Theres Been 2 Times In My Life Where I Lost Every Friend I Had For Being Sick Its Ruthless Out There

this is officially my longest migraine. day 28.

i am beyond sick of this. mentally struggling with how reliant on my carer i have to be during migraines.

i can handle it when its only a few days but this long is a whole other world. i dont experience this level of dependance that often so im not really used to it still.

on day 5 of a migraine get me out of here

I honestly don't care if any disabled person is able to do anything or not.

Human lives have values for being human lives, and disabled people are humans.

this is a controversial opinion and I’m not a gamer but I don’t need my graphics to be that good. I don’t need to see every individual feather on a bird. my poor computer doesn’t deserve to carry that weight either.

“consistency is key” doesn’t apply to many disabled people.

going to the doctor and having them tell me that, and that i need to stick to a schedule they have deemed appropriate is completely comedic.

what about the fact that my health and ability to do anything is a constant gamble? it can change drastically and almost instantly at any given time.

what about how right now i can stand up and make myself breakfast, but by lunch time? who knows. i may be unable to even sit up.

how do u listen to me explain that i dont have a daily or weekly schedule because of how unpredictable my health is, and reply by giving me a schedule.

do you not think i have tried to stick to a routine and schedule like all the healthy people around me??

all i see is people with consistency. i grew up thinking i was broken because i couldnt. i have pushed myself to breaking points trying to fit your mould of success and health.

im sorry if you experience this too. im going to make another post about what consistency can look like for me and other disabled people. because while we dont fit the classic definition of it, there are ways we can make our own version. i wish doctors would listen to me and would help me find my version instead of insisting on theirs, but they havent, so i wanna try help others find theirs. prt. 2 here (now going to make multiple more posts on this topic lol)

i have so many images in my head of what i want the winx girlies to look like for my redesigns but when i try put it to paper it just disappears idk whyyy

its okay to mourn.

its okay to mourn the childhood you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the career you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the children you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the education you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the friendships and social life you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the hobbies you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the travel you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the life you could’ve had.

nobody gets to tell you that you need to cheer up.

✨✨✨✨Magic Winx✨✨✨✨

People wouldn't do XYZ to a person with [disability aid] is such a bad take. I guarantee they do. They always do.

what if i only drew disabled characters forever lmfao

fanart? yeah but theyre all disabled now.

oc? yeah theyre all disabled too.

oh youre sick of seeing disabled characters?? too bad im sick of not seeing any.

gonna fucking roll a dice of disabilities for every drawing out of spite. :)