Coloring Experiment Of Some Sort

They take half an hour to reply to me and I just think they want me to fall asleep before they can answer

Love feeling like I want to die. Love feeling like I should. Love feeling like I'm so fucking unfair and unkind even when I'm trying my best

I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this

sue zhao / unknown / suzanne rivecca - death is not an option / Horace Vernet, The Maiden’s Lament (oil on canvas) / Louise Glück, Adult Grief / unknown

so last year during a period of intense suicidal depression i made this necklace that i always wear, right, and the thing is it's genuinely brought me a lot of comfort and relief and i've developed a strong sentimental attachment to it, to the point that i can inarguably state that it's had a net positive effect on my mental wellbeing. however i did now just have to stop to almost throw up laughing because i realised that i've succumbed to the amulet.

rainbowpaw is thinking about suicide