Episode 5 Spoilers!

Episode 5 spoilers!

Back in my thoughts again, you know the drill. A bit lengthy!!

I cannot stop thinking about this scene—how Steven clearly remembers that this was his room,

And how he remembers the exact thing he said during this part of the scene, which proves that he was, in fact, fronting for at least a couple seconds.

BUT. He doesn’t remember anything from this moment forward. That’s why he wanted to see what their mother did to them, and that’s why Marc was set on getting him out of the room before he saw something that would severely taint his memories and what he knew of their childhood. At the same time, Marc knows EXACTLY what happened.

I’m positive that Marc fronted at that moment because he didn’t want Steven to remember what truly happened. It’s his way of making up to Randall/RoRo, I would like to believe. He treats Steven like the younger brother that he lost when he was a child. The one who loved drawing the one finned fish. The one who was always eager for adventure. The one who was screaming for help back in the cave.

Remember? His mother explicitly stated:

“Marc, what do you do? Keep an eye on your brother, okay?” And Marc is set on fulfilling that promise to Steven.

Marc let Steven keep all the good memories, while he himself lived through all of the bad ones, just so that he could protect him from getting hurt and feeling pain. Steven, his alter, who he considers to be his little brother.

That’s the reason why Marc was so adamant about simply telling Steven what had happened in that room at the top of the flight of stairs, so Steven wouldn’t have to watch the memory play out in front of him. Seeing what happened would definitely hurt more than just knowing what happened. By telling Steven himself, he would have control over what he would reveal to him, and how he would tell him.

That’s why Marc’s first thought when waking up in the Asylum was Steven. That’s why Marc never complained about fronting right after Steven was pierced by the weapons back in Mogart’s. That’s why Marc probably set up a line for Steven to contact “his mother”, and why Marc replaced Gus with another fish. That’s why Marc didn’t want Steven finding out about him in the first place.

Marc spent most of his life protecting and saving Steven the way he wished he could’ve protected and saved Randall. I am literally bawling over this.

Also ending this with another appreciation for Oscar Isaac because he’s a damn legend for the breathtaking portrayal of Steven AND Marc. He better earn awards for this series or I will riot.

Dying Words

Written for @febuwhump Day 9: Buried Alive. TW for a person dying and suffering hypoxia, as well as descriptions of a small space. (Please keep in mind I am not a medical professional, I just googled hypoxia and did my best from there :) )

“Anakin! Anakin, come in!” Obi-Wan’s voice crackled through Anakin’s commlink. With a groan, Anakin lifted his wrist to his mouth, and coughed some of the dirt out of his lungs.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m here, Obi-Wan.” Where was here, exactly? he thought. Anakin fumbled for his lightsaber and ignited it, illuminating the enclosure he was in. It couldn’t be more than four feet tall, and it wasn’t even wide enough for him to extend his arms and legs fully. Well, he thought, at least Obi-Wan wasn’t the one who got trapped down here.

“Obi-Wan, I’m trapped in a pretty small area, and I don’t think I can cut myself out. What’s the situation up there?” he asked. Obi-Wan hesitated before answering, which was never a good sign.

“It’s not good, Anakin. The entire building seems to have collapsed on you. It will take some time before we can remove the rubble without causing another cave-in.” Anakin sighed, and settled into a more comfortable hunched over sitting position. He sighed.

“Guess I’ll be here a while then.”

Obi-Wan chuckled across the line. “Yes, it appears so.” Minutes went by in silence, the only noise being the soft hum of his lightsaber. Anakin pulled his shirt away from his body. It was getting so hot down there.

“Hey, Obi-Wan, how’s it coming up there? It’s pretty warm down here.”

“The equipment should be here shortly. Anakin, are you breathing all right? You sound like you’re panting.” Now that Obi-Wan pointed it out, his breathing was pretty heavy, and his heart seemed to be pounding more quickly than it should with him just sitting there. Through the comm, Anakin heard Obi-Wan call Helix over. They talked in hushed voices, and then Helix’s voice was coming through the comm.

