Gerard Way X Reader: Ivy

lifeguard!bucky x reader: motel 6

my inspiration for this imagine:

dare short film

overall motel aesthetic

a oneshot that got taken down (I was quite sad so I needed to fill that void)

american dad season 10, ep. 6: this indie movie episode

the last days have been quite chaotic: you stranding in a random city cause your car broke down. luckily there was a motel close by so you checked in. it was a really nice motel, the indie summer vibes not fading away. you car still is somewhere to get fixed so you need to wait in this city till it's done. but not everything is entirely bad: you've started liking the lifeguard at the motel's pool. you went to the pool everyday, enjoying the sun and maybe also the tall man with brown shoulder length hair and azure eyes, roaming over the pool's surface to be sure that nobody drowns.

you also went to the pool at night cause it was empty, quiet and peaceful. this night though, you weren't left alone. you were currently sitting at the edge of the pool, legs in the water. you have your dirty pj on since you're a bit self conscious and also just to lazy to change or care. you actually didn't notice him at the beginning since you were caught up with your thoughts and the water moving.

"can't sleep or do you just wanna relax?", you hear a smooth, yet husky voice saying. you flinch a bit and turn around to see him. "I just like the peacefulness when no ones there", you answer with a flutter in your heart. "why are you here?" "same reason. and also cause it's nice to just go for a swim without needing to take care that no one drowns." he dives into the water smoothly. he resurfaces and drags his hand through his hair. you look at him in a somewhat dreamy gaze as you breathe in the summer night air deeply. "I never got to know your name since I got here some days ago", you say after awhile. "my name is James but call me Bucky", he answers as he swooshes around the water to stay afloat. "I'm Yami", you smile at him as you can't seem to get your eyes off of him.

you two stay quiet as you exchange smiles and laughs. he dives in the pool as you watch his every move, his muscles moving, stretching, tensing and relaxing. coming back up for air, he notices that you still look at him but you don't seem to really "be there", your head in the clouds. "something on your mind Yami?", he asks as he gets closer to investigate your face. you fall out of your dreamy trance, looking away for the first time. "actually yes, I have a lot of things on my mind currently but only one thing sticks out right now", you tell him with a bit of sadness in your eyes but also bliss and peace, the motel feeling like an escape from reality, a little break that wasn't planned. "would you mind to tell me?" he is quite close to you now, looking through wet strands of brunette hair with cerulean eyes. "do you promise me not to judge?" "I won't judge you, you can trust me doll." you grin at the nickname and take a deep breath, trying to calm down. "I have a liking for someone but they don't know. it's also quite tough since I've broken up with my boyfriend recently, sorry for getting so dark and deep." you look at the water surface as the water carefully moves around in small waves. "a boy or a girl?" he asks, interested in your problems, looking at you with soft features. "it's a boy this time. I don't know him but I would like to get to know him but I'm worried he might find me weird and creepy since one did in my past." "I understand you completely and I know what it feels like to be humiliated or feel rejected." he said with a caring face, flashing you a soft smile. you slip into the water carefully and you both swim more into the middle of the pool. "thanks for understanding and listening." you smile as you look at him. he inches closer to you.

"I noticed you sparing me glances in the course of the last days, don't think I haven't seen you daydreaming while looking at me." he smirks a bit as you look shocked, feeling embarassed by actually getting caught. you accept it though, cause you were quite bad at hiding it. "I'm sorry for that it's just...that you're quite attractive. I'm really sorry if you felt uncomfortable by that." he pulls you closer, mere inches apart, your skin touching his. "don't worry, I don't mind.", he answers as he does something you wouldn’t have expected but have dreamed of the last nights and days: he carefully leaned in and kissed you softly, his lips slightly wet. the kiss was passionate but ended to soon. he pulled away slowly, opening his eyes, his wet lashes sticking together in little traingles. you smile at him and lean your head on his shoulder. "you feel the same or was it just to make me feel better? whatever you say, it made me happier. thank you, Bucky." he chuckles and smiles at you, caressing your wet hair. "it's both" you chuckle as well, feeling hopeful for the first time in ages, the night endulging you in it's cooler (but still hot) air.

