I DIDNT MEAN TO REBLOG WITH THAT ACCOUNT IM GONNA KMS ISTGGG

lord almighty-

SCALLS I WANNA HEAR YOU!!!!

I WANNA LISTEN AND I WANNA KNOW BECAUSE I DONT HAVE IT WORSE AND EVEN IF I DID YOURE STILL SUFFERING AND YOURE STILL MY SIBLING, I LOVE YOU AND I CARE ABOUT YOU SO PLEASE STOP APOLOGIZING FOR SIMPLY EXISTING BECAUSE YOUR EXISTENCE IS MORE THAN WANTED, WE NEED YOU <33

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

COMFORT SHOW MY BELOVED

updated list of concern? (At this point we are past 10)

10 for everyone except mites, Ollie, and curly

Mites 5

Ollie 7

Curly 8.5

I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to bother you I’ll stop I’m sorry I’ll fix it I promise

NO WAYYY HES GONNA HELP ME STAY ON SCHEDULE WITH MEALS AND PURGING RAHHHHHHH

sorry can we talk in DMs abt it?

I’m disgusted. What the actual fuck.

I wanna but I suck at drawing I hate this I used to be way better

Have always related to being a fallen angel, who wants to see me make a fallen angel sona??? :3

Fun fact! Narcissist is a medical term, and is a serious mental health condition that people genuinely struggle with. If you use that word synonymously with “manipulative,” “abuser,” or “asshole” - you are part of the problem!

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

had a crashout and soda blog got deleted.. again

I'm so unloveable

need bleed

there’s an artery right thereeee come onnnn hit ittttt

I'm sad lemme love you

I’m sorry dad I wanna cuddle with youuu <333