Gif Source:  Wade

“I don't want to ruin you.”

Request: “I just read through all the sentence prompts and I struggled to choose but can you write no.29 for Steve? :D” - @grimes-v-negan

A/N: Okay so I had so much fun writing this one even though it took a while.  I’m really hoping you guys like it!

Warnings: Some Civil War spoilers and slight angst???

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader

“Hey Steve are you okay?” You said as you approached Steve who had a blank look on his face.

“No not really.”

You looked at him with a worried look upon your face.  “It’s about Bucky isn’t it?”

He nodded and frowned. “They’re coming after him and me.  I can’t let them get to him. He’s my best friend Y/N.  I just can’t watch them take him.”

“I know. I know. I just want you to know that I’m here for you.  I’m on your side.” You smiled.

“Thanks but the thing is this is most likely going to end up in a war amongst friends.” He paused and let out a sigh “I don’t want it that way and I don’t want you getting involved.” 

“Why?”

“Whenever there’s a war someone ends up getting hurt.”

“So what you’re saying is that  you don’t think I’m strong enough to handle this?”

“No, no.” He shook his head as he faced you. “It’s just that I-” He hesitated for a moment.

“You just what?” You asked a bit too aggressively.

He turned his face away from you and returned to staring out the window. “I don’t want to ruin you.  If you’re on my side you’re outside the law.  Your life could be over for you.”

“Steve listen to me.”  You placed your hand on his face so he could look at you. “I’m willing to fight for what I believe in and I’m willing follow you into battle.  We’re in this together.”

Steve sighed. “If you die its on me.”

“So? It’s my-”

Steve stopped you and removed your hand from his face. “ ‘So?’ What do you mean ‘so?’ You do realize how important you are?”

“Steve my life is a small price to pay if it means you win.”  You didn’t understand what Steve was getting worked up about.  He was always going on about fighting for what you believe in.

“You still don’t understand.”  You could slowly hear Steve’s voice tightening.  You had to admit you were also getting frustrated.

“So please tell me what I don’t understand.” You said disconcertedly.

“I-I-”

“Just say it already!’ You said with a sudden burst of annoyance.

“I love you!” Steve said loudly which sent shivers down your spine.  It also shocked you a bit to find out that he was in love with you.  You weren’t really sure how to respond but you definitely felt something for him too. You decided to take a step closer so your faces were only inches apart.  Your eyes met his.

“I love you too and that’s exactly why I’m always going to be right next-”

He didn’t even give you the chance to finish before he pressed his lips towards yours. The feeling of his warm lips brushing against yours felt so satisfying as if this was the moment you had always been waiting for.

Steve pulled away from the kiss that felt like forever. “I’m sorry.” He said with a cute smile that could make your heart melt.  “I just didn’t want to see you get hurt.”

“It’s okay as long as we take care of each other we’ll be alright.”

BABY LOVE

Bucky x reader. 

an: first bucky fanfic hope you like. first time writing smut be kind please. also love feed back.

Fluff and some smut.

summary: you and bucky are trying. you have had three miscarriages and feel like giving up. You find out your 3 months pregnant but wait a couple more months to tell bucky because you don’t want another heart break.

(NOT MY GIF)

You woke up screaming from pain and horror. You thought to yourself ‘not again. please not again.” As your husband carried you down to the car and rushed to the hospital. It had been your third miscarriage.You were angry and sad because you wanted a baby so badly and you knew how much your husband wanted one too. After the one before this one you talked to Bucky about adoption but Bucky would deny it every time. Not because he didn’t want to but because he knew how happy you were when you were pregnant. He hated seeing you so sad especially after the last miscarriage, all Bucky was doing was apologizing while you were at the hospital.

“I’m so sorry, Doll. I am so sorry.” he cried out.

“What are you sorry about Buck, this isn’t you fault it happens.” you whisper in his ear while running your hands through his hair.

“I am a monster. I did this. It’s Karman for all the bad things i have done. It is finally catching up to me. I am the reason for this. I am sorry baby. You don’t deserve this.” tears rolling down his face. 

