G. Gir// 04/06/2018
I'd close my eyes and I'll still see you
Behind my eyelids, in the places only we knew
I want to run to you, but I am frozen
How you could not see that I am broken?
And I know, I know you still love me
But you long to set yourself free
And though I wish to be your answer
You'd always be the fire I doused with water
And our fingers might touch, but our hands will never fit
We're fated to be strangers, walking in different sides of street.
I've swallowed my pride and spat my feelings out
Told you things no one cares to know about
You knocked down my walls and I stripped my armor
Opened the windows, welcomed you to my doors
We were happy, explored the rooms together
Built new ones, through the gardens we wander
Yet as I offer you a permanent place, you refuse
You're my story but I'm not your muse
Told me you were only having fun and passing through
A temporary shelter, until you find someplace better suited for you.
I was running when you found me
With my heart filled of thorns and your head crowned with daisies
In the field of dandelions we met
Your tired eyes looked at mine with regret
With petals in my hands, and yours filled with blood
We part ways, losing what we never have.
The way he talks,
The way he laughs
Is like music to my ears
The way he says my name,
The way he smiles
Take away all my fears
But as I think,
And fall asleep
While wiping away my tears
I know that I’ve fallen
For a man
Who won’t ever hold me near.
-jileeza
Hey, your poems are amazing and relatable
Thank you. This inspires me to keep writing. This means so much to me. Thank you. ☺️
You loved me.
I didn't.
I love you.
You don't.
We keep on missing each other. Can we meet somewhere in the middle someday?