Okay Google How Do We Get A Divorce

Whoops wouldn't want to vague about anyone

I'm proud of you for making it this far.

Will it ever get better?

I just feel like stuck. Every day is the same and I'm just existing not living.

I hope one day i am brave enough to just end my life because I can’t take this anymore, I’m so fucking sick of being a fuck up no matter how hard I try it’s never fucking enough.

I'm so close to just saying couples get the big bed and you invite me up whenever. Like, I'm sick of not being chosen.

Nothing works anymore, drugs don’t work (escaping reality) medication doesn’t work (happy pills/sedation pills/sleep pills, therapy/venting/ranting/talking about it doesn’t help, doing happy stuff doesn’t work, no matter what I do nothing changes or feels any different.

Love feeling like I want to die. Love feeling like I should. Love feeling like I'm so fucking unfair and unkind even when I'm trying my best