Guess Who Customised Her Hot Water Bottle To Look Like P Chan !!! :3 If Anyone Wants To See Lmk !!

im fucking opening up and i cant stop it this is so embarrassing

my only goal in life is to be famous on jiraiblr

aaahh ty for the tag !! this was sm fun !! :3

me reveal ??! /j also added what i want to look like to !!

@cubibism @landmineboygirl @menheradahliaa @lilithdeathbed @sunny1sdead (/nf) nd anyone who wants to join !! <3

tag game!

Picrew

Fairy of Rose

Sunbeam @Sunbeam__x *출처 명시* 후 *트위터 내에서* 원형을 파괴하지 않는 한도 내 자유로운 사용 가능 유혈 파츠 있습니다. 2022.04.26 업데이트 : 배경, 배경데코, 장미데코, 속눈썹 수정, 옆머리/묶음머리 좌우분

things to note that might be useful:

Limited clothing options (two dresses)

Black skin color options, however there arent any curly hairstyles :(

Open tags!

my head hurts SO FUCKING BADDDD I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIEEE

Im not even crazy bruh! Im normal!!! Im normal trust!!!!

Am I lovable yet?

happy birthday ame !! ૮꒰ ˶• ᵕ •˶꒱ა not great with digital art so i just stuck to colouring in manga panels instead.. oh well

cant remember the last time i did digital art nd when i tried to give her a party hat i remembered why i dont draw digitally ૮꒰˶ - ˕ -꒱ა

rant time !!

i FUCKING HATE my bitchass friends. i can just TELL how much they couldnt even care about me. the only reason they are ever nice to me or even remotely PRETEND to give a fuck about me is when they want to copy my work. i went to sit with them for lunch and guess what ? they couldnt even be bothered to save me a seat, just so these 3 girls who NEVER eat with us could sit there. they gave me some fake ass apology which was so forced im not even joking. i feel like the girl im closest too doesnt even care about me either, none of them FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME. im sick of prentending to be happy around them and making sure theyre ok just for them to be like this.. im debating leaving them so they cant hurt me first. I CANT DO THIS SHIT IM SO FUCKING SICK OF ITTT.

and this one girl always gives me some half ass reason to quit when she sees my scars. "just stop !" AS IF THATS HOW IT FUCKING WORKSSS IM SO FUCKING DONE

i think im just going to put all my energy into doing well in school and give up with them. they dont even fucking want me so why should i care. ive tried so fucking hard to be friends with them and yet theyve barely cared in return.

and sometimes i feel like my best friend only sticks round now in hoped that i help him get with this girl.. i really cant do this anymore i have no friends and im so lonely i cant do this i really cant i might as well just wreck it all before they can

grieving the fact i used to be such a good student now i have to force myself to care..

(i fell asleep in class again)

pretending to be like THE jirai girls with their energy drinks with my can of diet coke ૮╥﹏╥ა