Do Not Eat.

I’ve been fed forcefully.

I feel violated.

I’ve been hungry since the day I was born.

I’ve been hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry.

I am hungry. I spend my life going around places, foaming at the mouth like a starving hyena.

All it’s left to do at the end of the day is staring at my body in the mirror and wondering when will this end.

Such a satisfaction. Came back from a month of vacation, stayed under the 500 kc4l, did fasts and went running and exercised daily, and I didn’t lose a single gram.

I’m gonna kill myself

What even is the point of suffering? Not a single positive point in my whole existence, I’m tired.

The jealousy I’m feeling right now is borderline morbid: a friend of mine told me that she’s constantly yo-yo’ing between 41 kg and 46 kg.

WOMAN PLEASE YOU ARE LIVING MY DREAM LIFE AND YOUR REALLY HEALTHY TOO??

Jealous.

During this month i lost quite a bit of weight as it can be seen in my bio, and people treat me so much differently already! I’ve been approached even in my worst after beach fits, and people look at me a LOT more! They do be staring at times.

Skinny really is the way🎀

So, my diet finally came in and it’s basically eating the minimum amount of anything so it feels like ⭐️⭐️! I’m so happy and I frel like it’s the start of a new chapter after a very bad downfall🩷.

Starting again at 67 kg Saturday, keeping you weekly updated 🩷

I actually found the strength to shop groceries without getting any of my binge foods (by will and following universe signals too).

I’m really proud right now.

The day, the music

Died💔.

Well, in the end my roommate forced me to eat and I honestly want to cry.

Don’t you feel disgusted by your body? By your lack of control?

Don’t you feel disgusting in general?

Look at the skinny girls and boys walking around, basically disappearing in their clothes during winter and being fresh and clean during summer. Then look at you, feeling constricted by your own clothes and being all sweaty.

Now put the food down.

Or don’t.

Your choice.

I just discovered that 小红书 has huge amounts of th1nsp0!

If you still haven’t, try and see for yourself 🩷