Wouldn't Mind Dying In My Sleep Tonight.

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

I want to kill myself.

That's it. That's the post.

Looking at buildings thinking are they tall enough to jump off and kill myself

I hope one day i am brave enough to just end my life because I can’t take this anymore, I’m so fucking sick of being a fuck up no matter how hard I try it’s never fucking enough.

Love feeling like I want to die. Love feeling like I should. Love feeling like I'm so fucking unfair and unkind even when I'm trying my best

I'm the guy you go to when you don't want to be alone

Will these thoughts ever stop?

he think he asuka langely soryu

this stemmed from a long conversation about lord english and his components and how each of their experiences would be like. they would’ve been able to watch all their ancestors be born, grow up, and eventually die, not to mention themselves as well.

at least for equius, it’d suck to find out you’re directly responsible for the pain and suffering of your entire race for all of time. and have to watch, just watch, and not be able to do a thing about it.

we thought it would’ve been especially awful for equius to have seen darkleer die they way he did (the refrance). especially in the way it mirrored his own death, which was the reason he’s here in the first place, etc etc.

i have more thoughts, but i don’t want to write out a whole essay right now.