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Thing
My friend asked to kick them
Watching the game walkthrough got too depressing, gotta draw em silly again
Silly fellas with cool hats
Try to convince some of my friends abt In Stars and Time but talking abt my interests always feels kinda wierd. So now all I have are these silly doodles-
here u go tumblr user lesbiansiffrin shakes it like a treat
*covered in blood* I'm literally fine guys. im still funny. Would you like to hear a joke Im going to tell you a joke
Some more spritefrin edits cause >:3
I just really like the idea of Siffrin having an agreement with his team
That being sif either puts more effort (literally any please I beg of you) or they're putting it in false locks/ brades in order to protect it during traveling.
I also like the idea of the team spending a whole day doing sif's hair or parallel play as he gets his hair dt
ALSO SPACE IN THE HAT AND STAR SCAR
playing around w brushes + style.... go my blackification beam
rotates isafrin like a rotisserie chicken in my mind
I got bored. Here is a sif doozing
they are so gender
Oohhhh isat posting again, thanks to watching my friend experience the ending yesterday hehehe, my brain is filled with these silly goobers again
I'm crying, he turned out so cute. Still debating whether or not to add a grey underside to their hat, but otherwise, this little Siffrin is done!
Under that cape, they have a black suit with gloves and a belt, which you can see in the WIP pics
Made using and modifying bits and pieces of several patterns:
Body
Hair
Hat
Cape: From my physical copy of Animal Friends of Pica Pau vol1, specifically the donkey's poncho
The embroidery and eyepatch was all me hah
various isat blast (some sprite redraws, etc etc)
Who's that creature going "EUUUUU" in the middle of the night ?
Deerfrin !
I gave them a little redesign though and they have hooves now! And long hair! And cool antlers!
Also I have this younger Deerfrin that I made before redoing them antlers.
i dub thee a glorified shitpost
in reference to this post, I just thought it was funi
WEEEEEEE
More Siffrins under read more.
idea from this tweet
I am not good at expressing emotions and this game... this silly guy... this game made me relate. Made me cry. I never had physical tears for a game before.
Ok unpopular opinion BUT
I'd rather see Loop look like the wonderful star they are and find a new party/family to call their own post-game.
Loop still looking like a star is, admittedly, mostly because I can't imagine Loop as anything else. Loops the star! My lil star! But also I think Loop deserves to love who they are. Who they are is a star. And I think if they became a human, no matter what they did, they would look into the mirror and staring back at them would not be Loop, but Siffrin. I want them to look at themselves and at least go 'this looks like me. No one else but me.' Maybe in the future they change, but not until they can control the change themselves. Not until Loop learns who they are. Loop has been forcibly changed so much, taken apart and reformed to match someone else's desires or needs or wants, and I think they deserve to shape themselves. To be able to one day look in the mirror and see them. Whoever that may be.
I also want Loop to choose their life. That's kinda why I think Loop should be able to find and make a new family. I feel like if Loop were to acclimate themselves with the original party, they would always, to an extent, feel like they're forcing themselves into a place they don't belong in. Always just there. Always that extra thing Siffrin brought in. Always the poser. The 'fake' Siffrin. Even if they don't know, even if they still love Loop for Loop, that's how it would always feel to them. Because Loop will always feel like they're surrounded by strange and slightly different copies of their family.
I think if they were able to wander on their own, find their own family, I think that the comparison would be able to stop one day, or at least not hurt as much anymore. Loop won't be constantly surrounded by a reminder of what they lost and what could've been, they'll be constantly surrounded by the fact that despite everything, they are still loved. They are still loved as Loop, as their own person with their own emotions and heart and reactions. They won't feel the scrutinizing stares of people who keep trying to figure out why Loop seems so familiar and different at the same time. They can just be Loop. They can relearn love and open up on their own terms and become something more than the Universes designated failure and helper for Siffrin.
And maybe one day, after Loop changes, now feels like their own person, and is surrounded by their own family, one who knows of their story and past, one who loves so warmly and gently it let's the the wounds of being someone else fade, they'll run into Siffrin again. Yet this time, there is no lingering animosity, there is no pain in feeling like an accessory to them, a side character in what was supposed to be their story. Now, it's the nostalgia of seeing someone who survived hell with you. They can sit and talk together about their own families and travels and they get to just be two people in the Universe chatting happily. Loop sees the others come towards Siffrin and the sting of pain they used to feel seeing them is no longer there. Because Loop can still find their happy ending. Loop can still be loved. And Loop knows that now.
I just want Loop to be loved and feel it and to be able to accept that love fully instead of having the hanging shadows of their past as Siffrin taunt them.
May or may not have gotten overwhelmed . Uhm. Go my isat doodles that I don't remember if I posted nor do I remember when I did them
I'd also share some I did on paper but that's for later . I have RPG in a few KDNWKNELKM
BYE SEE YOU IN. A FEW BUSINESS DAYS .
Here’s the abandoned wip for an au I thought of a while back
As a previous Omori Fandom Participant, found it necessary to star-ify Siffrin’s hair like a lot of people do with headspace characters
insane and crazy to me that these were my first funy liveblog drawings because. glances to my isat art now.
my siffrins have changed perhaps a smidge.
should i redraw that first one…
Hey, Wake Up by fwlo fits Siffrin and the rest of the party so well dude
(I keep imagining specifically Odile and Siffrin but like... it fits all of them I'm just insane about those two in particular)
ALSO GO LISTEN TO IT AND THEIR OTHER SONGS FWLO IS AMAZING
https://youtu.be/io6AWAhPzaM?si=p67QM0Y5b0XTsTaG
I've been seeing people's designs for the other party's 'Loops' if they were the only ones in the time loop and hear me out
What if instead of them all being different kinds of stars/start phases, they were all different astronomical objects?