“It’s Karma not Karman Buck and this isn’t that at all. My body just isn’t used to this yet, i guess.” you said frowning at him.

“You deserve better. You deserve the world. I don’t know why you let me love you but you do. I love you (Y/N) so much. We will have a baby and how do i know this because when i look at you i feel home and when there is home there is family.” he said wiping his tear and kissing your forehead. The doctor walked in. 

“Hello Mr. and Mrs. Barnes. So, today we found that the reason for this last miscarriage was caused by stress.” You couldn’t help but look down and cry. It was your fault, you did this, you killed your child. Bucky looked over and saw what was happening, he knew that look, he knew that guilty look. “We know that you have had two miscarriages before this. We think you were so stressed about losing this baby that your nerves got the better of you. This is not your fault. I want you to know that now. It happens to mothers a lot more often then you’d like to believe. We want you to take time for yourself and your husband. You need to relieve stress before trying again. So, NO SEX for a Month.”  

You couldn’t hear anything after the ‘CAUSED BY STRESS’ part but Bucky heard everything. You looked up and asked the doctor with tear filled eyes if you could go home. He nodded and released you. The ride home was quiet. You couldn’t look anywhere but out the passenger window. How were you suppose to look at your husband after finding out that you caused the miscarriage. How could he still love you after what you had done. You didn’t mean to but you did it. You to finally got home, he opened the car door for you but you just sat there staring at the floor. He picked you up and took you inside. He took you to the bedroom and laid you down on your bed. You just laid there hoping he would just walk out but of course not he wanted to hold you. He got in bed with you. At first you were facing him but you couldn’t stand it before he fully get  in and comfortable you turned your back to him. He didn’t say anything for fear of him saying something wrong. You fell fast asleep once you got warm enough from Bucky’s touch. When you woke up the next morning Bucky wasn’t in bed with you. You thought he was in the bathroom but he wasn’t. You were coming up with all these scenarios. The worst one was he left because he was disgusted by you. You rolled over and felt a paper. It was Bucks writing.

“Dear my beautiful (y/n),

 I love you. i love you more than anything in the world. I went out for the day to go talk to Fury and Tony to let them know that we will be unavailable for missions until we get through this. I know that you think this is your fault and you’re a monster. I want to tell you that you are the furthest thing from a monster,doll. You are the light in darkness, the stars at night, the extra in ordinary. You will never know how much you mean to me. You will never know how much I miss you when I am away. I know we both want a baby so bad but like you told me when i would have nightmares. We must stay patient. I will be with you til the end of the line. Through the good and the bad my love. I will see you soon. 

Love YOUR BUCKY.”

Your eyes were filled with tears some happy and some sad. While you were reading the note you remember more why you loved James. He knew you like the back of his hand. He loved you and you loved him more than both of you ever could explain. You got in the shower after to take time and think about what you wanted to do next. What was your’s and his next move. You finished up and two luggage bags were packed. You were a bit nervous as to why. When you walked into the kitchen there Bucky was making you lunch and dancing to his music. You couldn’t help but laugh. He slowly turned around with red filled cheeks.

“What’s so funny babe?” 

“Nothing. I was just wondering how you got woman to dance with you with those moves.” you bursted with laughter.

“I will show you how.” he said pulling you in to dance with him. You still couldn’t look at him for longer than five seconds. When you looked away he pulled you in tighter and whispered in your ear. 

“ You got my note right?” 

You don’t say a word to him just nod.

“Well when I went to talk to them they told me that we were due for a vacation.So, Tony suggested we go to his private Island for a few months. He said that we can stay for as long as we’d like and if you want the team to go visit they will go. Well if they weren’t on any missions.” 

“So that is why our bags are packed.”

“Yes my love.”

“I thought you were leaving me.” you joked because you knew he wouldn’t after you read the note. Looking at him before you move forward to kiss him.

“I could never leave you. Are you crazy. As much as you are a pain in my ass (y/n), you are the only one and only thing that keeps me from going insane.” he said smiling against your lips. 