“Hello, sir, just checking in. Is everything all right down there?” Anakin rolled his eyes, not that anyone could see.

“I’m fine, Obi-Wan is just being a worry wart.”

“Be that as it may, I’m going to ask you some questions and I need you to answer honestly, alright sir?” Anakin knew better than to argue with the medics.

“Okay, Helix.”

“Tell me if you’re experiencing any of these symptoms: sweating, coughing, elevated heart rate, difficulty breathing, or general confusion?” Anakin mulled it over for longer than he should have needed to.

“Uh, actually, yes to all of those except for coughing, I think.” Obi-Wan’s breath hitched. “I’m fine though, promise.” Once again, Helix and Obi-Wan conversed in low enough tones that Anakin couldn’t make out what they were saying. A few moments later, Helix finally spoke.

“Sir, I think you are suffering from hypoxia. Sit tight, and don’t speak more than necessary. You need to conserve the oxygen you have.” Anakin felt his eyes widen. He wasn’t well versed in medical terminology, but even he knew that low oxygen was bad. And, he realized with a growing sense of dread, there was no way to get him out of there.

“Anakin, we are going to get you out and you are going to be fine, don’t panic,” Obi-Wan said. Anakin realized his shields must have slipped, but he couldn’t bring himself to care.

“Don’t lie to me, Obi-Wan,” he said in a quiet voice. Anakin hadn’t imagined he would go out by being buried alive, but here he was. The Force could work miracles sometimes, but it couldn’t magically provide him with oxygen, and there was really no way to get him out in time. “Obi-Wan-” he began, but he was cut off.

“No!” Obi-Wan snapped. “You are not dying down there, do you hear me Anakin? I will not let you die like this.” His voice lowered. “I can’t listen to another person I love say their dying words.” Anakin’s heart broke then, just a little bit.

“Obi-Wan,” he repeated. Now, it sounded like Obi-Wan was having trouble breathing. “I know you are going to try to save me. I wouldn’t expect anything less. But-” a shaky breath from him, a soft sniffle from the other end of the line. “-if you can’t get to me, would you do something for me?” When Obi-Wan spoke, it sounded thick, as though he were speaking through tears.

“Anything.” Anakin smiled as his breaths became shallower.

“Tell Padme that I love her and I’m sorry I couldn’t make it home.” Obi-Wan let out a pained laugh.

“I knew you loved her,” he said. Anakin smiled.

“And,” he said, “if you ever see Ahsoka again, tell her she was the best Padawan I could have asked for.” His breaths were coming in rapid pants, now, and the room was spinning out of focus. “Obi-Wan?” he asked, voice barely audible.

“Yes, Padawan mine?” he responded, his own voice shaky as well.

“Thank you for being my Master,” Anakin said. Obi-Wan let out a sob, and had Anakin been able to see him, he would have seen tears running down his face. Anakin’s eyes closed with a peaceful smile on his face.

“Anakin,” Obi-Wan said. No response. “Anakin!” he called again. But all he heard was silence.

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Not 10 minutes later, the heavy machinery arrived and they cleared the rubble, tracing Anakin’s comm to his location. But they were too late. When they pulled Anakin out, they pulled out a corpse.

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2 years ago

🌻masterlist🌻

⚡️ = angst

** this masterlist is mostly either fluff or angst, for smut, visit here:

𝙨𝙢𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 💦

𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐟

- Stiles Stilinski

without a thought → Reader and Stiles have a crush on each other but are too afraid to say anything until one night where y/n and Stiles are investigating into the master of the kanima.

hair → Reader sits in front of stiles in class and he plays with her hair when he’s anxious

jealousy jealousy → Plus size!reader making stiles jealous and he can’t control his jealousy

⚡️ then stay → Reader breaks up with stiles after he was possessed by the nogistune

you okay? → reader finds out she’s been cheated on and stiles comforts her

secret relationship with mccall!reader → headcanon

you’re staying at mine → Reader gets injured and stiles takes care of them

nerf gun war → Reader sets nerf guns by the front door when stiles comes home and they have a nerf gun war

