Congrats on being alive man.
Thanks Anon! I really enjoy it! And thanks to everyone who subscribed to me! I have 151 subscribers! Whooo!
As far as my life is concerned, you may have noticed that my blogging activity is not stable. When I mentally feel that I am ready to post at least one work, I do it, overtaking the wind. But this rarely happens...
I have a job, loans, responsibilities to do under any circumstances. I try not to forget about creativity, especially Seam and Jevil. They literally save me every day since 2019. I am ready to talk about this couple for hours, sketching a large number of ideas and sketches. But all this, in my opinion, looks bad for the blog, so I often need time to edit the work (rarely when I throw completely raw work on the blog). Plus real life, where there are illnesses, money problems, emotional burnout, loneliness and other "joys" of life at 26 years old.
Last year, I returned to my psychologist, moved to my parents' house, cured 2 out of 5 cats, had COVID with my parents, supported my friends in their difficult times, and they supported me.
A lot has happened. Both good and bad. And your support has helped me wake up and feel important as an artist and as a fan in the Deltarune fandom! Thank you very much!
I still have the idea and sketches for a comic about Seam and Jevil, a lot of ideas for AU with these two characters (once my friend and I counted, there are more than 20 of them!), so I will not give up and continue to upload works!
Have a nice day and hot tea!
Zowed9
After I played in Deltarune, these two characters took place in my heart. Seam and Jevil became my salvation from moments of fear, loneliness and self-doubt as an artist. In my view, Jevil underwent changes after the chaos, not only internally, but also externally. For example, the skin was red, the teeth changed, the color of clothes, the color of the eyes. You can also see the detail, where is the second "eye" of Seam. I really hope that I will find moral strength to make a comic about a turning point in their relationship. Perhaps with the details of #Seavil.
@zowed just want to say that we love you very much !!!! we are there for you anytime you need xoxo . From me and @alisych ! owo
Ok, guys.
I'm still alive.
Over a long time, I have accumulated a lot of drawings by Seam and Jevil. I'm still struggling with thoughts of my inferiority like an artist, BUT! My friend gave me a point to share this sketch.
An operation is waiting for me on February 20, and I hope that during the recovery I will be able to devote more time to the artworks. Now, due to work, I am very busy, both physically and mentally. I am still a big fan of Deltarune and I’m "burning" for these two. There is no limit to my love for them! I have already gathered more than 5 AU with Jeam. One of them: Jevil and Seam a gang of motorcyclists that rebel against power of the King. Yes, the AU was created only for leather pants and motorcycles, but GODS! How cool they look, oh ... I hope I'm not alone here such a fanatic: "D
The music that inspired me at this AU: Gesaffelstein - Pursuit
3.35am me and my best friend @zowed also hands are fucking broken