Frauenherz

Illusion

Dreams are wishes a heart makes

Thats why we make so much mistakes

We dont create our dreams with the brain

Its like the chess game

If you play with your heart

Your round wont be a long part

If you want to stay in longer

You have to be stronger

Stop creating dreams just by heart

I know thats the worst part

But if you want them to be real one day

Its the power of edurance that has to stay

And the unrealistic shit has to go away

So go pack your stuff

Cause this journey will be rough

Thats why you need to be tough

You ask me what you will need ?

Yeah in first place your feet.

-B.I

I love it ! 🤍

the hardest quest of the day

is the journey to my bed.

the place where all my thoughts

go racing in my head.

.

lavender tea, a hint of honey,

my nightly calm routine.

bittersweet potion to aid the fight

with the demons that I keep.

.

climb in cold sheets, pen in hand

my notebook in my lap.

these words are my sword and shield.

attack, attack, attack.

-Ink Knight-

BL 2022

Reality Check

Hello again after a while

I know, such long absence is not my style

But i have so many struggles to deal with

I am praying for „its getting better“

to be no myth

So i packed up my warmest sweater

And wrote this letter

Its about feelings happy or sad

Its about the best i ever had

And all the times i got mad

Mad because i feel so empty

Like the nutella jar on day twenty

But no one is seeing

My loneliness and emptiness

Just how well i‘m being

How thin i‘m becoming

All the happiness

All the dm‘s incoming

I must be famous or something

I wish someone would look under this cover

If its my mother a brother or a lover

I just want it to be recognised

To be recognised that i‘m not doing well

and its a long way down i fell

To come for me, to love for me, to fight for me

and to never leave me

But the longer i wait the more i understand

That there will be no one coming

And it has to be me I’m counting

I have to come for me, love me, fight me, and

never ever leave me

Its like in Phantom of the Opera

„Learn to be lonely

Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you“

And i think thats true

-B.I

Point of view

So many men treating wo/men like shit

it feels like it doesn’t matter even a bit

But that isnt the bad thing about it

Its the matter of course thats the shit

Getting dickpicks without asking

Is the thing thats so blasting

Or be treated like a peace of meat

Doesn’t matter if you take a seat,

jump on the beat

or just stand on your feet.

They always find an opportunity

to catch a sight of your body heat.

Men thinking we cant see them gazing

They really think they are hazing

Their disrespect is just amazing.

Thinking we are dumb enough

To not recognise all the disgusting stuff.

Thats so unfair please remember that shit

Cause u wont be laughing about it

If that once happens to your kid

Never mind if daughter or son

They will be the burned one

It will stick to their memorys like a gum

I wonder what place you are from

there is nothing good you’ve ever done

And the world would be better when you’re gone

So go ask your mom

Where did this asshole behaviour come frome ?

What was the reason ?

Who’s fault

And what is this all about?

-B.I

Hi there B.I... I think you are an amazing person and I'm grateful for how you support me by liking my posts from day one. I enjoy your work and style of writing and hope to learn as much from you. You are an inspiration that we rise by raising others. I wish you all the best in your literary journey and thank you for your support.

Y‘all guys are crazyyyyy !!!! I love y‘all sooo freaking much. With out you all i would be nothing. My poems would still sleep in my notes and i would never feel so happy to touch people with my words. So thank youuuu for beeing so super nice and loving to me. For reading my poems and sharing and liking them. I worship every single one of you and i hope i can inspire you soon with new posts.! I have seen already some of you made an hastag with my name or reblog it and share your beautiful thoughts with me or continue the poem. That literally makes my day no matter how bad it was. Its beautiful to see how many beautiful and creative souls are able to be on one social media platform. So thank you for your nice words and thank you for creating such beautiful art and lovely vibes ! 🫶🤍🙏🫶🤍🙏

Lügen Labyrinth

Sommer sonne sonnenschein

Ich bin so verwirrt das kanns nicht sein

Ich will ans gute der welt glauben und meinem

instinkt vertrauen

Doch wie soll ich es durchschauen?

Bei So viel hass und von liebe kein hauch.

