his brow furrowed seriously, his mind working through scenario after scenario. with the information she'd provided him with, it was going to be a shitshow no matter what they did. they simply didn't have the manpower or the equipment to ensure that everyone got out of the kill zone before their enemy set the bomb off and any sign of trouble would guarantee the bomb be set off early. ❝ too loud. no guarantee our bombs wouldn't take out some random civilian in the wrong place at the wrong time, ❞ he said almost absentmindedly.
bucky glanced at her, watched the way she pressed her fingers into her collarbone and rubbed at what he could only assume was a phantom injury. something old that had healed over but still gave her some kind of grief. he had similar wounds. ❝ i can get you in without being seen. these guys aren't suicidal, they'll want to put as much distance between themselves and the blast zone as they can. means you'll have time to diffuse the bomb. ❞
his brow was still furrowed. despite suggesting the idea, he was clearly still unhappy with the odds. ❝ while you do that, i'll take them out and clear out civilians as i go. we'll need something to disrupt their communications, keep them deaf and blind to what's happening around them. ❞
that's not going to work .. did she hear him correctly? A small frown formed on her features, well this was certainly a first. Yet Amelia knew that Bucky was far more experienced than she could ever be. The young Holmes gave a small nod of her head half in agreement and half in thought. "A diversion? We could always place some bombs on their trucks within the perimeter, that would distract them, take their eyes away from anything important" although that would take some planning and she was sure that she would need permission from her uncle to even get such weapons.
Amelia ran a hand through raven waves, a soft sigh passing rose coloured lips. Her hand instinctively rubbed the top of her left collarbone, where a scar was placed permanently upon her body. Her other hand began to tremor, she wasn't going to allow others to endure what she also had to endure by James Moriarty. She clenched her fingers into a fist, in a bid to stop the shaking. "We just need to be sure to slip in, and slip back out with those people safe." Hazel hues met his gaze, offering the smallest of smiles.
"Or if you have any suggestions, I am all ears" Amelia was tough, or at least that was what she wanted others to see, yet there were moments where vulnerability slipped through the cracks, and if one was to look close enough they would see the tired eyes of a soldier who woke up with nightmares, and a woman who distracted herself by throwing herself into adrenaline situations.
amelia holmes talked fast, and thought faster. words spilled out like she was five moves ahead and barely waiting for the rest of the world to catch up. bucky had seen minds like hers before—brilliant, untethered, always running at a pace most people couldn't follow. he let her talk. let her lay out her theory, the threads of logic she w as weaving together, the patterns only she seemed to see. he didn't interrupt. just watched. listened. measured every word against the instincts that kept him alive longer than they had any right to.
a pause as she took a breath and only then did she seem to notice that he hadn't responded. not yet anyway.
❛ don't worry, i'm not crazy. least, i don't think so. ❜
bucky held her gaze for a beat. the ghost of something unreadable in his expression as he waited. maybe she wasn't crazy, or maybe she was just the kind of crazy that made sense to him. but he'd learned early on that sanity was subjective.
❝ i don't care if you're crazy, ❞ bucky said finally, ❝ i care if you're right. ❞ because if she was, and he thought she was, then a lot of people were in danger and the only people who had any clue, was them. // @tcbefearless / amelia , silent hill prompts .
(Sentences from various sources for criminals and/or dangerous muses. Adjust phrasing where needed)
"I want to liberate your truest self: the beast that prowls around your heart."
"A wise man would walk away from this house and make a concerted effort to forget everything that occurred last night."
"We had an arrangement. You don't come here."
"Don't play games. I'm not in the mood."
"I'm not so easy to kill."
"I really want to apologise for, you know, the massive crime I've committed."
"The thing is, what you're asking, it isn't easy - and it sure isn't free."
"Are you worried I'm going to shoot him or something?"
"The next time you come in here without my permission, you and me are going to have a problem."
