ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS THIS

mcr challenge - day 10

ohhh that's really hard, actually all of them, there are to many good ones that either make me dance or have a mental breakdown

scum love (new playlist, cause my bf and I broke up on monday)

slutgarden - marilyn manson

no mercy - deathbyromy

zitti e buoni - måneskin

cockroach waltz - jack off jill

wait and bleed - slipknot

skinny little bitch - hole

rabbitteen - jack off jill

la paula de buio - måneskin

everything's brown - jack off jill

angst - leftovers

dead! - mcr

w1nner - tj_beastboy

kinderzimmer - leftovers

bla bla bla - måneskin

she said - the jins

underjoyed - jack off jill

du bist schon tot bevor du lebst - leftovers

left behind - slipknot

endless, nameless - nirvana

(if I would need to describe my relationship I would say: jack off jill and leftovers songs)

hey! I hope you're all doing well :) I just wanted to ask what stuff you wanna see from me (btw I'm working on the twa episode in spain, I just don't wanna mess up :,)) Did you like the new episode of travelling with argos? let me know! and if you have any requests and feedback just let me know :D

mcr challenge - day 4

my favorite is mama and dead!, maybe even teenagers. OH YEAH, and blood!

but I need to say that my heart stops everytime I hear welcome to the black parade

first Sick of Suburbia post

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help me why did you follow a cartoon fan blog

idk, I really like cartoons ig xD

travelling with argos episode 2: tokyo

you know that the first thing you will do after landing is shopping right?

let's just say Argos would totally indulge and try out new clothing styles and would look completely different everyday

there are soooo many japanese street styles that it's really hard to choose which one to try but for Argos it's like going to a new void and bringing back plants: just do it, try out stuff and experience new things everytime!

you would go to cat café's and overall cute café's like sanrio or hello kitty ones, pusheen and anime/manga ones and so on and so on

he would totally read a lot of mangas

I could see him especially loving the very cute or psycho ones (death note, tokyo ghoul, assassination classroom)

you guys NEED TO GO to a Hatsune Mikuuuuu concert, you just need to

he loves her music so much and thinks she's extremely cuteee

you will probably either stay in a really cute hotel or in a love hotel (don't ask me why, it's about the experience)

you guys will visit lots of sights (obviously) and go to a classic japanese temple (you will even buy kimono's for that occasion)

it's a really calming and interesting experience, you guys just feel so pure and refreshed afterwards and while being there, the world seeming to stop just that you can relax and calm down

okay that was enough calmness, BACK TO MADNESS

he. will. go. out. with. a lot. of. cute. DRESSES, HE LOOKS ADORABLE IN THEM

he will also mess around with his hair: braids, pigtails, half open/half pigtails, small braids in the front, voluminous, curls, long, short, colorful, just EVERYTHING, it's gonna be... a lot

you both are just obsessed with the food there, it's really good and you guys can't get enough of it (you went all out)

he got so many clothes, plushies, sweets, mangas, accessories etc. that you needed to buy a new suitcase just for the shit he bought

he bought some interesting plants but he was scared that they would rot or die on the way back home

Argos will definetly pick up some japanese, he will always wake up and say "おはよう" (ohayō)

actually I don't want to talk about the flight but hey, at some point I need to I guess

so let's just say it was a mess

big mess honeyyy

his adhd/autism just exploded when you guys flew to tokyo but luckily at some point, he fell into a coma (deep sleep)

when he did, you let out the most obnoxious and relieving sigh you've ever mustered to let out

overall you guys loved the trip so much (and went home with a lot of stuff as great memories) <3

mcr challenge - day 5

I totally love Party Poison and Destroya (moaninggg), but Na Na Na and Vampire Money are also good

the song that hits me deeply: Sing

lifeguard!bucky x reader: motel 6

my inspiration for this imagine:

dare short film

overall motel aesthetic

a oneshot that got taken down (I was quite sad so I needed to fill that void)

american dad season 10, ep. 6: this indie movie episode

the last days have been quite chaotic: you stranding in a random city cause your car broke down. luckily there was a motel close by so you checked in. it was a really nice motel, the indie summer vibes not fading away. you car still is somewhere to get fixed so you need to wait in this city till it's done. but not everything is entirely bad: you've started liking the lifeguard at the motel's pool. you went to the pool everyday, enjoying the sun and maybe also the tall man with brown shoulder length hair and azure eyes, roaming over the pool's surface to be sure that nobody drowns.