I haven't proof-read this so sorry if I have some typos in there

I'm not per se saying that every one of those gives of that vibe :)

monster high playlists #3

happy birthday kurt!

it's crazy that he would've been 57 today, rest in peace

(also today I'm wearing Kurt's wedding outfit a.k.a. a pj cause I'm sick :( )

thanks to him, we now can live in a "tender age in bloom" and can scream like little kids cause they want "grandma to take them home"

happy birthday jim morrison!

violent (or not) songs of the day:

voicemail - poppy

swollen - jack off jill

the death song - marilyn manson

pretty on the inside - hole

power - sssick brain

for you - him

rape me - nirvana

one more stitch - green river

love, hate, love - alice in chains

I fucking love those songs!

travelling with argos - episode 1: berlin

it was the first time for argos leaving the void

he didn't even know that it was possible, he just knew that humans were occasionally comming to the void but he himself didn't know how to leave

he'd be so excited to visit a big city like berlin

he likes adventures so that's actually perfect: new culture, new food, new night scene, new people etc.

he is known to be quite energetic in the void but out of the void?! I would recommend to put him on a leash or he'd just run away everywhere to look at things (like in the stargazing episode)

you guys would go to some botanical areas, go and see sights like the Fernsehturm (tv tower), the Brandenburger Tor or the Siegessäule (or how we call it "Gold Else")

he would come home with 30+ plants and would present them to the void fellas and obviously mr plant

you would go to different café's and restaurant's and try all kind of food (german, thai, vietnamese, japanese, mexican, turkish, english, korean, colombian etc.)

you would definetly pull him to Markthalle 9 to go to Street Food Thursday, where a lot of different street food's around the world are being presented and let's just say... he LOVED it!!! (please go there if you're in berlin, it's so good but it's only on thursday)

you guys would go shopping (he, totally buying a lot of stuff with stars, eyes and things that are blue (also things with plants))

he found a plushie looking similar to mr plant and you can guess, yes, he bought it

you guys stop at some souvenir stores and buy random stuff, probably spending hundreds of euros on that (but not just the typical stuff, also artistic stuff)

he would rant about this trip for MONTHS, LITERALLY MONTHS, be ready to hear him say "the food was so gooodddd" "berlin is so cool!" "next time you need to go with me (to every other person than you)" "I need to go there again!" "in german you would say this, in german you would say that" and so on

also you guys totally messed up with the hotel room so you needed to sleep in one fucking bed

he also picked up some german comedy and movies

when he wakes up in the morning, he says stuff like "morgen" or "moin (that's a hamburg thing but all german teenagers say it now)"

all people either look at him, complement him or think he's cosplaying (a lot pf people just shrug and say "typischer montag morgen (typical monday morning)" "so ne Leute trifft man immer in der U-Bahn (those kind of people are always seen in german subways or you meet them there)

story not mine, but needed to share :)

Imagine spending the day at the pool with Bucky

It was warm, and the water felt amazing against your body. It relaxed you. Soothed you back into ease, which was the thing you needed. 

“Thank you.” You whispered, as you laid out in the water, looking up at the sky. 

Bucky turned his gaze to you, furrowing his brows as he swam over. “Thanks for what? Swimming with you?” He chuckled. 

You shook you head, and met his gaze. His blue eyes making your stomach flutter. “Thanks for always being here for me.” 

For a moment, he just stared at you, his eyes lingering as your words had echoed in his ears. The day he met you, he was broken, damaged at best, but you had saved him. From hydra, and most of all, himself. And because of that, he made it his life mission to always be there for you whenever you needed him. And even the times when you didn’t think you did. 

Bucky was drawn to you. Felt the need to protect you at all cost. And somewhere between the years, he realized the truth. He realized that he was falling in love with you. 

Without a word, he leaned in and gently pressed his lips to yours. Immediately you were taken aback, but as his hand cupped your cheek, you motioned back. 

Everything in that very second felt right. Like everything had fallen into place. 

You didn’t want it to stop. But as the sound of footsteps growing near, you pulled away. Feeling your heart beat rapidly. 

“There you two are!” Sam exclaimed. “Y/N, Steve has been looking for you.” 

You swallowed hard, glancing at Bucky then back to Sam. “Okay, I’ll go find him.” You forced out. 

Sam looked to Bucky, and huffed, “So this is what you do on your time off?” He scoffed. 

Before Bucky had time to respond, Sam strode off back towards the door. Leaving you two alone. 

Climbing out of the pool, and wrapping the towel around your body, Bucky had his gaze locked on you. His bottom lip in between his teeth. 

“Look, what happened between us, didn’t happen okay? We can’t–This stays between us. Got it?” You exclaimed. “It will just complicate things.”

Bucky slowly nodded, a small smirk playing on his lips. “Nothing happened.” He muttered. 

“Good.” 

Turning your back to him, Bucky cleared his throat. “But I must say, you are so damn beautiful.” He stated.