Misjudgement

You're smothering me with ignorance

a mix of deadly silence, broken promises

and lies.

Abandoned and rejected like I don't matter to you

as the words you speak oppose the things you do.

And it hurts like a burning knife in my heart.

Stelle der Welt und dem Universum eine Frage

      doch sie bleibt stumm.

Ein statisches Rauschen

   schwarz-

                    weiß-

                              roter

           Töne

verborgen in der Stille

schwelt es bedrohlich.

Glances

I despise

Entering the stage

As I'd be a kind

Of tragical disgrace

Spots too bright

They melt my face

And I feel like

A tragic disgrace

Doesn't matter

which side I light

Cause the shadow

Remains behind

Liege wach in der Nacht, frag mich was du gerade machst,

Was du fühlst, wies dir geht, denk mir: "Ist es schon zu spät,

Dir zu schreiben, mitzuteilen, ich würde gerne bei dir sein,

Meine Sachen zu packen und In den nächsten Bus zu steigen?".

Also laut dem Namen bist du dann w?

Ich bin nicht binär.

Dissatisfaction

We learned to live in pain and fear

As we forgot how to love

Used all our blood to write the words:

“This love is not enough”

I'll keep my garden clean

And decide who is welcome

Watch out for my flowers

And take care of the beds

Lay down looking up at the cracks in the ceiling.

Like I'm floating is it real or am I just dreaming?

I can see them clearly orchids flower through the gaps

And a pleasant warm feeling starts to grow in my chest.

Sanctuary 🌳🌌✨

Azure blue waters

- crystal clear

and ripple-free,

a safe spot

in the shadows

of an old oak tree

with my owl friend

sitting high up

in the crown

If you want to,

you can come

and join us here

J. 🌌✨

Our voices sing in harmony.

Our hearts beat in unison.

Our bodies touch and melt.

We get lost together, as we

Collapse under our attraction

And give birth to a new star,

A glowing sphere of bliss.