- isaac lahey

coffee shop order → you’re the new barista at Isaac’s favourite coffee shop

nightmare → reader comforts isaac when his dad died, helping him sleep due to his nightmares

jealousy → Flirting with stiles to make Isaac jealous and he finally snaps and tells you how he confesses how he feels

for you → tensions arise between the McCall pack & the Alpha pack. Reader ends up saving Isaac’s life but in the process kills one of the alphas in the pack.

⚡️ fragile & feeble → isaac rides his bike over to your house after his dad attacked him (TW: ABUSE - im not writing abuse but it’s heavily implied)

soft!isaac → headcanon

aftercare → after having sex with isaac, he takes good care of reader.

anchor → reader is isaac’s anchor despite being broken up

be your own → Despite being broken up, reader is still Isaac’s anchor but she dies

better? → isaac takes care of sick!reader

romance in bubbles → Reader and Isaac have a romantic bath together

- liam dunbar (18+)

caught in the act → reader and liam are caught making out. (McCall!reader AU)

stuffed animal → liam catches reader sleeping with a stuffed animal

play wrestling → reader and liam play wrestle, and he lets her win

the simplest touch → reader helps liam calm down during the full moon

“can i braid your hair?” → reader braids liam’s hair

late night drives → reader and liam go on a late night drive

pining → Liam and reader pine for each other, only for mason and Hayden to push them to confess their feelings

- derek hale

hugs → derek gets hugged from behind by reader and doesn’t know how to react

so freaking beautiful → Curvy!reader feeling insecure he Derek makes he feel loved

we have a lot to talk about → witch!reader saves derek from getting hurt by a monster

happy birthday, baby → derek becomes suspicious of reader, who was planning his surprise birthday party

⚡️ he’s bad news → young!peter warns reader about derek, who overhears.

explain the mark on your neck → Reader has a bruise and Derek asks if she’s cheating on him

hickeys → Reader and Derek are secretly dating and he leaves hickeys on her neck

periods → Reader gets her period while sleeping in Derek’s bed and his reaction is super sweet

vulnerable → Derek isn’t used to being vulnerable but reader makes him feel safe

“Derek stop or no more kisses” → reader is busy doing something and not giving Derek attention

piggy back rides → Reader has a broken leg and Derek gives her piggy back rides

comfort and blankets → The Pack are watching a movie and reader falls asleep on derek, who puts a blanket on her

fluff alphabet → headcanon

a simple gift → Reader buys Derek a gift that reminds him of his family

you have some explaining to do, mister → Having a pack meeting and Melissa finds McCall!reader cuddled with Derek in bed

you’ve got to be kidding → everyone thinks reader is missing so they go to Derek for help, only to find her cuddled up in bed with him

whiney → Reader is reading on her laptop and Derek gets whiney for attention

history → reader is jealous of Braeden and her history with Derek

air so sweet → reader and Derek are in a relationship but nobody knows until the reader gets injured and asks for him and he panics

Camaro → Derek lets reader drive his camaro

- theo raeken

theo loves touching readers butt & reader does the same to him → headcanon

soulmate!AU

stood up → reader is stood up by her date and Theo goes to her house to check on her

⚡️ I trusted you; we all trusted you → reader breaks up with theo after learning his association with the dread doctors

⚡️ why’d you do it? → reader breaks up with Theo when she finds out his affiliation with the dread doctors

i think i can help with that → Reader finds Theo sleeping in his truck and invites him over to her house to sleep

stood up → Reader gets stood up on a date, and she tells Lydia, who tells Theo, who comforts reader

