My Friend Is Gone, He Ran Away / I Can Tell You, I Love Him Each Day

when ur talking abt headcanons w/ ur friend and they start typing for a really long time

this is what started it

I regret ever asking about it

I am Ahmed, a doctor and a father of six. Before the war, my life 🇵🇸 was stable in the north, where I had a well-organized pharmacy next to our house. But with the bombing, we lost everything; the pharmacy was destroyed and the house was reduced to rubble. 🏚️💔

I had to move with my family to Deir al-Balah, where we lived in a small tent. 🏕️ I opened a place where I try to provide the few medicines I can get. The conditions here are very difficult; medicines are unavailable and the water is polluted, causing diseases for my children and the families. 💧😷

I set a goal to raise $1,000 through the "Go Fund Me" link, not only to provide medicines and medical supplies, but also to support my children's needs and alleviate their suffering in these harsh conditions. So far, I have raised more than half of the amount, and there is still less than $500 left to achieve the goal. 🙏❤️🍉

https://gofund.me/2a408c6f

please donate/reblog!

the house of atreus really has everything: cannibalism, matricide, fratricide, just plain old murder, incest, adultery, generational trauma, etc

right so dog imagery dabi is so insane and I tried to look up dog poems and all that came up was laika so yeah. ‘I know I will die but that is fine’ ‘she had so little time left to live’ ‘we kissed her nose and wished her bon voyage, knowing that she would not survive the flight’ ‘and they call me laika, but I'd just like to say that I was born little curly and I'll die with that name’ ‘the more time passes, the more I'm sorry about it. we shouldn't have done it... we did not learn enough from this mission to justify the death of the dog’ ‘surely they'll come to get me. surely they didn't love me all that time for this’ ‘I'm a halfway thing, more bullet than dog’ ‘laika to ground control I miss you. if you would come out here and pet me I swear to dog I'll be good, never bark again’ ‘what you’re about to do will live on forever even though you’ll be dead and gone’ ‘I took the collar off I’m holding my own leash and walking myself outside this door. I don’t think I want to be a good dog anymore’ oh I’m feeling SICK he was raised to die they don’t expect him to come home they both quite literally BURNED UP! even a parachute would’ve shown that they cared. but they don’t. don’t sink in me with your dog teeth don’t sink in me with your dog teeth don’t sink in me with your dog teeth

once again me and aiaia remain on a very weird niche radio wave yet our frequencies are perfectly matched like YOU GET IT i went through sooo many title ideas before settling on dog teeth for the touya wip and like yeah it's the ethel cain of it all but there's a REASON dog days is one of my top ethel songs ever like dog imagery, specifically teeth, is so so compelling to me and laika is just the beginning. like touya is so laika coded he's a failed experiment he's an uncomfortable tragedy he wasn't worth the progress he accomplished he's out of sight out of mind. but it's more than that. dogs as the ultimate symbol of obedience, of submission, yet existing at once as symbols of aggression. we took this wild animal and made it palatable to the point its predecessors would tear it to shreds. we took this wild animal and filed down the claws and pulled out the canines and told it to sit and be good. sit and be good and be silent. we kill them when they bite. they are a lesser creature begging at the dinner table for attention. you walk a fine line between god and animal, dont sink into me with your dog teeth. i get mean when im nervous like a bad dog. they are animals burdened with our own moral system that we forced on them but they are animals and i think the fascination i have with dog teeth as a theme specifically is that they are the proof of it. a dog can lick your hand and sit when told, it can be good, but inside its mouth are teeth made for tearing. even a good dog bites. even a good dog kills. sometimes they do it in an attempt to be good, placing a bloody carcass at your feet. a dead bird, neck snapped, teeth stained red. they do not understand our human horror. they dont know why we're shouting. you must learn to love, to love always and love entirely and to be wounded by nothing so much as the violence of your own love. you must learn to be confused but never disappointed by a deficiency of love. You must give up your children and not know why. you must lose yourself wholly in activity; you must never feel an itch that you do not scratch. you must learn how to wait at the foot of the bed and hope, silently, that somebody is drunk enough or lonely enough to invite you up, and you must learn not to show your excitement too much or overplay your hand. if you want to be a dog, you must learn to believe that you are not in fact a dog at all. we forced upon them a language of love and never taught them fluency. they stutter over too-sharp teeth and mispronounce old instincts. we made it so the only thing that mattered was if they were a good dog or not, anything else was irrelevant. do not bite the hand that feeds you. do not question the person that owns you. and the tools that are the very essence of the real animal are pulled out. i will remove all my teeth because i want to remain kind despite my anger. spitting love past bloody gums, never ever getting enough to be sated.

when will my husband (genocidal war criminal) return from the war (ravine his brother threw him into and followed him down in a final act of fraternity)

godddddd i cannot wait to see your reaction to yosano's backstory it's literally one of my fave backstories of any character ever. i genuinely think about 'you are too just' every day of my goddamn miserable life. like it's an INSANE quote even WITHOUT the context but my fucking god the CONTEXT??? it's just sooooo. yeah

this ask terrifies me what’s going to happen hella

Crimson Peak is SO fucking funny when they first get to the house and Hiddles is like. Oh yeah forget to mention, giant hole in the roof. Also the floor is rotten, someday the whole foundation will collapse. And don’t be alarmed if the pipes start bleeding! It’s just that the very ground beneath our feet is oozing red liquid, absolutely drenched with it, as though the entire house is bleeding and bloodstained, as though the very earth our family legacy is built upon were one great open wound.

I fucking love Gothic settings. Don’t worry about it Edith, welcome to your very normal and inhabitable house.

when ethel cain said, “i’m not scared of god, i’m scared he was gone all along,” and, “god loves you, but not enough to save you, so baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself,” and, “we’ve been cursed since the start, jesus didn’t want us,” and, “i’d hold the gun if you asked me to, but if you love me like you say you do would you ask me to?” and, “where you told me even if we died tonight that i'd die yours, so i died there under you, every night, all night,” and “do you just want my blood? am i just that damn hard to love?” and, “i tried to be good, am i no good?” and, “i just wanted to be yours, can i be yours?” and, “i feel so alone out here,” and, “i can’t let go when something’s broken, it’s all i know, and it’s all i want to know.”

jesus christ superstar is about leftist infighting and hating your best friend and loving people wrong and the myopia of fame and inevitability and understanding that you were the cog that might not have turned and how love will not save the world because it is not enough and how people are fickle and how leaders are cowards and how the buck has to stop somewhere and how love doesn't stop just because it's useless or bad and saying 'i told you so' and how good will can never trump The Plan and how together we are so very strong and how God is not going to save us and how the story is incomplete because we have to finish it ourselves