It has been about five months since you left for your vacation with Bucky. You two haven’t done anything because you were still a little insecure about what happen. Although you will never forget it you have tried to move past it. The first month an a half on the island you would wake up in the middle of the night just like you did when you had your miscarriage. You had nightmares every night. Bucky would hold you tight every night when you would wake up screaming with tears flowing down your face. He would rub your back and use his fingers to brush your hair out of your face. Every night he would tell you how lucky he was to have someone like you in his life. During the next two months it would happen about two or three times a week. During the Fourth month you had only had two episodes. It was now about month five and you hadn’t had an episode for about  two an a half weeks. You felt confident and glad you finally got good sleep without worrying you would wake up like you would. 

You and Bucky were on the couch watching a movie. He wanted to watch Jaws but you were not having it. You hated sharks so you put on your best puppy dog face and asked to watch the notebook for about the millionth time. He couldn’t deny his best girl. So, there you were watching it. You turned to him and asked “Would you read to me our love story if that were me?” 

“Doll, i am pretty sure you would be reading to me because I would most likely forget before you would.” he chuckled 

“ I forgot you’re like what 200 years old?” you joked.

“Hey that’s just rude. i am 99 to be exact.” he said while tickling you. 

You were laid flat on the couch. He was hovering over you. You loved the way his hair fell when ever he was over you. You missed him. You missed the way he made you feel whenever you were under him. Before you could even think clearly. You pulled him down for a rough but passionate kiss. Sure these past five months you had make-out sessions but nothing to heated. You knew that the moment you kissed him it was end game. You wrapped you arms around his neck and your legs around his waist. He pulled you up so he could sit down and you  were straddling him. He pulled away which caused you to let out a small whine. 

“Baby, I think we should settle down because at the pace we are going i don’t know if i will be able to hold back.” he said looking into your eyes.

“I want you. No i need you James. I need you to love me like you used to. I need to feel you. please.”  The moment you called him James his pupils dilated, he knew you knew that he couldn’t get enough of the way you said his name. He didn’t say a word instead he leaned forward and kissed you the way he always kissed you. You were getting wetter by the second. You could feel his hard on through your cloth sex. You thought to yourself you were glad you decided to were one of his shirts tonight. You began to move your hips rubbing against his sweat pants which made both of you moan. He couldn’t take it. He hopped up carrying you to the room where he laid you flat on the bed as he removed his shirt and pants. You followed by removing your shirt.Well bucky’s shirt. You felt nervous but a good nervous. It felt like the same night you and Buckys first time. He looked at you with those lust filled eyes. He kissed your body covering every inch. He ripped off your bra. 

“Hey i liked that one.” You shouted.

“ Really because i prefer when you don’t have any bra on.” he said right before he took your breast into his mouth. You let out a small gasp of pleasure.He took his right hand and put it on your other breast rubbing and pulling your nipple. with his left hand it was slowly moving down towards your clit. His metal hand played with your folds before you pushed in one finger. Looking up at you through his eyelashes. 

“God (y/n) your so fucking wet baby.” he pushed in another finger causing you to moan his name. It only spurred him on. He moved faster and with every motion he hit your sweet spot. He knew you were about to cum so he pulled out. 

“ What the fuck James.” you said panting. 

“I want to feel you around me. I need you to feel yo around me.” 

You leaned forward and pulled him down for sloppy kisses. You lead your hand down to pull his boxers down. his member finally being free yo forgot how thick he was. You took a deep gulp before rubbing your hand up and down his shaft. You took your thumb on his head and rubbed his pre-cum all over. 

“fuuuuck.. ughh. shit. babe if you keep doing that i won’t be able to get inside you.”

You aligned him up to your entrance. He looked at you waiting for your approval before he slow entered. 

“ Fuck, (y/n) yur so fucking tight. oh my …. igghgh.” He waited a while to let you get use to him. He was taking to long. 

“Are you going to move or am I going to do all of the work?” 

