Russian Language Is So Hard Man And Apparently Old Russian Was Even Harder

thank you for the tag, dear @madstronaut ! this is very fun to do :3

last song: serani poji - lovelabor

favourite colour: red

currently watching: makeup tutorial 👍 doing makeup is just so fun to me even though the looks i can do are very limited, it's like making art but less time consuming and more rewarding in terms of gratification after finishing it.

last movie: i think it's seven (1992) i like to think that johnny cage is in place of brad pitt

current obsessions: johnny cage, i even have an itabag decorated with framed photocards of him ;w; will show will show!

last thing i googled: "високосный год группа"

relationship status: it's very easy to guess. i have nikto and johnny cage in my cold dead heart ❤️ literally manifesting them at this point haha

no pressure tags: @fishsinsareacknowledged @demothers-empty-blog @god-o-bees @malrows @enigmaue

people i want to get to know better

ty @sunshinehaze1 and @ace-turned-confused !!! <3

these tag games are like the closest nostalgia rush to posting surveys on MySpace and I'm always saying that's the form of social media this world needs to go back to

last song: Caged Bird - Myles Cameron

favourite colour: yellow unless it's to wear, then black

currently watching: Vice Principals

last movie: To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar

current obsessions: objectifying (fictional) ARMs and BULGE

relationship status: under construction; ask again later

last thing i googled: HAHAHAHAHA I'M SORRY I HAVE TO SHARE

i was trying to find this tiktok, but i only have these screenshots um anyone happens to have it lemme know thx

passing it to:

@auteurdelabre @gothcsz @lovely-vamp-princess

@moodstabilizr @magneticecstasy @hoelaris

@purpleprincess75 @bitchesuntitled @pastawench

@swankyorange @thischarmingmandalorian @syd-djarin

@itwasntimethatdidit40 @thundermartini @miss-oranje-disco-dancer

@wand-erer5 @pedrito-is-punk @roseswithoutpetals

I can't stop thinking about Nikto being a melodramatic bitch, you can't talk to this man for shit.

Like you're trying to plan a date:

"Hey baby are you free tomorrow?" You ask with your phone pressed between your ear and your shoulder, comparing packages of chicken for dinner. You know he eats a lot. "No man is free when he has to work for a living," Nikto tells you without a hint of hesitation, "but we are available."

or he cuts himself helping with dinner:

He holds his sliced finger up to the light, inspecting the wound while your eyes widen. He seems to sense you panic, probably with the way you're furiously googling "how to tell if you need stitches" and glances your way, setting the knife to the side. "The only pain we cannot suffer is being away from you." He assures you. "That's great baby," You tell him in a rush, already grabbing your keys, "wrap a towel around that and get in the car.

Or worse still running into one of your friends:

You'd sent Nikto to grab some beer from the cooler, while you chat with your work friend at the pharmacy counter. She's nice, you like her, definitely could see her becoming an outside of work friend. Until Nikto shows up with the six pack in hand. "Woah, he is big." She grins, Nikto grunts and glances towards the bustling pharmacy technicians. "I bet you don't get much sleep with this guy around," Your friend jokes, nudging you with a wink. You feel yourself warm, your cheeks pulling at your lips with an embarrassed smile. "We do not sleep," Nikto grumbles, "we only fall into darkness until the sun brings us back." You wince. You friend gives you a look with a strained smile.

You just want him to stop saying odd shit.

i have been having diarrhea for a week and how i am lightheaded ahaha

i survived another day

i will stop drinking milk, it has done numbers on my skin

the lord wouldn't let me draw anything good today... i guess i will just study

i miss everyone

new header

love ur username as a person who’s been on zoloft withdrawal twice

hhehehe i remember trying to quit zoloft cold-turkey and i wouldn't stop vomiting for a month straight, never again 🙏

wouldn't recommend not listening to your psychiatrist but whatever the purpose of trying to quit zoloft was, it kinda worked, in a different way. i was on a pretty high dose of several meds, quitting everything means they have to start with smaller dosage again, so cheaper meds and multiple months backward in recovery 👍

They should smoke into each other mouth I think

oh absolutely!!!! they def smoke. and kiss tgether in secret. also i hc reader in this to be noncomforming or guy

behind closed doors-- behind concrete paved walls and wiry fences-- nikto finds solace in smoke and flickering lighters.

your palm cups over your lighter as the flame catches on your cigarette, guarding him from the fire. you keep his eyes away from flames, never letting him catch a glimpse or old wounds would start to itch.

you meet like this often. you're like teenagers, slipping away from a house party to meet on the rooftop or by the bright pool. you breathe smoke into one another's mouths as you whisper in confidence in between dry, chapped kisses. you know of his achievements, his dreams, his fears-- you will take these glimpses of his life to your grave, and nikto will do the same for you.