Ok, Change Of Plans, I Have Been Caged, It's Going To Be Johnny Cage (+ I Had Never Imagined Nikto's

Well... I wanted to film a speedpoint for you, but in an attempt to solve the problem with the connection in the laptop, I resorted to drastic measures – returning to factory settings while saving personal files.

In order to be safe, all the most valuable items were prudently transferred to an external hard drive. Alas, technology does not always meet our expectations: the digital medium, like a traitor, made a fatal mistake. Despite the desperate attempts of resuscitation, it is not possible to return the data. Overnight, I lost all my works, even those that were not published. But the video intended for the speedpaint still survived. Of course, I don't intend to give up the idea of creating a new video, but I admit it will take me some time, studying is now the first priority. I understand that I rarely post work, but I'm in my final year of medical school, writing my diploma, going to work, and generally trying to make a living. Excuse me.

I'm sorry if what I wrote doesn't sound right, crooked, I'm not a native English speaker.

If you're interested, here's my telegram channel: [ link ]

happy thai new year everyone

wwaaaeeeww yes please!!!

"Smiling at the person that doesn't like me."

-Cheer for babies/And The Kids

Tw: Self deprecating thoughts, mostly sfw just angsty, alcoholic/smoker nikto

Nikto didn't like you. At least thats what you thought. You couldn't see behind the mask. You couldn't see the countless nights he's pondered getting down on his knees and begging you to have him, to kill him or let him live he'd let you decide.

A sinner to a judge, endlessly skewed only to be brought underneath your presence.

He prays you'll save him, sometimes just the thought of you saves him.

You save him from countless nights of blackout drinking. Saving him from endless chain-smoking. Save him from ending it all.

Sometimes he understands it. How he was raised, maybe they had it too.

Maybe they were as sick in the head as he was.

Maybe then he'd understand it all.

Oh how he'd treat you to the finest things if he could. Restrained by his own pride. What a useless thing he was told to upkeep. Would pride have saved him from countless beatings? Would pride have saved him from poison poured into his brain from his ears and tongue?

Would pride let him have you?

He should throw it all away really. Just ignore his own life and thoughts to be your toy. Its a fate befitting for him, something new, recycled.

Strip himself nude and prostrate himself for your amusement.

What foolish thoughts.

But it was befitting for him.

Maybe he could live at your feet. Rediscover ways to feel, teaching an old dog new tricks.

Maybe he should just be normal and treat you to a dinner date. It would he normal, maybe not to him but maybe to you.

Drink a couple wine glasses and eat, a compromise between him and you.

It sounds nice in theory but could he handle all that? Maybe for you he could.

Become nice and sweet for you, something better for you yet still his own person.

Fuck, you were changing him into a person.

He should smile back when you smile at him.

crying ue ue ue ue ue 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

bro i wish i had a nikto who could help me brush my hair

1 month difference, references are my saviors (T__T)

i will reply to everything soon, i am swamped in everything at the moment and it's summer which means i am even less productive but at least i don't feel miserable even though my room is a mess right now

WOOO ITS SHOWS UP ALRIGHT, IS BEEN MADE POOKIE

yippeeeee!!!! my sustainance!! thank you!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE when you have time ofc CAN YOU DO SOME SIMPLE ANATOMY TIPS AND SHII? I CAN'T DRAW BODIES AND YOU DO IT SO NICELY 😭

waaaa, i am underqualified for this since i am winging it most of the time and only stay in my comfort zone by drawing simple poses

however i will list something that i think may come in handy under the read more so that the post wouldn't be too long 👍

- using references, geometric shapes and all that stuff

- knowing the relative proportions of the body (like how eyes are one eye apart and how the elbow is as long as the ribcage)

- usually the biceps are relatively bigger than the deltoids, i just learned this recently and i think it makes my drawn arms look nicer

and here is something i realize i have been doing unconsciously.

when painting, there is soft edges and hard edges right? with similar principle, when drawing, there are straight lines and curved line. though i mostly just draw softer bodies using more curved lines, knowing where to put straight lines may make the overall silhouette more appealing?

and bottom right is how i simplify the body.

i hope this is helpful, at least a little bit. :3 if you'd like, i could also share my speed paint and process though it's usually not very impressive.

If I ate you it would taste like strawberry milk methinks

ehhh!?? how did you know?????? if one is what one eats, i am strawberry milk. i drink strawberry milk/strawberry blended yogurt (with homemade strawberry syrup) almost daily waghhh

dear god-o-bees, do you think nikto would like strawberry milk? or would he be the radical orthodox non-pasteurized milk drinker?

lord this year give me a nikto please, someone who matches my freak. i am fine being single but it's getting lonely honestly.