Aber wer sucht sich das schon aus

Es ist wie das Labyrinth und die maus

Du kommst aus dem ganzen nicht raus

Es scheint so als gäbe es einen weg

Und es kommt nur raus, wer den richtigen geht

Doch es gibt kein ende, keine lösung

Halt dich fest, schnall dich an, check die

sicherung

Denn das was ich dir jetzt sag bringt vielleicht

Verzweiflung

Die welt ist nicht fair

Ich weiss das ärgert sich sehr

Aber sie ist nicht korrekt

Und sie hilft dir nicht wenn du in der scheisse

steckst

Es gibt keine garantie

Und die liebe findest du villeicht nie

Aber sei dir eines gewiss

Es ist der glaube und der richtige biss

Der dich trägt durch all das leid

Und durch all die negative zeit.

Du fragst was ich damit mein ?

Ganz einfach, du sollst sein

Du selbst sein

Und fällst du in einen graben hinein

Dann buddel dich nicht noch weiter rein

Strebe nach dem besten in dir

Denn glaub mir…

Du bist das beste an dir.

-B.I

Wenn du deine größte Muse benennen müsstest, welche wäre es?

Cro und Genetikk. Ich lieebe wie gut ihre lines und ihre reime sind, wie sehr sie darauf achten dass der flow, die musik, die geschichte UND die reime zusammen passen is einfach nur bemerkenswert. Man muss echt viel talent haben um alles in einem zu schaffen. Ich hoffe ich kann des auch irgendwann einmal 🙏

Beispiele zum rein hören:

Genetikk: Vielleicht, Alles möglich & mal es in die wolken

Cro: Forest gump, high, hoch & kapitel 1

Für jeden der reinhört: sagt mir was ihr darüber denkt :)))

Thank you so much for liking my posts, I really appreciate that🥰💕& thanks for your reply too.. though it was hard to digest it first😅, but i think I really needed that. To love ourselves is something I’ve only read about till now😅but it’s just always confusing.. i mean i do all that self care n all of my own stuff🤔🤷‍♀️😕… but yeah, I do admit I don’t really have that mentality😅.. ‘To actually love myself the way I expect someone else would’ is something I need to look into. Like I really think you were right with that! I do think whenever/if i will be in a relationship, i do have a huge tendency to turn into someone clingy (if not by actions then thoughts🤔)..

Also yes😁, I went through your poems and read each of them😍they’re really well-written & relatable. I’m not much of a poet or a writer myself😅, but i can say.. I really enjoyed reading yours🙌😁n they do get the msg through!✨

Hey i just wanted to say that i am so touched by your message ! I am so happy i touched you with my words and that you understood that i meant it ally by heart and for your happiness. I hope you have started working on loving yourself more because you deserve to be loved !!!!! ❤️❤️

And thank you for all your kind and nice kompliments to my poems, its such a blessing when my work gets appreciated 🥰🙏🫶❤️

Keep on beeing such a beautiful person beeing and always protect but not prison your heart ❤️❤️❤️ (learned that from a beautiful person)

Hello, welcome and thanks for listening!

Its so hard to start such a thing

But i will give you the best i can bring.

I want to speak out loud

Everything I’m ashamed of and proud.

Never been easy to express real emotion

But if you give it a try, give me a try…

my words will hit you like a massive explosion.

So please keep reading my quotes

It will raise your inner fear and hidden hopes.

-B.I

Leidensweg

Wie kann man dem schmerz entgehen

Wie kann man nur das gute sehen

Wie kann man positiv bleiben

Und nur glückliche texte schreiben

Ich will es wissen ich will es können

Ich will alles furcht einflößende im Fegefeuer

verbrennen,

die guten Träume auswendig kennen

Und die Freudentränen in der Sanduhr fangen

Nur wie soll das gehen

Ich kanns weder sehen noch verstehen

Wärs nur so einfach wie rasenmähen

Die leute sagen das schaffst du schon das wird

schon gehen

Du hattest bis jetzt ja auch kein problem

So blind kann man nur sein ohne schmerz

Denn wenn der körper leidet, leidet auch das herz.

-B.I