“don’t mind me” → Twitch stream!reader filing a mukbang and Theo walks in

baby → theo babies the reader, who says she doesn’t like it but secretly does

⚡️ i’m sorry → Theo and reader get into a fight before a mission, and while she’s dying, she apologises for everything (TW: READER DIES)

please hold on for me → Werewolf!reader gets hurt while trying to save Theo (TW: mentions of death // reader is injured)

let’s make a pact → Neither Theo nor reader knew either of them were sleeping in their cars and they make a plan to rent an apartment (TW: READER SLEEPING IN CAR)

- brett talbot

the night he almost died → reader goes to brett’s house the night he and lori were almost killed by the hunters

⚡️ jealous!brett

living with brett

blanket hogger → headcanon of brett being a blanket hogger

- scott mccall

⚡️ missing → scott thinks reader is missing and breaks down

☁︎ misc

body moves → peter catches reader dancing in front of a mirror

cupcake → reader is too short to reach anything in the kitchen to make cupcakes and Peter helps

“my nails are now better than yours” → reader gets her nails done and teases peter

distracted → Nolan and reader are studying at her house and he confesses his feelings for her

nails → Reader paints peter’s nails

dancing → Reader is dancing while cooking dinner and Peter joins them

☁︎ multiple characters

cuddling → headcanon with liam dunbar, theo raeken, brett talbot & isaac lahey

poly relationship with reader x theo x liam (18+) → headcanon

read to us → reader is friends with mitch rapp, thomas (tmr) & stiles stilinski

drunk → reader comes home drunk and (either derek or isaac) help her

teen wolf characters as thirst traps lol

Movie night with Isaac // Liam // stiles // Scott // Theo

getting high with (stiles // scott // liam // theo // brett)

forever home → Literally any teen wolf character

𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐬 (𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐱)

- dick grayson

you’re Robin?! → reader and dick have been dating for quite sometime, but she has no idea about his double life as a vigilante.

“went a little too hard in training” → dick limps to breakfast after a rough, steamy night with male!reader

So, ‘daddy’, did you have fun last night? → male!reader and dick forgot that the walls aren’t soundproof and get teased by everyone at breakfast

deadpool → reader has powers like dead pool and is very nonchalant about it

chronic pain → dick comforts reader who has chronic pain - headcanon

it’s my duty to protect you → Brother!dick being overprotective over sister!reader

- jason todd

touch; a love language → Jason and fem!reader have a sweet, romantic bath together after a day of fighting the bad guy with the titans

a secret relationship w/ Jason Todd (titans) would include

platonic Jason Todd relationship where reader is an adoptee of bruce

boyfriend!jason → headcanon

⚡️ you know how business is → reader and jason have a flirty enemy relationship

i love you, darling → reader and jason watch a movie in bed, and he calls her ‘darling’

⚡️ saviour → crane left jason at snowy cones and reader (+gar) help save him.

period pains → reader is on her period, and jason is a sweetheart.

cafes and coffees → reader and jason go on a cute coffee date

soft relationships hc’s

sick → reader is sick and jason comforts her

we made it → H.E.R’s ‘we made it’ inspired imagine

carton robin boxers → reader and Jason defeat a villain, and Jason’s costume gets ripped

sickly sweet → Reader is sick and Jason is such a sweetheart

did you just…? → Reader accidentally tell jason they loves him

I tend to bring women more satisfaction → Jason teases reader

- tim drake

let me take you home → after reeling with the loss of jason (both in death and red hood), reader begins going on late night walks. One night, she meets tim.

𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬

Jason Todd Kinktober! (smut prompt list here!)

smut prompt #10. “The cuffs stay on, until I say otherwise.”