"Listen, I have just left a very enjoyable evening with some old friends to come and murder a hired contract killer for you, so let's tone down the judgement a tad, shall we?"
"I think if you wanted to kill me, you'd have done it already."
"Everyone has their weaknesses. Don't mind me as I find yours."
"You should know that I've had eyes on you recently, so I know everything."
"I've always been preternaturally inclined to violence. I was exposed to it from an early age."
"What were you trying to prove by doing this? Just showing me that you're good at sneaking into places you're not wanted? I already knew that!"
"I've tasted success, and it's a meal I now wish to devour."
"Holy christ, you're a morbid fuck!"
"I'll be sure to call next time I need someone threatened."
"You have no sense of the terrors I will bring onto you."
"You don't even know what you're dealing with, do you?"
"Some of us get harder as we get older, and some of us get soft."
"Who the hell are you to order me around?"
"You're not going to survive coming after me."
"People like you and me, we don't get to ride off into the sunset - but we get to stay around and watch the stars come out, and that's not nothing, I suppose."
"We don't have to trust each other, we don't even have to like each other, but we have to work together on this."
"You should be more afraid of me."
"Death excites you, doesn't it?"
"Do you have to enjoy my discomfort quite so much?"
"Because I murder with will and not like a blind animal, you think me a monster. Yet, how many corpse have you left in your wake?"
"If you want my help, you'll do as I ask."
"Do not fool yourself; you cannot lie to me."
"You're a very suspicious person."
"Do you still have that rocket launcher?"
"Do you carry a knife everywhere now?"
"You offer me a normal life. Why do you think I want that anymore?"
"Why are you consulting with that traitor?"
"That's really not the legal loophole you think it is."
"I just realised what you're most afraid of."
PROMPTS FOR THE ROMANCE OF BANTER, PLAYFUL SARCASM, AND USING JOKES TO HIDE HOW YOU REALLY FEEL ABOUT THEM * assorted dialogue, some of which have some implied sarcasm built in (so just feel free to specify with "/s" at the end of each line), adjust as necessary
admit it. you're in love with me.
if only i had someone to go out with...
a date would be really nice right about now.
i might reconsider if you bring me flowers.
were you being serious back there?
did you just try to impress me?
was that another joke, or were you telling the truth?
we agreed that if no one asked us, we'd go together.
keep telling yourself that!
here it comes! the big love confession i've been waiting for!
you've been in love with me since the day we met.
you visited me in my dreams last night.
i know you're in love with me. you just won't say it outloud.
we can't hide this forever.
don't make me beg.
if you weren't so cute, you'd be annoying.
you're not very good at hiding how you feel.
you've been staring at me for a long time now.
is that what you really think of me?
you have feelings for me. admit it.
so what if i've been lying this whole time? for good reason!
you don't make this whole love thing any easier.
you make life difficult.
you're a piece of work.
is that how you really feel?
you're lucky you're so cute.
you're not really going out with them, are you?
i thought we... nevermind.
consider me impressed.
am i annoying you right now?
you didn't like that comment, huh.
i was only kidding!
you wish we were kissing right now.
oh, you'd just love to hear me beg.
i love our little back and forth.
sooner or later we'll have to come clean about how we feel.
i'm not good at hiding my emotions.
when were you going to tell me you were in love with me?
i actually hate your guts.
keep talking like that and you'll see how i really feel.
can your head get any bigger?
was that a joke?
were you just playing with me?
you didn't actually mean that, right?
hang on. you didn't just say that.
that was a joke, right?
this is just how we are when we're together.
i tease you, you tease me.
you and i have always been like this.
if i'm not annoying you, what's the point?
i'm allergic to tickling.
they said we'd make a cute couple. can you believe that?
are you always this annoying?
if i kiss you, will you turn into a prince? yes, i'm implying you're a frog.
you're lucky i love you so much.
you take that back!
that was uncalled for!
this means war!
this calls for a duel!
i'm challenging you to an arm wrestle.
last one there is a rotten egg!
i'm not racing you!
stop looking at me like that.
you stare at me a lot.
i know, i know. i'm irresistable.
something on my face?
a little bird told me you're in love with me.
prove me wrong.
what are you seeking ?
