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if this post reaches 100k notes by Halloween I will read Homestuck

Dude I hope a good majority or a lot of queer, alternative, cosplayers, fandoms, “weird” and “cringe” people all move here when tiktok gets banned because it would be so nice if tumblr was cool again 😭😭

This is so real.

I litterally can't go a second without thinking about drawing or homestuck😭

Like I don't think I could live without either of them and the idea of me in any job outside of selling art in the future genuinely upsets me. If someone insults homestuc or art (either mine or made by someone else) I get so upset like as if they insulted me PERSONALLY, like they were saying IM bad/awful and not just the media. It's so weird😭😭

I think that special interests are actually a disabling part of autism

I'm tired of people (allistic and autistic) saying that it's bad that special interests are 'pathologised' because passions are good. This is because that comes from a fundamental misunderstanding of what a special interest is. Special interests are not just things you like a lot, they are 'highly fixated interests abnormal in intensity or focus'. For me (and pretty much everyone with autism I've asked about it), this means that special interests are basically your whole life. For me, my special interest is ASD. I think about autism all the time. It's the only thing I find interesting, and every thought I have can be linked to autism in some way. This is pretty disabling to me because it makes it way harder to talk about and do stuff that isn't related to my special interest.

It makes making friends really hard because, on top of my social challenges, I also don't know how to talk about anything other than my special interest, and I will bring the conversation back to my special interest if I feel comfortable around someone, and just not talk to someone if I don't feel comfortable around them. It also makes doing the things I need to do in life (such as doing work for uni, taking care of myself, cleaning my living space, etc) so much harder because my brain doesn't think it's interesting in the slightest and therefore I have absolutely no motivation to do them.

Maybe my special interests are more extreme than other people's. I wasn't diagnosed with a level, I just got a diagnosis of ASD, but I'm probably on the higher end of level 1, possibly on the lower end of level 2 but I can't really figure that out for myself. However, the ASD diagnostic criteria in both the ICD-11 and DSM-V state that your traits of autism must be causing 'clinically significant impairment' (i.e. they must be disabling) for you to qualify for an ASD diagnosis.

PLEASEPLEASE PLEASE

Please 💕

accidentally hit something on the treadmill at my gym and it opened a web browser??

"Are you a Homestuck", no, I was like 25 when Homestuck debuted, so I don't have the excuse of the comic's fandom being a formative part of my identity. You're talking to a guy who has an original printing of The Starlight Calliope on the bookshelf over his bed; I'm something worse.

Maybe the antithesis of grudge? That’s my personal thing

yesss!!(set up is slightly different because i havent posted in a while sorry its been a couple months since you sent this </3)

ANTITHESIS of GRUDGE

(serves one aspect through allowing the destruction of another, or allows the destruction of an aspect through serving the other)

vnffnvups gamzee makara and dave strider.

I love both characters but their classpects put together are interesting. they have semi simmilar interests and the two characters situations and how they handle things are different.

knights are very much, heres my thing, and thats what they base their entire personality off of (dave and his ironic cool guy stuff, and latula w/ her rad skater girl thing), they lack the neccessary confidence but still manage to do their best anyways. theyre also very much, do think through after.

while bards are a bit simmilar, but they dont properly understand their thing (gamzee with his miracles, and cronus with greasers) Bards have full confidence in themselves and their ideas which for some reason gives people the idea they are OVER confident. although they are lacking in real ability, its hard to deny they arent as dense as they seem.

the antithesis of grudge would likely be the kind of person to put up the front that they are the best at what they do, while maybe just knowing/ understanding a lot about it but not being the best, which they likely understand that.

when interacting with their aspect the antithesis is likely to be a strong willed person who has great ideas that they dont know how to fully flesh out propperly. the time player part of them wont want to keep themselves attatched to others, or things, while the rage part of their aspect will absolutely want the best for people (assuming this is bard of rage and not knight of rage sorry if thats wrong if it is knight of rage, then it would be more like they despise being around people but they keep finding themselves around them for the sake of just,,, telling others their choices are wrong ig lmao)

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their powers would be stuff like time travel, and some ability to make others upset (idk how else to explain that im not greatat the game mechanics part of this stuff.)

weapons!!!!1!!11 something in the middle of medium and light weapons. like, theirs heaft to it, but its still easy to have on you and to cary around.

sorry if its not perfect, please comment or reblog telling me what you think should be changed/ what you think may be inaccurate !! i love you bye!!!