Sometimes I Get So Excited Over My Special Interests That I Actually Can't Handle It And Start Crying

this was a hit tweet on bird app so might as well post it here too

Okay sorry this is from several months ago and I've decided I hate this.

How I view myself as a prince of light and the classpect as a whole:

I really just try to understand everything I possibly can and 7/10 times I get it wrong. Sometimes on purpose just cause i hate people understanding things better than me. I'd like to think I'm good at most things but I'm probably just okay at a lot of things. I have a habit of thinking I'm better than most people because of this. Sigh. Anyways I'm gonna decide THIS post is awful in a few months and try again.

Prince of Light and a bit prince of stagnancy

Im redoing the post thingy about MY classpect so heres prince of stagnancy and also a bit about my normal classpect (you can skip this if you want cause this is me specific and ill be speaking about my experience as a prince.)

--- princes destroy an aspect through an aspect or by destroying an aspect---

okay so sorry it's been a hot second since ive really posted on here. im exhausted so we're doing a personal post!!! even though I doubt yall are too interested in it.

so if were going by the combined classpecting, Id say i destroy light through destroying void. (basically its like confusing people via giving them too much info ig???)

I often catch myself kinda ruining my future. or like I cant really imagine myself having a real future. (Light sometimes has to do with destiny.)

uhm I cant really stand being focused on, but I also cant really imagine not having any form of attention on me.

funny thing, in the classpect brochure thing, they use Bojack Horseman as an example of the prospit prince of light (thats what I am) which I find a bit funny, but yeah. It's kinda accurate. I basically do anything for some kinda attention ,just to do a bunch of things that only get people to not really like me, or make fun of me. I dont usually think things through, and when I do what may be better for me, it doesnt take very long for me to give that up to make myself feel better.

I often wear things that draw attention towards me, like my fox ears, and my tail, mini skirts, thigh highs, all that stuff. but i feel trapped when I do get the attention it makes me uncomfortable. I'll cut myself for attention, but get stressed out when my friends or family point it out.

As for my prospitian stuff, I have an idea of when I view as good. I dont know exactly if I fit that critearia, and what I view as good may not even be what's really good. I think im doing something right.

powers uh. honestly just the obvious, stealing someones luck, litteral use of light or maybe temporarilly blinding someone, and

my land would be somehting like LOMAI (land of mirrors and ink) i think. for other princes of light, id think something that makes you come face to face with youre aspect, or something where you think it's not there, but it constantly comes back and haunts you.

Strife specibus might be something that requires close combat. i think something sharp, like maybe a exacto knife or a box cutter lmao. maybe something stolen or "borrowed"

New wallpaper

decided to classpect my ocs

Reblog/interact if your blog is a safe space for all people struggling with their Cluster A, B, and C personality disorder regardless of whether they are high or low-functioning in their disorder.

Let's not blame the victim!! Not their fault.

They should not have been in proshipper areas that young and shouldn't blame proshippers for it.

people are so dumb. especially antis

look at this comment i found on tiktok 😭

or that's your fault... 😭

Hadn’t seen anyone do this yet

Everyone here on tumblr dot com sooo wants to add music to my playlist

Begging some proshippers to understand that just because they're a stupid anti, it doesn't excuse you to be fatphobic/be an asshole because of things caused by mental disorders/etc towards them. I saw a post on twt about a 13 yo anti complaining about proshippers being on the selfship community, and yeah, that's beyond stupid. I know. Yeah. But I saw some people who were mad commenting on their s/i with stuff like "does the ground shake when you walk." You have all the right to be angry, but by doing that you're no different from antis who say stuff like "l0licons are fat balding men who live on their mothers basement and dont shower". You're nothing but a pathetic performative activist.