Smut prompt: #25. “Fuck me like you actually mean it for once.”

smut prompt #24. “Crap. I sent a nude pic to the wrong person.” “Maybe they’ll come join us.”

smut prompts #1, 9, 10 & 23.

smut prompt 6. “I want you to stretch me out, until I can’t take it anymore.”

smut prompts 9, 10, 16, & 23

12 days of titans (dick & jason)

slowly falling in love with Jason || j.todd

I love you || j.todd

reader is a virgin, but dick doesn’t know || d.grayson

☁︎ multiple characters

sick!reader

𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬

- jj

ukelele → pogue!reader goes camping with pogues on the beach and she sings with her ukulele

- john b

someone’s jealous → John b gets jealous of the guy who’s dancing with reader and shyly admits it

- kie

- pope

- Sarah

god, i love you → sarah tells reader she loves her while reader sleeps but she hears it

first kiss → reader and sarah share their first kiss

secret relationship → headcanon

𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐲 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐥𝐲𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐬 / 𝐡𝐨𝐨

- percy

secret crush → the reader is a child of hades, and percy has a crush on them even though the reader is kinda a loner

cuddling with percy, but reader has to go to work → headcanon

chill for the rest of the night → reader feels insecure and percy makes her feel better

breathing → Reader feels anxious in public and Percy looks after her (TW: ANXIETY)

nightmare → reader has a nightmare and percy comforts her

⚡️a dare → Percy got dared to ask reader out, and reader finds out

- leo

birthday → leo celebrates reader’s birthday

fluffy mornings with leo

how did i get so lucky? → Reader is sad and Leo holds them

burning up → leo takes care of sick!reader

- annabeth

- jason

- piper

sleepy → sleepy mornings with piper

- will (with male!reader, gn!reader or platonic!fem!reader only please considering he’s canonically gay and I wish to respect that)

“i’m so proud of you” → will comforting reader (TW: ED - nothing is mentioned in the imagine but the ‘ask’ does)

𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

- eddie

- steve

- nancy

- robin

𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐜.

- mitch rapp

- thomas (the maze runner)

sweetheart → thomas calls reader a cute nickname

- spencer reid

- Emily prentiss

⚡️no other choice → reader is apart of the bau, and they have a difficult case where a child’s life is put in danger by reader’s impulsive decision. Emily, however, has none of it.

- marcus lopez arguello (deadly class)

- asher adams (all american)

heart → Reader comforts Asher after he finds out he has a heart condition

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3 years ago

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3 years ago

In Every Wood In Every Spring There Is A Different Green.

In every wood in every spring there is a different green.

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3 years ago

My friend: Who is [insert fictional character]?

Me: *pulls up a 500 slide presentation* I'm glad you asked.

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3 years ago

The Bad Batch/Star Wars Fanart Masterlist

Modern AU - Bad Batch

Pumpkin Carving

Movie Night

A Typical Morning

Soccer

Backyard Camping

Rex and Cody

Fall Outfits

Clone Cadets

Crosshair Alone

Winter Training

Tech - Rough Animation

Crosshair and Tech - Part 1

Crosshair and Tech - Part 2

Cadets Alt Outfits

De-Aged Comic

Tech Testing

Hunter Deprivation Tank

Cadet Train

Crosshair and Wrecker

Crying

Injured Crosshair

Art Challenges/Requests

Luke

Crosshair

Tech

Waxer and Numa

Rex

Kit Fisto

Fives and Echo

Omega and Nala Se

Last Doodle

Werewolf Batch

Werewolf Cadets

Sleep Piles

Wolffe

Celtic Cross and Echo

Character Art

Crosshair and the Kids

Eyes

Numa

Sleep Pile Sketch

Tech

Imperial Crosshair

Camping

Sick Omega

Crosshair and Tech

TBB Animation

Omega and Crosshair

Omega and Tech

Grown Up Omega

Echo

Screen redraw

Fanfiction Fanart

What it Means to be a Buir

These Silver Linings

Stick Together

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aboywithsecrets

2 years ago

everyone loves seeing the happy character show a shocking reveal of sadness,

i want them to get mad.

i want them to scream until their vocal chords snap. i want harsh truths laid out. i want them to be judgemental and cruel. i dont want them to end crying or upset. i want hard, marbled fury. i want the embodiment of a raging hurricane trapped in a glass box. i want the box to be cracked and the wrong word is the last chip it needs to break. no storming off or apologies. they mean what they said and wont ever take it back.