Like Siffrins Loop is still a star, but maybe Odiles Loop is a moon, Bonnies is an asteroid, Mirabelles is a planet, and Isabeaus is a comet (I just came up with random ones for all of them so ofc they're probably not exactly that, but you get the idea, right?)
Idk I just think it'd be cool if the thing they turn into changes based on their personality or something :P
The Moonstone Shining Amongst the Stars (2397 words) by Astrals_Freedom Chapters: 1/? Fandom: In Stars And Time (Video Game) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Odile & Siffrin (In Stars And Time), Minor or Background Relationship(s) Additional Tags: Minor Isabeau/Siffrin (In Stars and Time), Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, POV Odile (In Stars and Time), POV Second Person, Odile-centric (In Stars and Time), no beta we die like Siffrin, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Tags May Change, Rating May Change Summary: So here all of you are, at the end. Victors against the king and saviors of Vaugarde. Siffrin had spoken to you first. You almost wished they hadn’t. You had a feeling that something would happen, yet, you also wanted to get it off your chest as fast as possible. However, you could have never predicted this. AKA, an AU where after the sus event, Odile begins looping in time with Siffrin :D
HELLOOOOOOOOOOO
You remember my suspicion AU i yapped about a while ago? Well I finally got a title for the fic SO ITS FINALLY POSTEDDDDDDDDDD
Having a lot of fun writing this so I hope yall enjoy it! I'm hoping to get chapters out every week or two? No promises though sadly :(
Something amazing about In Stars and Time is how it makes you feel what Siffrin feels.
And yes, when you go through Act 5 and everything breaks down that's cool.
But when Siffrin feels loved and safe, I think that's what's special. That's what makes this game and these characters so special to me.
As someone who, too, had a similar feeling of feeling unlovable for a very long time. This game really healed that part of me.
When the timeloops start, and Siffrin clings to being useful, you still feel little bits of love. Small, barely there, a little distanced, because Siffrin feels distanced. But it's still there. The party looks out for you, pays attention to you, makes stupid jokes with you.
As you go through, you feel love through Loop. Loop who despite all the teasing and bullying helps. Helps the person who they so wish they could be. The one who holds their own heart, who has the family they lost. Loop reaches out to you, reminds you, you're here, I see you. It hurts, but I see you. And I will always see you and sit with you. And I will keep you from becoming as detached as I did, whether that be by annoying you or having a heart to heart or just yapping in general.
You feel love from the head housemaiden. That cruel kind as she weeps for your situation, and crys tears you can not. As she apologizes over and over again. Euphrasies loves by showing you the painful kind of mercy, the one that stabs you in your heart and makes you want to scream, because she loves through pity. Through pitying you and your suffering. No matter how much it hurts it is love nonetheless.
And finally, in the end, after everything you've done, after everything you went through. You feel love again. This time in your face, so burning and bright that you can not ignore it, you feel loved from the very people you loved from the start. The party who runs in to save you, despite everything you said. Who tells you it's ok, you were going insane, we may be a little mad at what you said, but in the end that doesn't matter. Because we love you. And man, when they really showed the unconditional love, I was going to cry. Because a love like that, especially one with the party, is so hard to find. And it's so precious.
Finally, you see love, one more time. Twohats. The Loop fight. Loop, who is trying to kill you, Loop who is so jealous because that is the love they so wanted. They want their family back. Loop who despite everything. They still can't kill Siffrin. Siffrin, who despite being forced to fight again, who could drop dead at any moment because of his craft exhaustion, refuses to oblige Loops request. They both refuse to kill. Because they still love each other. Siffrin who pulls Loop into a hug, and apologizes. Apologizes to who they once were, the Siffrin who should've gotten this. The one who had their family and their heart stolen from them. The Siffrin who never got to feel love. He thanks who they are now, Loop. For sticking with them despite everything. Who watched Siffrin, guided them, gave them a shoulder to cry on, bantered with them so Siffrin did not lose himself. Who despite everything, still decided to help. Siffrin isn't mad at Loop, because Siffrin knows, he would do the same. Siffrin gives Loop back all the love they gave. He let's Loop move on, knowing they're loved. That they always have been. Loop accepts that their family is gone, that they loved them all the same. They learn that even with them gone, they were still loved. Loop is allowed to be happy as they leave.
And isn't that just what this game is about? That no matter what, everyone deserves to be loved. To know it too, and to be happy. And that's what healed me a bit. Because if even the King, who spent his days weeping for a kingdom long gone, who lost all his family and could not build a new one, who froze everything in time, was still able to know and remember the love he had in the end, then why can't I? Why can't anyone? If even the ones who hated and cried and destroyed everything, the ones who hid it all until they couldn't, who didn't understand their emotions and felt trapped within a construct, who didn't feel like them no matter how much they changed, then can't we, too, love and be loved?
This game shows that love does not have to be romantic, does not have to be displayed in any way, is not something earned, but is a basic right for all of us. And for that, I thank it.