“eager are we babe?” with that he moved at a slow pace picking up. with each thrust you were getting closer. No words were shared the only sounds were skin on skin contact and moans. You were close. He felt it so he reached down and rubbed your clit harshly. 

“ fuck James . I’m going to … ugh .. cum.”

“Go (Y/N) I am right behind you.” with that you released. your pussy clenched against his cock and that sent him over board. He dragged out your high for as long as you could before pulling out and running to the restroom to get a cloth. He cleaned you up. When he was done he laid next to you propped up on his  elbow. He kissed your forehead before snuggling and falling fast asleep. You were asleep for what it felt like a minute. You woke up with screaming from another nightmare but it wasn’t a miscarriage nightmare. in the nightmare Bucky had told you he didn’t love you anymore because you kept killing his children. He said he hated you and never wanted to see you again. You were crying so hard. It woke Bucky up. 

“Hey what is wrong Doll? another nightmare?” you nodded which made him pull you into a death grip cuddle. “It will get better baby. I love you, (y/n).” he said with his sexy morning voice.

You were about to tell him it wan’t a usual nightmare this one was different. You started to talk but was interrupted by his snored in your ear. For the next month you didn’t have a nightmare. You did get sick. You didn’t know why you were vomiting so much. It didn’t even dawn on you that you might be pregnant. The next two months were the same but those two months weren’t as bad as the first month. You were scared that you could really be sick so you went to call Tony. 

“Hey (y/n) what’s up?” 

“Hey, I was wondering if you guys could come down for the weekend I miss you guys it’s been too long.” 

“I know its been like two months since we last saw you both. We miss you. Not as much as Cap and Nat do. You guys are all thy ever talk about. Well anyways we should be free. i think everyone who is out on Missions come home tonight so we will probably be out there first thing tomorrow morning. Is that okay with you.”

“Yeah totally. Oh but two thing. I want to have a small party for bucky. His birthday was a dew days ago and no one was here and i know he says he doesn’t care. I know he does. So when you get here we are going to plan it and two make sure Natasha is coming. She didn’t come last time and I was very sad.” There was aloud knock on the door as you said that. You were a little nervous because Bucky was in the shower and you were not expecting anyone.

“Tony someone is here and I don’t know who it is and Bucky is in the shower. What should i do?” 

“Answer it. No one is going to be there that shouldn’t be.” he said calmly a little too calmly.

“Okay but stay on the line please.”

You walked up to the door and pulled it open to find all of the avengers at the front door. Your team was here, no your family was here. You missed them. They all came in one by one greeting you. You said hi to everyone but someone was missing. Nat.

“Where is Nat at?” You asked them all. 

“Fury called her for an mission and she couldn’t make it.” Sam said.

“Oh. uh. okay.” you said trying not to sound to bummed because everyone else was here. “Well ill be in the kitchen if you need me.” you said walking with your head down. You really wanted Nat to be there she is your best friend and you miss her so much.  

When you got into the kitchen someone was already in there you figured it was Bucky so you told him the guys were here. 

“Yeah, I know (y/n) i brought all of those little brats. “  It couldn’t be. They said she was a way for a mission, but you knew that voice anywhere. You looked up slowly and stared at her. 

“They said you were away at a mission.”

“come on you really fell for that. I had to see you. Last tie they came without me and i was bummed. Hey i don’t want to be mean but you gained some weight i thought you sad you were sick?” 

“i am i keep throwing up.” 

“Oh wait a moment. The throw up the weight. When was the last time you had your period?”

“like three months ago why? oh my god. do you think its possible? No i need to calm down it can’t be.”

“Have you taken a test? That is the only way to know for sure.” she said with a leaning motion

“I haven’t. Do you think there is one here. I don’t want to leave if we leave it will be suspicious. I have one in my bag. It was from the last time you .. uhh. you were pregnant.” 