— forgiveness .
“what should i apologize for; what i am or what i’m not?” // oh, little hero, how close are you to crumbling under the weight on your shoulders? how heavy has that heart of yours gotten? how deeply has the guilt burrowed into your bones? how permanently has the grief been seared into your soul?
you were so tender, and the world so cruel. loss after loss after loss, each another chip on your shoulder. because you deserved it, didn’t you? if you could be better . . . faster . . . stronger . . . smarter . . . then maybe it wouldn’t have happened. right? the blood stains your hands, and it won’t wash out will it?
but darling, it’s never been your fault. you’ve learned to turn the rage and the regret, the guilt and the grief, inwards. if you’re hurt, it’s your own fault isn’t it? because then there’s a reason for it, because it gives you some semblance of control, doesn’t it? what you seek is forgiveness, for your perceived wrongs. but oh, little skeleton, you do not need it. stop blaming yourself for what was beyond your control. let go of the past. grow. and learn to breathe with both of your lungs. stop choking on your own self hatred. the weight will ease, i promise. i love you.
tagged by : nada tagging : @staticveil , @sh1elded , @tcbefearless ( amelia ), @deathcrime & you <3
SEBASTIAN STAN as THE WINTER SOLDIER CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014)
CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLIDER (2014) dir. Anthony & Joe Russo
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so i got watching a ton of new tv shows lately, and it occurred to me that actually i do love it when characters are unexpectedly saved by someone who just happened to be exactly in the right place at precisely the correct moment, yk? and i failed to think of the right name, so the title of this list is entirely thanks to a very dear friend of mine who informed me! so here's a list, i hope you guys love it, DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST OR EDIT IT!!! i like to edit them over time as new ideas come to me.
[ ALIBI ]: the sender provides a false alibi to protect the receiver from legal issues.
[ HAND ]: the sender suddenly arrives to grab the receiver's hand before they fall to their death
[ CAR ]: the sender arrives on scene as the impromptu getaway driver for the receiver (who hadn't been expecting it).
[ FATAL ]: the sender unwittingly arrives on scene when the receiver is being attacked, and to protect the receiver, they kill the assailant.
[ DISTRACT ]: the sender provides a diversion so the receiver can escape a dangerous situation.
[ OUT COLD ]: the sender knocks out an assailant before they can seriously wound the receiver.
[ DUNNO ]: the sender lies about the location of the receiver in order to protect them from pursuers.
[ FAKE ]: the sender, in a situation where they're forced to kill the receiver, only pretends to kill the receiver and takes their "dead" body away in the car.
[ SACRIFICE]: the sender sacrifices their life to ensure the receiver's survival.
[ BACK-UP ]: the sender arrives just in time to help the receiver in a fight.
[ EXCUSES ]: the sender provides an excuse for the receiver to stay at an event where they shouldn't be.
[ HIDDEN ]: the sender hides the receiver from pursuers.
[ SHELTER ]: the sender finds the unconscious receiver and brings them to a safe place.
[ HERO ]: the sender tackles the receiver out of the way of an attack.
[ RUN! ]: the sender tackles the attacker so the receiver can make a safe get-away.
[ FIGHT ]: the sender fights off the assailants so the receiver can flee to safety.
[ INTERCEPT ]: the sender unexpectedly emerges and stands between the receiver and a threat.
[ MISDIRECTION ]: the sender points a group of pursuers in the opposite direction to buy the receiver some time to hide.
[ SANCTUARY ]: the sender opens the door when the receiver knocks in search of help, and brings them into their home.
[ REPUTATION ]: the sender, being somewhat infamous in the area, arrives when the receiver is being hassled, causing the assailants to flee rather than risk the consequences of crossing them.