you also went to the pool at night cause it was empty, quiet and peaceful. this night though, you weren't left alone. you were currently sitting at the edge of the pool, legs in the water. you have your dirty pj on since you're a bit self conscious and also just to lazy to change or care. you actually didn't notice him at the beginning since you were caught up with your thoughts and the water moving.

"can't sleep or do you just wanna relax?", you hear a smooth, yet husky voice saying. you flinch a bit and turn around to see him. "I just like the peacefulness when no ones there", you answer with a flutter in your heart. "why are you here?" "same reason. and also cause it's nice to just go for a swim without needing to take care that no one drowns." he dives into the water smoothly. he resurfaces and drags his hand through his hair. you look at him in a somewhat dreamy gaze as you breathe in the summer night air deeply. "I never got to know your name since I got here some days ago", you say after awhile. "my name is James but call me Bucky", he answers as he swooshes around the water to stay afloat. "I'm Yami", you smile at him as you can't seem to get your eyes off of him.

you two stay quiet as you exchange smiles and laughs. he dives in the pool as you watch his every move, his muscles moving, stretching, tensing and relaxing. coming back up for air, he notices that you still look at him but you don't seem to really "be there", your head in the clouds. "something on your mind Yami?", he asks as he gets closer to investigate your face. you fall out of your dreamy trance, looking away for the first time. "actually yes, I have a lot of things on my mind currently but only one thing sticks out right now", you tell him with a bit of sadness in your eyes but also bliss and peace, the motel feeling like an escape from reality, a little break that wasn't planned. "would you mind to tell me?" he is quite close to you now, looking through wet strands of brunette hair with cerulean eyes. "do you promise me not to judge?" "I won't judge you, you can trust me doll." you grin at the nickname and take a deep breath, trying to calm down. "I have a liking for someone but they don't know. it's also quite tough since I've broken up with my boyfriend recently, sorry for getting so dark and deep." you look at the water surface as the water carefully moves around in small waves. "a boy or a girl?" he asks, interested in your problems, looking at you with soft features. "it's a boy this time. I don't know him but I would like to get to know him but I'm worried he might find me weird and creepy since one did in my past." "I understand you completely and I know what it feels like to be humiliated or feel rejected." he said with a caring face, flashing you a soft smile. you slip into the water carefully and you both swim more into the middle of the pool. "thanks for understanding and listening." you smile as you look at him. he inches closer to you.

"I noticed you sparing me glances in the course of the last days, don't think I haven't seen you daydreaming while looking at me." he smirks a bit as you look shocked, feeling embarassed by actually getting caught. you accept it though, cause you were quite bad at hiding it. "I'm sorry for that it's just...that you're quite attractive. I'm really sorry if you felt uncomfortable by that." he pulls you closer, mere inches apart, your skin touching his. "don't worry, I don't mind.", he answers as he does something you wouldn’t have expected but have dreamed of the last nights and days: he carefully leaned in and kissed you softly, his lips slightly wet. the kiss was passionate but ended to soon. he pulled away slowly, opening his eyes, his wet lashes sticking together in little traingles. you smile at him and lean your head on his shoulder. "you feel the same or was it just to make me feel better? whatever you say, it made me happier. thank you, Bucky." he chuckles and smiles at you, caressing your wet hair. "it's both" you chuckle as well, feeling hopeful for the first time in ages, the night endulging you in it's cooler (but still hot) air.

I haven't proof-read this so sorry if I have some typos in there

mcr challenge - day 21

probably a really iconic and well known song (teenagers, helena) to keep the audience excited and have a power ending