You tried not to cry. You were holding tears back. “Go get it please. We need to know.” She was gone and back in less than a minute. Bucky was finally out of the shower so you asked if you a Nat could be alone for awhile because you needed to  ‘catch up’. He walked out of the bedroom and as soon as he did you ran into the bathroom to pee on the stick. Nat timed it five more second and you will see if whether or not you were pregnant. Times up you lift it up and there it read.

“ What does it say? “ Nat whispered.

“PREGNANT.” you mumbled before tears flowed down your cheeks. They were both happy and sad tears. Nat rushed to your side. 

“Hey look at me you need to stay calm alright just stay calm.” You nodded.

“Are you going to tell him?” 

“I can’t. I am barely three months i am guessing. I can’t lose this baby too. If i tell him he will want to help and it will only stress me out and i can’t have that Nat. i just can’t. I will tell him if i get further than 6 months. I can’t see him go through another heart break. I need to stay calm and relaxed for our child. He will be mad if he finds out but he will know i just wanted to keep our baby safe.” you said with tears rolling down your face.

“How do you expect to do that?” Nat asked.

Crap you hadn’t thought about how you would hid your belly or your glow. Let alone you cravings. It is going to be difficult but not impossible and you would do anything to protect your child.

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Peace in the Rain

Prompt - I saw this and found myself picturing T’Challa in the rain. So this is a little drabble where you are comforting T’Challa in the rain for my T’Challa feels. (630 Wds)

Pairing - T’Challa x Reader

Warnings - None

The sky looms above you, angry and weeping, it’s thick fat tears decorating your skin and seeping into your clothes. He stands at the edge of the balcony, looking over the waterfall. Walking up behind him, you wrap yourself around his bare waist, the hard ridges of his muscles are slick with the rain. He clasps a hand over yours, squeezing gently. 

“You are getting wet, my love”. His rich, smoky voice pulling a shiver from you. 

“So will you, Your Highness.” You smirk against his back at that, knowing he is likely doing the same. In truth you were one of the few people who did not treat him like a King, but like his own man. Granted you worshipped him, but in a whole different way to his subjugates. 

He turns in your arms, one arm slipping around your shoulders and the other cupping your face, his long fingers disappearing into your hairline. His eyes are heavy with emotion as they land on yours. You didn’t often find him like this, but when you did you knew it was best to let him talk to you on his own terms. He was duty-heavy and it ensured his own emotions were locked up tight, stored away until they bubbled up in moments like these. He sighed, deep and weary. 

“I almost killed an innocent man.” His voice catches slightly at the end and the small sound alone sends a wave of pain to your own heart. 

“Chal, you didn’t know he was innocent. Besides, you already righted that wrong. Bucky is healthy and safe, thanks to you.” You raise your hand to cover his, and very softly add “And you didn’t kill Zemo." 

"My father would be disappointed in my behaviour. I did not honor our ways.”

“Baby, hey. You were blind with grief. He would understand. And he’d be proud of every single thing you’ve done since Siberia." 

You turn and place a soft kiss to the palm of his hand. 

 “Your father was a good man T’Challa. To his core. The only thing that he would be disappointed in is that you haven’t forgiven yourself yet. Your hate did not consume you, you let it go. You did the right thing. So please, forgive yourself, learn from it, because it is going to eat you alive.” 

He stares at you, lost for words for once. You watch, and wait, hoping this time will be the time it sticks. Your words resonate with him, and you see the change in his face when they do. 

“You are right my love, as always. What would I do without you? Hmm?” He pulls you tight against him, hand cupping the back of your head as he lays a delicate kiss on the top of your head. 

You tip your head back to look at his face, inspecting it for any traces of lingering guilt or self doubt. He takes the opportunity to lean in for a kiss. Your mouths meet unhurried, tongues dancing a perfect symphony of love and hope. You pour everything you have into it, every single ounce of love you have for him and he does the same. The raindrops run heavy down your face and it feels like they are cleansing your soul. You break the kiss to gulp down air, the smile dancing across your face is mirrored in T’Challa’s.

“What were you doing out here anyway?” You’re genuinely curious as you take deep shuddering breaths. 