[ RECOGNIZE ]: the sender pretends to know the receiver in order to help them avoid unwanted attention.
[ AFAR ]: the sender incapacitates, distracts or kills an assailant from a distance to protect the receiver.
[ FRIENDS ]: the sender, unable to attend directly, sends friends over to protect the receiver when they encounter a threat.
[ NEGOTIATE ]: the sender intervenes in a tense situation and manages to smoothly persuade a potential threat to leave the receiver alone.
[ BRIBE ]: the sender gives a threat a significant amount of money to leave the receiver alone.
[ ANNOUNCE ]: the sender issues a declaration that the receiver is under their protection, assuring all potential attackers that any attempts will result in a brutal retaliation from them.
VERBAL PROMPTS:
" they're with me. "
" i was with them all night. "
" hey! these guys bothering you? "
" i wouldn't do that if i were you. "
" you must've really pissed those guys off, huh? "
" follow my lead... "
" don't worry. you're safe here. i won't let anyone hurt you. "
" you're lucky i found you when i did; those people were right down the street. "
" get in the car! now! "
" i'm gonna buy you as much time as i possibly can. make it count, okay? get out of here. now! "
" you can come out now. they're long gone. "
" nobody's going to hurt you like that again. "
it was difficult to hear her utter the same questions and uncertainty that plagued his every thought since regaining some semblance of identity. how often had he asked himself the same question? pondered the same inevitability of disbelief and raw undiluted regret and guilt and pain? he felt not unlike the blind leading the blind. hopelessly underprepared and praying she didn't notice.
❝ make something new. ❞ he knew he would never be the same man that he once was. he remembered how the war had changed him. hardened him, made him callous and vindictive. unapologetic in his fury. and his time as hydra's weapon, their personal attack dog, had left him haunted and broken. he could never go back to how he had been before all the blood and violence, but maybe he could forge a new version of himself that wasn't so . . . lost. the same had to be said for her as well.
i want to believe you, she said. he wouldn't tell her that he wanted to believe him too. bucky offered her a half smile when she said pancakes, nodding in agreement as he glanced down at the menu. ❝ i'm more of a waffle guy. ❞
kara curled her fingers around the warmth of the coffee cup, as if it could bleed into her, as if it could thaw something frozen deep in her ribs. she turned his words over in her mind — fail, try again, fail again — & felt the weight of them settle into the hollow spaces she didn’t like to name.
❝i don’t know if i believe that,❞ she admitted, voice quiet, shaped from something raw & uncertain. ❝coming back implies there’s something left to come back to.❞ she traced the rim of her mug with the pad of her thumb, eyes fixed on the way the steam curled upward & disappeared. ❝what if there isn’t?❞
the thought lodged itself in her chest, thorned & bitter. she didn’t look at him, not yet. instead, she listened to the quiet, to the sound of the world continuing without her permission — the scrape of a knife against toast, the low murmur of a conversation she wasn’t a part of, the distant hum of a jukebox playing a song no one was listening to. a place that didn’t need her. a life that had gone on without her.
& yet, she was still here. still breathing, still speaking, still wanting — god, wanting. something to hold on to, something to tether her to the world, something that made all the blood & ruin & loss mean something. she had never known how to exist without purpose, without someone else dictating her movements, her thoughts, her very identity. without that, what was she?
her fingers flexed, released. a breath in, a breath out. ❝i want to believe you. ❞ the words weren’t quite hope, not yet, but they weren’t despair either. maybe that was enough. maybe wanting was the beginning of something that could be real. ❝ … pancakes. ❞ it was a start.
ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ᵗʳᵃᵖᵖᵉᵈ. ⁱ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵉ ʰᵃᵈ ⁿᵒ ᵇᵒᵈʸ.ⁿᵒ ˢᵉⁿˢᵉˢ. ⁿᵒ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ. [ . . . ] ᶠᵒʳ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵃᵐ. ᴵ ᵃᵐ.
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