My Head Hurts SO FUCKING BADDDD I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIEEE

sometimes i wish i had a real diagnosis but that means admitting to my parents things never got better so i dont bother

I need to be pretty

I need to be pretty

I need to be pretty

I need to be pretty

I don’t care how much of an ass I become I need to be pretty

pretending to be like THE jirai girls with their energy drinks with my can of diet coke ૮╥﹏╥ა

i honestly dont know who i am.. i dont know if the person i am in front of people is even real. i dont even know how i really feel, who i really am, what i really act like

Im not even crazy bruh! Im normal!!! Im normal trust!!!!

my p chan hot water bottle !! just some felt nd fabric glue cuz i suck at sewing !!!!!!!!

i cant decide if i love my friends or not.. theyre either the best people ive ever met or the worst who hate me and think i should die

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

Ugh ffs we have enough kangel girls here

and now we have one more !!

just kidding ! cant you tell im an internet doll ? ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა

ugh im so exhausted even my friends noticed today.. kinda forget i gotta keep up this happy energetic persona i created for them.. im not sure how much longer i can do this

might just drink a shit load of coffee before school tomorrow nd pray it does something..