“I find peace in the rain.” You smirk a little at the roughness of his voice is, clearly not unaffected by that searing kiss.

“I thought cats didn’t like the rain?” He laughs a deep booming laugh that makes your heart leap and stutter, before scooping you up.

“You are trouble. But you are my trouble.”

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Every Word - Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 890 Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader Featuring: a lot of people Warnings: swearing, sick Requested by @lclb12 “You’re sick with the flu and no one wants to come near you except for Bucky. Bucky gets you everything you need, but the only thing you ever wanted was his love. One night you were half asleep when he tells you he’s in love with you. You had heard every word he said and you tell him you love him unconditionally.” Authors Note: sorry it’s a bit shorter i didn’t have much time to write this one.

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You had been in your bed for two days now. You only got out of bed when food was placed outside of your room, and when you had to use the bathroom. Which, the bathroom had been a “(Y/N) ONLY ZONE” until you got better.

You didn’t really know how you got the flu, but you did know that it sucked. No one wanted to even go near you in fear that they would catch it, and you could barely leave your bed.

Everyone just seemed to assume that it came from all the missions you’ve been taking on recently. You were pissed, nonetheless, you really just wanted to help the team out and take down the bad guys.

You also had a problem of zoning out and having major daydreams or flashbacks while being sick. You were only brought back to reality by your phone buzzing with texts.

From: “Man made of Iron” How are ya doing?

From: bird suit are you done being sick yet

From: Wanda: the awesome telekinetic Do you need anything? I can send it to your room.

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Inspiration # 79

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I’m Sorry I Destroyed You - Bucky x Reader

Requested by anonymous

Prompt: “I was trying to help you but I kinda destroyed you.”

A/N: I really enjoyed writing this one aww. I was smiling the whole time because  I love Bucky so much. I hope you all enjoy it!

You sat back in the chair, looking at the man lying in the hospital bed. He slept peacefully and you were happy he wasn’t in pain right now. You buried your face into the side of the bed, your hair falling down around your shoulders as you started to cry. Bucky and you had been sent on a mission that went so very wrong. As the two of you were trying to escape, your powers got out of hand and you had accidentally hurt him while fighting off the enemy. And you hated yourself for it.

A hand started to stroke your hair and you lifted your head to meet the eyes of the Winter Soldier. 

He had a look of concern on his face. “Why are you crying, (Y/N)?”

“Because I hurt you, James. I was just trying to help and now look at you…I’ve destroyed you.” His metal arm was mostly missing and he had multiple burns down his flesh arm.

He grinned at you and chuckled, wincing in pain at the wound that extended all the way across his cheek. “It’ll take more than that to destroy me, darling.”

You sadly smiled at his attempt to make you feel better.

“Say, I know how you can make it up to me.” He slyly smiled.

“How?”

“When I get out of here, let me take you dancing.”

You giggled. “No one dances like that anymore, old man. It’s all about nightclubs now.”

He laughed along with you. “Well then we can do whatever you want.”

“I’d love to really dance with you though. Just the two of us.” You blushed as he laced his fingers with yours. You looked back over at him and his beautiful blue eyes seemed to be twinkling.

“Then it’s a date, doll.”

#53 “That is the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.” #97 “Fuck, are you bleeding?”

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“… and that’s it.” Steve finishes serious, but with a small smile on his face. “That’s the stupidest plan you’ve ever had.” You break the silence after a few minutes. “Of course I’m in.” “(Y/N), no.” Bucky pleads quietly and shakes his head, but you ignore it. You understand that he wants you safe, but that doesn’t mean that you sit on your ass all day and wait until he’s coming home.

Blood is dripping down your hip and you press your hand on it, trying to hide it from Bucky and the others. “Fuck, are you bleeding?” Tony asks and you close resigned. Immediately Bucky comes to you, checking your body for wounds. A hiss leaves his mouth as he sees the scratch. “It’s fine, baby.” You say, but as you open your eyes your vision is blurred. “Shit…(Y/N), noo.” Bucky shouts. It’s the last thing you hear before you collapse in his arms…