Zayn-gonnatweakout - Zayn

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chat. Is it normal to feel dizzy and hear a ringing in your ears and not being able to see for a few minutes - seconds when you stand up?

am I okay?????? Will I die??????

does this make me not a trans man anymore???

I’m genderfluid, currently he/they. But I feel like I can’t be considered a man sometimes bc I like my tits. Like not in a weird way, I just think it would be very uncomfortable to not have them but also slightly uncomfortable to have them??? It would make me more uncomfortable to not though. And I feel like sometimes that makes me a woman. I’m not a woman and I identify as a man but when I hear ppl talk about gender dysphoria and stuff I don’t really experience the same things they do. But male pronouns just make me feel more comfortable and I feel more like a man. I think this might be my brain starting to be influenced by my parents too though bc when I came out to them my mom said “no, I don’t think you’re trans. You’re always so girly and feminine. All the trans men I know couldn’t be caught dead doing anything feminine at all” but at the same time she’ll say that it’s okay for cis men who identify as fully male can do fem things and wear dresses and shit. Like genuinely what’s going on? Am I just confused abt my gender or some shit? I’m I too fem to be a trans man??? Someone please give me answers. (I feel like this has changed focus like 8 times lol)

Yo

Daddd, save me, they're making me go to the confimation, I'm gonna diee

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I’m being cursed with the memories of k (my ex best friend) I’d name drop her but it’s kinda useless bc no one she knows has tumblr besides me so like no one would even know who she is

chat

should I make yall a playlist? It’ll mostly be vocaloid but I’ll have some random alt/ pop songs in there

“Gender is biological”

“Gender is the same as sex”

Then why do you call your car a she. Does your corvette have tits and a pussy and a uterus? Or maybe it’s time to admit gender is something that is completely separated from human sex?

I’m sure I’m preaching to the choir here but like

Yeah

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when I realize it’s taken me 7 YEARS to even BEGIN to understand how much k fucked with my brain.

Tits.

sometimes I’ll look down and remember I have tits and get terrified, but if I wear a binder and look down I get terrified bc I don’t have tits. Like does my brain think I have them or not???

It is inherently fun and sexy to say statements that swap the traditional genders of pronouns and terms mid-statement, such as: "I'm going to make him my wife" "She's my boyfriend" "Who says a guy can't be a pretty princess?" "That girl's the coolest dude I've ever met" "She's a madman who has to be stopped" "It's not his fault he's a material girl" Gender is a set of watercolors and the prettiest shades come from mixing the paints together.

fifth headache of the week and it’s only Monday 😁😁😁😁😁 (I may just have some disease bc it’s been like this my whole life and I get them all the time and they’re always so bad I usually get sick oh, and most are migraines am I okay chat?)