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and also dean never understands sam as a person, he only sees them as parents see their children. Not as another human capable of decisions, and containing thoughts, but as a being that will make mistakes and needs to be protected. He never saw sam’s addiction for what it was, his coping mechanism, but saw it as a fuck up from foolish choices. He never came out of thinking how anything sam does is just a bad decision, that he could have prevented. ANd he does go fucking things up to take control whenever given the chance, like killing whichever ‘monster’ sam decided was just as human as them. He never understand’s sam’s arch on having demon blood in him and first thinking of purifying himself of it and then embracing it and battling in between. It’s the same war crime parents commit on their kids. Like zero empathy space, because they are “children” and don’t know what they are doing, and god forbid they have “thoughts of their own” that are not “phases”. The whole toxic shit goes so much both ways and that’s why siblings aren’t supposed to be in the parenting dynamic.

still fucked up about the fact that sam started the series without like. Knowing dean. in dead in the water sam’s comment about dean caring about the kid - “who are you and what have you done with my brother?” and deans subsequently offended yet defeated face; sam knows dean like a child knows a parent, not really at all, distorted and incomplete, as figure and not person

my name’s blurry face and im not die.

Sam, holding a gun to his/their wife's head: tell me the name of our son without looking at his overalls you blurry piece of shit

His wife: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

Sam cocking the gun, tears streaming down his/their face: I'M NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU

what is it even called... cymatics i suPpOse

these are random medicines and capsules and small stones dancing to bass. so guess what medicine’s not the evil huh?

also i have 100% confirmed by this that they “feel” music, and so silicon is the other life thing.

if throwing pebles and puddles and making pawed animals trip over is not sibling energy, then why 4?

rubik’s cube = group = music notes

ps- this was just my solving of the cube, not the most effecient steps, neither the most dearranged cubr, 5*5 cube btw, and i’m v v v out of practice, so its lot of extra moves, but it does.

i did try to keep the time consistent, so u may be able to backtrack my og position of the cube by translating music back to moves.

also, embroidery is awesome because thats what computers are made of-  RAMs are LOLs, Little old Lady memories.

Check out --http://leecyb.org/?p=40

ps- I suggest we revoke embroiddery for tactile information transfer. that’s it. its time for embroidery braille.

also music cards can be embroidered, they’re punchcards at the end of the day, so its like printed music but closer, because you can not just see , but feel it too.

helps everyonne. time for everyone to embroidery. where are those artistic grandpas, comeon, you gotta get to it grandpas, if you want that shed on mars, you need to do some embroidery yall

The nine-tailed fox | Suzhou double-sided embroidery by 杨雪

it is a pixel angel. oooooooooooooooooooof

A tiny Castiel is passing through to say hello! Reblog this tiny Cas so he can travel all over

posting art for the first time in Quite A While!! some random stuff :D

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my minion hab made these flags for the goats.

I guess the revolution isnt happening after all. I wont lie, we (my goat wife & i) were looking forward to this. Especially her. I dont much care for technicalities. To me, we are as married as 2 goats can be. But as fate would have it, same sex marriage isnt yet legal in my country. Neither is adoption by same sex couples. But with the anger of the people, she thought #theysilencedyou could snowball into a real movement. That we might be able to wed one day, as other goats do.

You see, we become complicit in our anger. Caught up in the mundane intricacies of life, she in her job & I in mine. We forget how much has been taken from us. How much is being kept from us still. Our anger has to take a backseat for us 2 live our lives as normal goats.

But when something happens, no matter how small, to remind us of what we're missing, the anger wakes up again, like it did because of CW's censorship & queerbaiting. And in that anger is a spark that goats like me & my wife will cling to. Maybe the spark will light a fire, we think. Maybe this is the day it'll all burn down. Maybe now things will change. Maybe this time we'll be set free.

But it dies down. Like this is dying down. You'll forget your anger & we'll forget ours. & I'm the one that'll have 2 ask my wife to put her molotov cocktails away (she makes them with such dexterity). I was hoping to never have to do that again. For once, I wanted to see her set fire to the streets. She loves burning things. Carries a lighter in her pocket & smiles at the flames. & you should see her when she smiles, people. You should see her when she smiles.

But I'll do it a million times more (& I know she will, too) if it means we get to feel that hope again.

We don't regret the hope. Thank you for the hope.