Alleine
So fing es an
Und so endet es
Alleine
Ich gebe mich auf.
Im Schmerz, in der Trauer, Angst, Wut, Freude da zu sein, mit dem Herzen zu sehen und der Seele zu hören.
Verbunden und frei. Allein und zu zweit. Heilsam vereint.
Some might see me as a key
Some might feel me deeply
Some might see me as the door
Some might meet my core
Some might perceive my essence
Some might hear my soul
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Follow up / Twin poem to:
Withered Flowers on your grave
Maybe it's time for me
to go on and let you go.
Maybe I'm just to blind,
maybe I don't want to know.
In the depths of my heart,
the crypt of my soul,
I try to keep you alive
but you're dead like a zombie.
I'm floating in
Your warm embrace
Dissolving in
Your loving gaze
I'm losing my sense
of time and space
As long as I remember
You were there
- For eternities
You're smothering me with ignorance
a mix of deadly silence, broken promises
and lies.
Abandoned and rejected like I don't matter to you
as the words you speak oppose the things you do.
And it hurts like a burning knife in my heart.
Weiß nicht, wie man geht.
Weiß nicht wieso du bleibst.
Habe Angst dich zu verlieren.
Du bist weg, ich bin allein.
Fühl' mich einsam, und ich denk'
es ist dieses Mal für immer.
Habe Angst dich zu verbrennen
und im Inneren ist es Winter.
I'm trying my best
To keep on going
Stay true and remember
To learn and adapt
To Be honest and open
Towards you and myself
And when I'm exhausted
I'm trying to rest