Sorry Can We Talk In DMs Abt It?

why are you sad I’m gonna die you were supposed to rejoice that I’m finally gonna be gone

had a crashout and soda blog got deleted.. again

I'm so unloveable

Goodnighttt

my negativity is making their life worse

im

today has been absolute shit

I’m gonna have to get rid of tumblr man

can you tell I’m pissed off

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

I’m so sorry man, they’re assholes, genuinely they are and you deserve so so sooo much better honey <33

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

On the question of ASPD and NPD I honestly wish the debate would be less about "you can have Bad Person Disorder without being a Bad Person actually" (true) and more so "why is there a Bad Person Disorder and what political purpose does it serve". Like the fact that we are literally and officially diagnosing people as Inherently Bad™️, usually due to trauma reactions, and treating them accordingly should elicit a lot more criticism than it does

Saw someone else do it so alter name & role list for the funsies

Starry (Alex/Elijah/stardust): our host, fronting most of the time

Little: obviously a little, bro is traumatized out of his mind

Thistle: protector, prosecutor, and a traumaholder aswell

Sunnee: caretaker

Spek: gay clown who yearns for his husband

Lurker: I have no notion about this guy he just lurks